It was a shot in the dark. My fantasy of peeing on my wife had been several years in the making. I thought, hell, throw it out there. The worst that can happen is that she says no, right?
It started when I happened upon a porn video of a girl sitting in an empty bathtub naked. It was a POV video. The guy steps in the tub holding his hard cock in his hand, moves closer to her, she opens her mouth enthusiastically as she leaned forward. Then he releases a stream of urine onto her chest, face, and into her open mouth. When he finished emptying his bladder, she swallowed his cock, sucking him off until he came in her mouth.
I knew this fetish was out there but I never sought it out. I didn't have any interest. And to see it, well, was a little shocking at first. It almost grossed me out. Yet, I didn't skip to the next video. In fact, I was aroused. I watched it again, jerking off to it this time.
Almost ashamed, I never mentioned it to my wife. We watched porn together often and talked about certain videos we saw that turned us on or off. But I wasn't about to share this one with her. She would think I am a weirdo. I certainly didn't think she would be receptive.
As time went on, I found myself fantasizing about peeing on her. I began to occasionally search out and watch peeing porn videos, sometimes a guy peeing on a girl, sometimes the girl peeing on the guy. I was even watching videos of girls just peeing and sometimes peeing in their pants. I found a particular interest in women peeing publicly at the beach. It was my private fantasy and I was afraid to share it with my wife.
One night, while we were watching porn together in bed, I was scrolling through the options and selected one that didn't indicate in the description it had water sports involved. About half way through the video, the guy started peeing on her. My wifes reaction was disappointing to say the least. She immediately stopped the video saying, "gross, next" as she clicked on the next video.
Probing, I asked her "so that never entered your mind, ever?"
Her response further discouraged me, "No way. Not interested." Followed by an almost disgusted, "why, are you?"
Not wanting to alarm her, or make her aware of my fantasy, I said, "no, I was just trying to be funny," and dropped it.
It remained a private fantasy of mine for several years and even began to fade for me as time went on. It was clear she wasn't into it so I assumed it was out of reach for me. It became just an occasional thing I enjoyed privately.
A few years later, the fantasy had a sudden resurgence. One day at the beach, my wife announced she had to pee. We live in Florida and the beach we go to on a regular basis is a nudist beach. In late winter and early spring the air temperature is warm enough to enjoy the beach but the water is pretty cool. She wasn't going to go into the water to pee. She asked if I would hold the towel up so no one would see her pee. I obliged eagerly. She stepped just past the sun shade staying close to it to help block the view on one side as I held the towel blocking the view from the other direction where most of the people would have a view. I held the towel as she squatted down. She used her hand between her legs to lift her pussy slightly, and directed a stream of urine into the sand, all in my direct view. Seeing this reminded me of some of the videos I used to watch of women peeing in public, particularly the beach.
She noticed me watching and commented, slightly annoyed, "why are you watching? Turn around,"
I responded, "nope, if I have to hold the towel, I get to watch."
She shook her head as she finished up not noticing my erection growing behind the towel.
