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I kissed my wife goodbye and sent her out into the workday with a smile. I had a lot of work ahead of me as well, but mine was going to be keeping me busy right here. We'd only been living in our new house for a week now, and there were still stacks of boxes to be sorted through.
I was also looking forward to some time alone. Since we'd moved in, Cheryl and I had spent every waking moment together, cleaning and painting and cleaning some more. We ate take-out, using boxes for furniture, feeling the house slowly become a home around us. It was a fun time, and it was exciting to feel this new step in both our lives become real, but I also had to admit that I was looking forward to a time apart and a little privacy.
I watched her drive off and then went to the kitchen to make myself a coffee. The other essential we'd set up first was the wi-fi, so I could grab my personal laptop and get to what I'd been missing.
In no time I was back online, starting the VPN and opening up a private browser window to log in to my favourite porn and gooning sites. It felt so good to be back there. My wife and I loved each other, but there was a part of me that she could not understand or accept. After a few vain attempts to widen her horizons, I resigned myself to having a secret part of myself that I had to explore on my own.
It had been far too long since I'd been online like this, so I dove in with abandon. The chat rooms were busy and my online community of like-minded folks were sharing and discussing just the kinds of images and videos that drove me wild. My online persona was kinky and submissive, and was always ready and eager to give myself over to the pleasures and commands of others. I had realised a while ago that serving men only seemed to make my submission more powerful, and they seemed to really enjoy the erotic humiliation they could envelop me with as they would insist on being serviced.
I was rock hard in no time, and my mind was sinking into an erotic haze that I could only compare to being high. In that mindset, it only seemed to make sense to take full advantage of the privacy that being alone all day provided me.