Nub

Sitting in the 'chair'...

I am sitting in 'the chair' as it is called in our household. It is heavy and sturdy, all wood, made in Mission style with arms. It is in our bedroom and does not look out of place at all, which is the look that we were going for. The chair is at the foot of our bed and I am naked and tied down to it facing the bed and the laptop sitting there.

Today's session is a 'reminder' session. To remind me why I am in this position in the first place.

How I got here....

This all started a year and a half ago. My wife, she is 38 years old, and I, 40 years old, have been married a good while, over 10 years. Just 2 professionals working good jobs at decent companies. I have always been self conscious about my penis size, 4 inches hard. I thought that I had overcome that worry, but the longer I was married the more the thought that I was not satisfying my wife came up in my own mind. She never said anything derogatory about my penis or gave any hint at all that our sex life was bad or less then.

There was this growing feeling in the back of my mind that I was as she was just so sexual and sensual. To compensate I began to introduce toys into our sex life. A small vibrator, one of those vibrating eggs, a blind fold and even one of those big pink feathers to run over her body. The wife was very receptive to the introduction of the toys and our sex life was spiced up nicely.

I was at the adult toy store looking for something else to add to our 'toy chest', something a bit different from what we already had. I was back in the section I always stop by but have not bought anything from. The dildo section. So many different ones on display. There was one in particular that I thought looked good and I was trying to work up the courage to buy it. On one hand I wanted to use it on my wife to see how she would react and on the other hand I was afraid to use it on my wife because of how she may react. I was afraid that she may really like it, but deep down I wanted her to didn't I?

I ended up buying it and bringing it home. It was not huge, little more then 7 inches in length with a nice thickness and heft to it. Definitely bigger then I am fully hard.

Saturday night after some wind and nice foreplay I had the wife blindfolded on the bed running the pink feather over her body as I told her I had a new toy to try out and asked her if she was ready for it. She purred that she was and I knew she was as I had already given her a couple of orgasms with my mouth and our other toys. I had the dildo all ready to go in my night stand and got it out. I did not say a word, I ran my hand over my wife's sexy body and parted her legs. I took the cock head of the dildo and ran it around my wife's wet pussy lips, she moaned and asked what it was. I did not answer and kept moving the cock head around her pussy coating the head with her juices and stopping to massage her clit with it which got more moans from her.

I was slow and deliberate, teasing her, not letting her know what the toy was. Finally I positioned the cockhead at the entrance of her pussy and pushed it in. That got a deep moan out of her. A very sexy one. I pulled the cockhead out, ran it up and down her slit and pushed it back in. Another deep moan and this time she spread her legs wider. She wanted it. I pulled the dildo out of her and pushed back in immediately about a quarter of the way. 'Oh fuck' she moaned. I began working her pussy in earnest. Going in deeper with each stroke and never fully pulling out. As I was working the dildo all the way into her, balls deep, her hands went to her tits and started to work her nipples.

I was fucking her with long deep strokes as the orgasm overcame her and she called out 'Fuck me harder', which I did. I was holding the dildo by the balls as I was pumping it into her. Varying how deep and hard I went. I took my free hand and began tweaking her clit and before long a second orgasm was taking her. Her pussy was soaked and I could see a giant wet spot on our bed. The dildo slid in and out of her so easily. I pushed it in balls deep and held it there for a second before pulling back until only the cockhead was in her pussy. Long deep stokes and I could tell she was building up to another orgasm. This time I bent down and began sucking on her clit as I kept using the dildo on her and when I felt she was on the verge of orgasm I pumped the dildo deep into her and finally holding it balls deep in her as I sucked her clit and she orgasmed for the 3rd time.

Over the next few weeks we used the dildo a few more times and talked about it quite a bit. I eventually confessed my worry that my penis was not satisfying her and of course she denied it. But I could tell by how she reacted to my using the dildo on her that she was not being truthful. Still, our sex life was good and we were having fun and made the dildo a part of our sex life. After a few months I asked her if she would like to go the the 'Toy Store' and pick out a dildo to add to our toy chest.

