It was hot today. There wasn't any rain. No, I couldn't see it out the window - I've kept the blinds closed, like you told me.
Remember when you told me to be naked for you? I promised I wouldn't let any cloth touch me all week - except for the silk and fur on the bed. When I lay down on it, I can feel every wrinkle.
No, I haven't touched myself, I promise. I've been so good. I thought about it, but then I remembered...you wanted me wanting. It's a dream you had - a dream where I was there, panting in a dream, and a river flowing out of my cunt. It was just a dream, of course, but you wanted to make some of it real. Telling me I had to wait two weeks before I could even touch myself didn't seem that bad when you suggested it.
You called a few minutes ago to say you'd be here soon. Thank god. I just can't wait anymore. I've been dreaming about cocks left and right, and I keep waking up to a throbbing wet cunt. I remember how you wanted it - Me, asleep on the bed, legs open wide, far too ready to feel you. Now of course I can't sleep. I'm too excited. For the last hour, I've noticed the juices on my legs whenever I move them. Can't sit anywhere without leaving a puddle - but I'm perfectly happy to walk.
I climb up into the obstetrics chair like we agreed. It's a strange thing, this wood and red velvet chair; It looks like a throne, except for the stirrups. You tried to act like it was just a whim - that the chair happened to be yours, and it might suit us for the fucking. I don't buy that; You acquired it at some sort of sale. You said that you collect antique medical equipment, but you don't seem to have anything else in the collection. I know you got it to fuck someone in. And I am someone.