Why do I have these feelings of wanting to be used? Being nothing more than a piece of fuck meat gets me going every time. Especially being used by older men, and women. Now at 41, that meant finding men and women over the age of 55 or so, to use my body, and make me theirs to own. I have tried to suppress these feelings for years, since I was a single mom raising a son on my own. I always put him first, and pushed my own needs to the back. Now he's away in college, and I find myself wanting to fulfill the fantasies I have had for years. The only problem is that I am very shy. I can talk on line with men about anything, but to meet them in person was a different story. It's not that I didn't want to meet some of them, I really did. I just couldn't get up the nerve to do so.
This was really beginning to frustrate me sexually, and mentally. Here were different men looking for a whore to own, and I chickened out every time. I know I wanted it, but just couldn't bring myself to the go to an actual meeting. I resorted to masturbating every night to the thought of being used. That actually worked for a while, until I started speaking to an older gentleman on line. His name was Stanley, and he was 67, short, overweight, and bald. He was the kind of man I fantasize about owning me. I didn't have to get up the courage to meet him though, since he was across the country in California. Me being in New York City, and knowing we could never meet, made me feel more comfortable talking with him. We would talk for hours about our sexual needs, and desires. He was nasty and perverted, and I really enjoyed our conversations.
We talked about a lot of different sexual scenarios. He was big into role play, as was I, and that was a big topic of our conversations. We had agreed that one of our favorites was the Daddy/Daughter role play. We also discussed me being with multiple men and women. I told him a big fantasy of mine was to be shared. Having hands all over my body, pinching my nipples, fingering my ass and pussy. We would chat about these things for hours, until I was playing with my pussy while he watched me on my cam. I had never thought about doing anything like that on my cam, so when he asked me if I had one I didn't think anything of giving him a quick yes. This went on for about a month. Me taking his orders and fulfilling them on my cam for Stanley to watch. He would have me fuck myself with various items for his enjoyment. First it started out with me just fucking my pussy with a vibrator. Then it went on to him ordering me to fuck myself with a cucumber, or hairbrush handle. He knew how much I liked to be degraded, and humiliated and fed off that, making me climax every time.
After he obviously got bored with the chatting, he typed out a phone number and demanded I call him. At first I got nervous, but then realized it was just a phone call. I picked up the phone, my hands shaking as I dialed the number I read off the screen. I almost hung up when I heard an obviously older man answer the phone.
"Hello cunt," I heard the voice say.
"Hello Stanley."
"You do not ever call me Stanley," he said with an obvious anger in his voice.
"You will address me as Daddy, and only Daddy." "Do you understand cunt?"
"Yes Daddy."
"Good, now turn on your cam for me."
I did as I was told, and he was now watching me talk to him on the phone. I was so nervous, I was shaking, but my pussy was getting very wet. I could feel my nipples hardening under my nightgown, and was ready to do anything this man told me to do. I was ready to do anything this total stranger said. Thinking about it made me realize that I must really be a true whore. Only a true whore would take orders from a total stranger, from across the country.
"Take off nightgown for Daddy."
"Yes Daddy."
I knew he was watching me as I pulled the nightgown over my head, revealing my 38D breasts to him, like they were a prized possession. My nipples were obviously rock hard, and he ordered me to play with them. As soon as my hand touched them a moan escaped my lips.
"Do you like being Daddy's dirty whore?"
"Oh yes Daddy!"
"Now put the phone on speaker, and use your other hand to rub your cunt for me."
Of course I did as I was told, feeling my dripping wet pussy. I hoped he couldn't see on cam how wet I was. But then again, he knew how much I liked this treatment, so he could have guessed it anyway.
"Touch yourself like no one is watching you slut."
"Yes Daddy."
My hands were all over my body. Squeezing my breasts, and playing with my pussy, until my clit was swollen and protruding through my pussy lips. I was so hot right now I would have fucked anyone. I would have done anything for a rock hard cock ramming my pussy, making my juices overflow. He must have sensed this because he began calling me nasty degrading names, while I did what I was told.
"C'mon you fat cunt, rub that pussy harder!" "I want to hear you bitch!"
I began rubbing my pussy so hard, I was ready to cum. Unfortunately though, he had other plans for me.
"You like this you dirty cunt?"
"Yes Daddy, I love it!"
"Look at your nasty pussy needing a good fucking." "Do you want to get fucked whore?"
"Oh yes Daddy."
"Would you like to have my old cock pounding your dirty fuck hole bitch?"
"Yes Daddy, please fuck me!" "I need it so bad Daddy!"
"I bet you would like to have my friends fuck your whore holes too, wouldn't you?"
"Yes, yes Daddy!"