We went on a weekend day to see what we could find. She went with me once before but it had been a while and she wanted to look over the entire store. She stopped in the bdsm section and was looking over a few of the items on display. I asked if she saw anything she liked and she kind of smirked and said maybe. We slowly worked out way over to the dildo section which she was looking over carefully. Finally she pointed at one and said she wanted me to buy that one for her. It was big, 8 inches and thick. I asked her if she was sure and she said yes.

She went crazy for it. I could not believe her reaction to being fucked with it. It unleashed something in her. Before long we were back at the adult toy store getting a 9 inch dildo.

About 6 months after this whole thing started with my getting that first dildo, we had a serious sit down talk about our sex life. The bottom line was that she wanted to know what it would be like to take a real 8 inch cock. She did not want a new husband, just a new cock that was big and thick. I did admit that she was super sexy taking a big dildo and that I loved the way her pussy gripped the thick shaft as it was pumping in and out of her.

We talked about it for a month and finally decided to go forward and find a guy with a big cock. We agreed that he had to wear a condom and that I would be there to watch.

It took a while to find the right guy, an older guy who was married and 55 years old, which I found comforting. He was well hung, a solid 8 inches and thick. We met at a hotel and it was an incredibly erotic encounter. The guy was very cool and easy going making both of us feel more at ease with this being our first time out. I jerked off at least 3 times while she was sucking and fucking. I loved how she looked with his big cock in her mouth as she cupped his balls. And when he fucked her, she came as soon as he entered her. And he lasted forever, pumping her pussy deep and hard before finally cumming.

This became a regular thing for my wife. After about a month she told me that I was not going to be allowed to watch all the time and started to meet him at his place. It was a strange feeling, I was excited to know she was being fucked with a big cock, yet I was missing out on seeing it. I was on an emotional rollercoaster and it had me jerking off all the time.

It had been at least a month since I had been allowed to watch. The wife told me that Saturday night he was coming over and I was going to get to watch. I was instantly hard and the wife saw my erection. I am not sure but I think she was smirking at my erection.

Finally Saturday night arrived. He arrived at 9pm and after a drink we went to our bedroom. My wife told me that we were going to do things a bit differently this time. I was told to strip and kneel at the foot of the bed and to stay in that position until I was told to get up. They both stripped and got onto the bed. My wife immediately took his cock in her mouth and made him fully hard. She was taking 3/4's of his cock down her throat. My cock was throbbing painfully as I watched her work his cock with her mouth. She was so hungry for his cock. Completely lost in servicing him. He pulled her off of his cock and positioned her face down and ass up.

She was looking right at me. He got the bottle of lube from the nightstand and lubed up her asshole and his cock. Grabbing her hips he worked his thick cock into my wife's ass. I have never heard her make the sounds that she did. He was beginning to ass fuck her, working his cock in deep, pulling back and pushing in. Slowly and methodically. He pulled back so just the cock head was in her ass and gave her 4 good spankings on her ass checks. My wife squealed loudly at the strokes. He grabbed her hip with one hand and her hair with the other pulling her head up and forcing her to look at me and began to ass fuck her for real. Deep strokes with his thighs slapping on hers. He was fucking her hard and she was panting in between grunting as his cock went balls deep. She began to shake all over and fell into an uncontrollable full body orgasm. I have never seen her orgasm so hard or for so long.

It seemed like they fucked for hours and I watched the whole time. He finally left at about 1am. My wife was physically worn out. Hair a mess, lipstick smeared, bruises on her forearms where he held her tightly as he fucked her. After her shower, the wife wanted to talk to me. She sat on the edge of the bed and told me to strip naked, I had gotten dressed earlier, and to kneel in front of her.

My wife asked me how I liked watching her get fucked by another man tonight. I told her the truth, that it was incredibly hot to see. She asked me how many times I jerked off watching her take that big cock? I told her I think that it was 4 times. She said that she doesn't remember me getting hard for her 4 times before. Why do you think that is she asked. I don't know I said. I know that you have been jerking off while I am not around, haven't you she asked. I had to admit that yes I was masturbating a lot. I tried to explain that I could not help it that she was so sexy and always on my mind.

