"If you could suck your own dick would you?" It's the age old question that every man has encountered at one point or another in their life. Whether it was from a group of friends shooting the shit, that crazy ex seeing how far you would go, or just yourself being curious about your own abilities we've all heard it. Every time you answer "no fucking way", but deep down there's a part of you that thinks "what if?" Before you get too excited this isn't about the time I managed to pull off the impossible. However, this is about how one simple dream led to the beginning of something even greater.
It all started a year ago on one of those days where it seems like your mind and body is prisoner to its own lust. You all know what I mean when I say that. It's like the blood flowing through your veins becomes warmer, your body feels like it's in a constant state of euphoria, and all you can think about is releasing this pent up ecstasy that has overtaken you. These are the moments when you start to really think about some of those deep fantasies you've kept locked away in the back of your mind. Most of the time though you decide against those taboo dreams and just rub one out like usual. Today was not one of those days.
After trying persistently to overcome myself I finally just had to give up. I made the reoccurring decision to just go jerk off like I have so many times before. Similar to every other time I laid on my bed, slid down my pants, and watched my dick spring back to me after my waistband released what had been waiting for me all day. The feeling of my cock slapping up against my stomach sent a shockwave through my system. I know what's it like to be horny, but this was different.
My veins felt like they were going to explode through my dick and the throbbing that mimicked my heart beat was as if someone was squeezing my shaft. Doing my best to keep it together I began searching on my phone for one of my go-to videos (even though at this point I probably didn't need it). As the video started I began to ever so lightly run my fingers from the base of my shaft all the way up to the swollen head of my penis. Within maybe a minute of this I could see the tip of my dick beginning to shine in the light. Precum slowly became more and more before I even truly stroked myself. At this point I realized the phone had fallen to the side and my own dick was my sole focus. "If you could suck your own dick, would you?" That question, the one I always said "hell no" to, replayed in my mind.