This is maybe not the best of stories, but it really did happen and it was an awesome experience so I thought I would share it with you, Dear Reader.
It was getting late. He had to be up early the next day (and consequently, so did I- I didn't want to be alone here while he was out for the day and the housekeeping staff were going about their business). I wanted him to make the first move, but since he promised there would be absolutely no pressure on me whatsoever, it was up to me.
I had only met the guy twice before in my entire life, and on both of those occasions he had been dating my former roommate. In fact, the only reason that he had come to my university was so that he could attend graduate school near her. It seems that placing the two of them in such close proximity was a bad idea, however; they broke up on and off all year long until finally, about a week ago on instant messenger, he told me they were finally done for good. He was sad but confided that he thought it was for the best, that they were two different people headed in two extremely different directions.
Now we were alone in this frat house that he had all to himself for the summer, being as he was the only student teacher who had been asked to teach a summer course and the only member of his fraternity to have anything at all to do with summer classes. There wasn't really any question why I had driven an hour from my home to the university, during the summer, on this, my only night off in a week. Online, he had told me he was lonely and I divulged that I hadn't gotten any action in about nine months, so at his request I agreed to come visit him. He told me it would be a fun night, watching movies and the like, and although we were both very horny, he sensed my reluctance and told me there would be absolutely no pressure from him to do anything I didn't want to do.
The only problem was I did want to do it. Would I have driven so far on my only night off (and during the weekend, to boot), if I didn't? But I was nervous, and my nervousness tends to be heightened immensely by excitement. Therefore, by the time we had finished watching The Boondock Saints, a porno, and a documentary on Billy the Kid, I was still too paralyzed with nervousness and excitement to do anything. He had been dropping hints all night (running his fingers through my hair when I laid my head on his thigh during the first movie, asking if I wanted to change into something more comfortable after the second, holding my hand lightly on his leg after I had placed it there during the documentary), but finally tiredness was beginning to overcome him and he announced that after the Billy supplementary special on the Old American West, he was going to be turning in for the night. There was no hint of disappointment in his voice but I could feel it in the air around us, my own and his. He was such a sweetheart! The thought of not giving any kind of pleasure to him or myself was unbearable, and I knew I had to do something soon.
Don't get me wrong. I'm not a slut. In fact, I have never had sexual intercourse in all my 20 years of life, and I wasn't about to start now. I felt it was just too big of a risk to take. However, I did have an affinity for sucking dick, and in the last eight years or so I had grown quite accomplished at it. He knew all of this before this night, and that is what we were both hoping would happen all along.
At his announcement, I asked to be excused for a moment, and hurried to the bathroom to prepare myself. After a little cold water on the face and a big deep breath, I courageously went out to face the firing squad. When I entered the room through his bedroom doorway, which was right next to the couch he was currently seated on, he turned his head to the right and looked up at me expectantly.
"Hey."
"Hiya," he said, smiling.
I cleared my throat nervously. "Could you, uh, turn the television off, please?" I asked, sliding down into a sitting position next to him.
"Sure," he said easily, swiping up the remote and obliging me.
Since the lights were already out, this action threw the room into almost complete blackness- but I could make out the silhouette of his bust against the window, even with the shades pulled. His face was still turned towards me.
"I'm really nervous," I said, laughing shakily. Even to my own ears, it sounded like I might burst out crying at any moment.