Well, my lover has been educating me on what is going on with you. With us. In order for this to continue I am going to need something from you. Two things really. One that you stop masturbating and two that I can trust you that you are not. She picked up a small box that I had not noticed that was sitting beside her. This will make sure of both she said and opened the box. Inside was a steel chastity cage.

She wasn't the only one who wanted to know what was going on. I did some research on why I could not stop masturbating to the thought of my wife being fucked by another man. Not just another man, a well hung other man. Still, I could not stop myself from staring at the box with my mouth open.

I looked up at my wife and said a chastity cage?

Oh so you know what this is do you? Then you will know that it is for you and that it will stop you from masturbating and so that I can trust that you are not masturbating behind my back. I want you to ask me to put this chastity cage on you.

But, I don't want to wear a chastity cage, I said.

And I don't want you masturbating you little penis all the time, she said. And if you ever want to watch me again you will ask me to put this on you.

How long do I have to wear it for I asked.

Until I decide you don't.

She held the box out towards me and has I looked at the bright chrome of the chastity cage I felt my cock begin to grow. My heart was pounding and my mouth felt dry. Was this some kind of test? No, I don't think so. This is a line crossing. What will happen on the other side? This feels like I am loosing control. Was I ever really in control?

My wife said to me, I think your penis is telling you what to do.

I was fully hard.

Will you please put me in the chastity cage I asked her.

I would be glad to she said. Also, ask me to lock it and hold the key.

Dear, I said, would you please lock my cage and hold the key?

Back to the chair...

That was 6 months ago. I have had 4 orgasms during that time. Once a month she takes me out of the cage to masturbate me. I am not allowed to touch my penis so I am tied to the chair. One month she skipped because she wanted me to see what it was like to go 2 months without an orgasm. Maybe today will be number 5. I hope so.

Today is a reminder session, to remind me that my penis is small and does not satisfy her. She strokes and edges me as I have to look at porn with big cocks. She tells me how small my penis is compared to them. She tells me to look at my penis as she uses on hand to grip the entire thing. Then she has me look at the laptop and explains that it would take two hands to grab that big cock on the screen and jerk it off and how it only takes 2 fingers to jerk me off.

She reminds me that I earn my keep with my tongue and I need to work hard to keep her happy.

This session is so intense. She is good at edging me which drives me crazy. I love being her cuck. I love watching her take big cock. These orgasms she gives me are the most intense I have had in my life and I love her for giving them to me. I am not sure I love the chastity cage, but it is a part of me now. A part of us?

As the wife begins to stroke me again she says, I know that you only squirt a few drops from your tiny twig of a penis, I am going to let you watch the big cocks cum on well fucked pussies as you cum because I know you like that. But before I do let you cum, I want you to ask me to put a smaller cock cage on you.

What! a smaller cock cage? I say

Her stroking of my cock has slowed down and she says yes that it is time for a smaller one.

But why a smaller one I ask.

She looks me directly in the eyes, because that is what I want she says.

I am frozen and not sure what to do. I really want this orgasm, but a smaller cock cage?

I look at my wife and ask her to use a smaller cock cage.

She smiles and fast forwards the video to the section with all of the cum. She tells me to watch those big cocks dump a bucket full of cum on the well fucked pussies and how my tiny twig penis just dribbles a little out. She is stroking me fast now and asks me, what do you think, could you eat pussy covered in another man's cum?

That sends me over the edge and I shudder as my orgasm overtakes me. My cock feels like it explodes, my head tingles, my toes curl, I feel like I am having an orgasm like my wife does when she is taking big dick.

So intense.

As my orgasm subsides, my wife is wiping me down and my penis deflates quickly. She pulls out a small box and opens it. Inside is the smaller cage. There is a noticeable difference in size compared to the old one. I don't think it is half as small, but damn it is smaller.

She has to stuff me into it to get the cage to close. I am jammed into it and can really feel it.

It is really tight I say.

Yes it is she answers.

She is standing in front of me looking at the cage. She slips the lock on and clicks it shut. Looking up at me and caressing my cheek, making sure to look me in the eye and says; I am going to turn that twig into a nub.