It felt weird hanging out with my boyfriend's friends without him. My boyfriend's name is Ethan, and he unfortunately had to work unexpectedly. We had made plans to drink at his friend Joshua's place and Ethan didn't want me to just stay home on his account, so he encouraged me to still go out.
There were five of us there. Myself, my name is Olivia, Joshua of course, Frank, Eddie, and Eddie's girlfriend, Emily. We had been hanging out for a couple hours; we had been drinking, but weren't drunk. At most buzzed, but everyone had loosened up enough to talk freely. The conversation had turned to sex. I was uneasy, as this was an area I didn't exactly have a lot of experience.
Everyone was discussing their favorite sex positions, and my turn was up.
"I don't know." I replied. "Um, honestly, I haven't really had much sex... or sex ever, actually."
"Really? So you and Joshua have never?" Frank asked.
I shook my head. "No, but we've played a little bit."
"Oh, so like blowjobs?" Asked Eddie.
"Um, no, I meant like hand stuff." I said quietly.
"That's ok." Emily said. "You'll do it when you're ready."
I felt so immature compared to everyone else as they continued talking about sex. At least if Ethan had been there, I wouldn't be the only virgin, but I just felt so self-conscious about it.
As the night went on, everyone slowly started to leave. First Frank, then Eddie and Emily. I stayed, because Ethan had planned to come over to Joshua's place after he got out of work. Eventually it was just Joshua and I. It wasn't a bad thing, Joshua was fun and easy to talk to.
"So you and Ethan really have only done hand stuff? You guys have been together for over a year now. Aren't you curious?" Joshua asked.
"Yeah, I actually really want to try. I've thought about giving Ethan a blowjob, but I'm nervous."
"Nervous? I'm sure Ethan won't object!" Joshua chuckled.
"I know. It's just... I'm worried that I'm not going to be very good." I said. "It would just be really embarrassing if I was terrible at it. You know?"
"You'll be fine, trust me. Ethan won't know the difference anyway."
I sighed. "Logically, I know that. It's just that every time I think about doing it, I get so nervous!"
"Well," Joshua paused momentarily. "You could practice it first to get your confidence up."
"How would I practice?"
Joshua smiled. "You could practice with me."
I laughed, "I can't suck your dick. What about Ethan!"
"It would be for him!" Joshua replied.
"I don't think so. I think it would be cheating."
Joshua shook his head. "No, think about it. Ethan and I have been friends forever. We've seen each other naked! And, I don't think we've ever told anyone this, but we masturbated in front of each other once when we were growing up."
"What!?" I asked in shock.
"It's not as weird as it sounds. We were growing up and figuring things out. We never touched each other or anything and never repeated it. The point is, there is like no privacy between us. It wouldn't be cheating, because touching my dick is practically like touching Ethan's dick."
"I don't know."
"Think about it, at this rate if nothing changes, you and Ethan might never have sex! Is that what you want?" Joshua asked me.
"Well, no. I really want to have sex with him." I replied.
"Then let me help you get enough confidence. Look, I've gotten plenty of blowjobs in my life. It's normal enough for me that this barely is a sexual thing for me. And by the time we'd be done, you would be a blowjob expert. Don't you want Ethan's first blowjob from you to be as amazing as possible?"
I couldn't believe it, but it started to sound like a good idea. "Yeah, I want him to enjoy it."
"And with me, you don't need to be nervous, since I'm not your boyfriend. Who cares if you're terrible at it?" Joshua said.
Suddenly, it made sense to me. Joshua and Ethan were super tight. Giving Joshua a blow job practically was like giving one to Ethan. And this way, I wouldn't need to be embarrassed. I can make all my mistakes with Joshua and by the time I do it with Ethan, I'll totally know what I'm doing! I nodded and told Joshua, "ok, I think this is the best way to go about it. How do we start?"
"Ok, so part of it is acting the part and showing you are into it. First, come closer. Rest your hands on my legs, gently push them apart and kneel between them."
Right off the bat Joshua was confident and seemed to know what he was talking about! I did as Joshua instructed. I could feel his muscular quads through his pants. When I was in position, I looked at his crotch. It was still completely covered, but my adrenaline was going wild knowing that I would soon be seeing his penis. Until now, the only penis I had seen in person was attached to Ethan!
"Now, remember, you want to seem like you are really into it. So feel me and massage me over my pants. Like you are exploring me with your hands. Then you'll want to get it out, but don't just reach in and pull my dick out. Pretend like you are unwrapping a preset." Joshua said.
I moved my hands up Joshua's thighs, then over his crotch. I could feel him through his pants! It was so thrilling. Acting wasn't really needed because I really did feel like I was about to unwrap a present! My heart beat faster as I unfastened the button on his jeans. Then started slowly pulling the zipper down. When the zipper reached the lump in Joshua's pants, it got a little stuck. I had to give it an extra hard tug to the zipper down the rest of the way. With the zipper down, I folded one flap of his jeans over, then the other. Now only his boxers covered Joshua's penis. I ran my fingers over the impression, trying to paint a mental image of it through my touch. Finally, I hooked my fingers in the waistband of his boxers and pulled them down. Joshua's penis sprung into view!
"Now, before taking into your mouth, take it in your hand. Lift it up and take a good look at it. Gently stroke it a little as you admire it." Joshua said.