This is a story that will take place over a few chapters. Some of it, both what has happened and the feelings behind it, is true. Most, unfortunately, is just fantasy.
The main characters, m,e Jo, and Andy are all real people and I've kept as close to the truth as I can without giving away who we actually are.
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I first met Andy some years before this story takes place. He was working in an off licence very near where I lived with my girlfriend at the time. The two of them hit it off straight away - even to the degree of him teaching her (she was only 17 at the time) how to 'crotch watch' discreetly.
I'll confess I was young and stupid, and a little nervous about gay guys at the time. If only I knew how I was to change!
I lost touch with Andy for quite some years after that. Then after some time of having the questions in my head about gay sex that I think most guys do at some point, I worked up the courage to go and visit one of the two gay pubs in my hometown.
At the time I was completely single. I'm not quite sure what I expected of my night in the pub. I don't know if I expected to be pounced upon, invited to some rampant gay orgy, or something else completely that I couldn't even imagine.
As it was I just sitting at the bar for most of the night just like in a 'normal' pub. I was getting to be quite disappointed to be honest. Yes, I know I probably had strange ideas at the time, but we all have to start from somewhere right?
Anyway, just as I was getting disheartened in walks Andy. We recognised each other straight away I'm pleased to say so I brought him a drink and we sat and chatted. I was pleased to have someone, anyone, to talk to to be honest. As it was my first time in an 'official' gay place and I was floundering. I'd never had to chat up a guy before!
We chatted for a while about everyday things, we spoke about my ex and I splitting up and then Andy asked the question I was dreading. What was I doing in there. I could feel myself reddening up with embarrassment immediately. I'd had a few by then though, so I told him the truth - which cost me very last bit of courage I had.
You see the reason my ex had left me, was that she was sleeping with other guys behind my back. Again, at the time I was way too young and green to admit to her that it actually turned me on. So without that communication she left. I spent a long time after that wanking and thinking about her with other guys. Still do sometimes to be honest.
As I was telling him that, he held my gaze. I think he was getting a mental picture of me wanking to be honest, and that oddly enough was turning me on enough to be bolder.
The next part of my confession was that the most vivid mental picture I had during these times wasn't her, it was the cock going into her. I LOVE the sight of a good hard cock.
Now, I still love women. I love everything about them. The way they look, smell taste, sound feel. I adore women. Yet the most exciting thing for me ever is a hard cock.
Andy was doing a little more than just holding my gaze by then. I could feel his eyes boring into me. He looked down between my legs and saw the outline of my hard cock. He reached down and rested his hand there, very gently, smiled, and told me that now he knew why I was there.
I almost lost my courage then. I very nearly left my drink and walked out. What would that have gained though?
I was nearly babbling the rest of my tale. I told him that after trying to analyse the fact that I liked the look of cock I'd given up and just wanted to see if the actual experience would be as good as the fantasy.