This is a fantasy my wife and I share. We often talk about it as we play with each other, taking it in turns to describe what happens next.
It is about control and although we fantasise about the idea of making people do whatever we want it only works for us if there's consent, this is not about abuse, everyone freely engages in our fantasy world.
We're writing this together and as I tap the keys on my laptop, Jenn is laying next to me on the bed, telling her side of the story and stroking her body.
This involves a degree of bisexual activity, watersports and pain. If that's not your thing then move along, it is not my intention to offend.
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Part 1
"Let's do it." Jenn said enthusiastically.
It's that moment when an idea shifts from being something contained, something owned to actually making it happen, it being released and the anticipation of it evolving as it is imagined.
My wife runs a successful business. She's a good boss and, due to the nature of her work, has a high turnover of staff, mainly students and backpackers passing through on their adventures and needing to pull in cash before the next leg.
Around a year ago a Portuguese backpacker joined her team. She was on her gap year and midway around the world and although from a wealthy family, refused their support and had just ran out of cash. She worked for Jenn for a few weeks before she showed an aptitude that took her away from the promo work and into the office. She was in her early twenties, dark brown skin with huge brown eyes, black hair and small, pert breasts with disproportionately large nipples. She was reasonably trim, always showed off her tight calf muscles and had just a hint of orange peel at the top of her thighs.
She and Jenn got on well and I knew that Jenn would be sorry to see this one go, she was very hard working and always keen to go the extra mile when they were busy. This wasn't true of all of her staff and one pretty major cock-up meant that Jenn was staring at a weekend of work instead of spending time at home. Madalena volunteered to help as always and Jenn agreed to pay her a considerable bonus for her efforts.
On the Sunday afternoon they'd clawed back the work and were looking at turning it into a positive result and as they'd spent the weekend alone and had time to get to know each other better in a less formal way Jenn suggested she grab them a late lunch and a bottle of bubbles to celebrate. They ate in the office and drank champagne and had laugh together. Conversation turned to family, travels and Madalena's love life.
"I find it difficult to find the right person, you know?" she asked, looking for empathy, "I enjoy the start of a relationship but then get bored very quickly, there aren't many people who like the same things as me."
Jenn was intrigued, "What do you mean, you seem to have an interest in lots of things. You've told me about liking bands and creative things, I imagine there must be plenty of guys that like that too?"
Madalena smiled, "It's not boys, Jenn, I like girls." she smiled wider gauging Jenn's reaction.
"Oh." she paused, "Well girls then, this town has a pretty big gay scene."
"There are plenty if girls, yes. I've had a good time here but when I start to open up and tell girls what I like they seem to like the idea but then just get bored or something."
This was beginning to sound interesting, there was no way Jenn could leave the conversation there, she had to know.
"What do you mean? What do you like?" she could feel herself trembling a little, nervous of what the answer might be, worried that knowing might change their relationship and she'd end up losing a great member of staff.
"I like to be dominated." Madalena said
"Phew," thought Jenn, "what a relief."
Jenn laughed, "God, what's the problem with that?"
Madalena smiled at her, "Nothing, well I don't think so and sometimes my girlfriends like it too but they just get tired of ordering me around, even though I love it."
"Bloody hell, I wish I could find someone to order around, it would be great to find someone who does everything that I want." Jenn had said it without really thinking.
"I'd do that." Madalena said looking deep into Jenn's eyes and suddenly the space became small, deathly quiet and incredibly tense.
Jenn was perched on the side of her desk in the small office. She'd gone into work in more relaxed clothing, a light, summer dress that crossed over and wrapped around her. She had flat shoes on, bare legs and plain underwear. Madalena was dressed in a more business like white blouse and knee length skirt.
Holding the glass of champagne still, unable to move, not really thinking about what was happening Jenn looked down at Madalena sitting on a swivel chair a couple of metres in front of her.
"Take off your clothes." she said quietly.
Madalena sucked in a breath and placed her glass on the desk beside her. Without breaking eye contact she began to unbutton her blouse. She pulled it from the waistband of her skirt and dropped it onto the floor. She stood and twisted the skirt round, undid the fastening and dropped that on top of her blouse. She kicked off her shoes, pulled down her knickers and sat back down on the chair, her bra, the last thing to join the rest of her clothing.
This was done in silence and without either of them breaking eye contact.
Jenn realised she didn't know what to do next, moments before she'd just said the first thing that popped into her head but now, where was this going? Did she want to go further? What did she want?
"Stand up and kiss me." She said, finally.