Hi
My wife and I, have been married for 34 years. I grew up on a farm, and my wife grew up in town. 30 miles South of Chicago. We dated all through highschool. We were both 18, when we got married! Right after high school. The summer before we left for college. We both were virgin's when we got married!
I got a scholarship to play catcher, on Northwestern's baseball team. My knee got injured, sliding into second base! In a game my junior year. After the surgery, I wasn't able to play baseball anymore! So I had to change my major! So we graduated! I got my MBA and my wife got her degree, and became a paralegal.
We were recruited by a fortune 500 company, in Chicago. I became president of finance department. My wife became, head paralegal in the legal department! She worked across town,in the legal offices.
We raised a family. We have 3 beautiful girls. Audrey is 32, Holly is 30 and Tiffany is 28. Life was great! After all these years,we are still very much in love! We made love everyday! Sometimes 2 or 3 a day! Until I had a mild heart attack! I had to have 2 stints put in 20 months ago. I gained 30#s!
But I'm 100% now! Now I have to take 2 types of heart medication,every day for the rest of my life! And if I don't take them I will die.
My wife says, she's still is very much I love with me! She wants to have another 34 years with me. She says, she is not going to let me die! She's not done with me! She is very demanding! She always gets her way! Just like her mom! So she personally hand's me my medicine twice a day. So I don't miss a dose!
The medication, killed sex with my wife! I still have my sex drive! But no way to start the engine and take it for a drive. Because, I now have a limp dick! It's only good for going pee now! It's useless! It just hangs there! It doesn't even drip precum, when I get excited eating my wife's pussy! Like it used too! I can not get a hard on! So we haven't sex in 20 months!
I have severe Erectile Dysfunction! I can't get hard! Testosterone doesn't work! Viagra and Cialis don't work either! So I've gotten really really good with my tongue. 2 or 3 times a day, to satisfy her. She is very happy with it.
A month ago I was at home alone, while my wife was shopping. She was having a late Sunday lunch with her mom. I was so horny! I'm a closet crossdresser. I have clothes hidden to wear! I still couldn't get hard.
Then I noticed my wife had left her bra,panties,waist corset,garter belt, stockings, full slip, sundress, pearl necklace, pearl bracelets for each wrist and clip on pearl earrings. Plus 3" heels on the bed! I thought she laid them out, then decided to wear something else. Before I knew what was going on.
Something inside of me was telling me to put them on. I was drawn to them! Like a magnet! It's like something took over my hands and body! I couldn't stop myself!
I tried to stop myself! My body would not cooperate! It had a mind of it's own!
Before I knew it! I had put everything on. Everything fit me,like they were made expecally for me! It felt like I was being hugged from from front to back! This feeling of very warm and loving ran through my whole body! The clothes turned every inch of my body on! And then I noticed, I was hard as a fucking rock. I was so turned on and was so horny. I hadn't cum since I got my stints. 20 months since I had a hard-on! Women's clothes have never ever got me hard since my stints, I've tried!
What was going on! I wanted to call my wife to come home. But couldn't! Before I knew what I was doing! It was like I was in a trance! I had no control over what was happening! I laid on the bed, lifted my dress and slip,and took my panties down! I couldn't stop myself! I was telling my hands to stop, but they weren't responding!
It's like something or someone was guiding or controlling my hands! I started masturbating! While I was rubbing my breasts, with my other hand! I tried to stop! I could not stop myself! My cock was so hard. I hadn't had a orgasm in 20 months.Then my wife had came home and I didn't hear her come in. And when I was about to come.
She let me know she was there. And I saw that she was filming me. I didn't get to cum. My cock went limp! immediately! She later sent me a copy of the video to my phone. Boy was she so fucking pissed. I had never ever seen her this angry ever.
She said how fucking dare you get hard over women's clothes and not my body. And the most humiliating thing is the clothes you have on are my moms. They are not even mine.That's why I came back to pick up her clothes she left here.
Masturbating is cheating on me. You cheated me out of my hard cock! You been doing great with your tongue.And I've been hoping you get hard for me! I've wanted your hard cock. And you humiliated me because your cock gets hard for my moms clothes. And the most humiliating thing is, my clothes don't turn you on. Now I find out now, my clothes and my body, do not turn you on.She started crying! I feel so very humiliated, ashamed and disappointed that my body and clothes don't turn you on!
I told her I thought they were her clothes. And told her what happened! She didn't believe me! She got even madder! She was pissed!
She said, you should have know that those clothes were 4 sizes to big for her. That's the humiliating part! You should of known, my clothes don't fit you. You should have known when you put on the bra. I'm a 38dd and the bra you have on is a 44dd. And my shoes don't fit you, I wear a size 8! You are a size 10. I told her I was so very sorry!
She said I seriously humiliated her! Self pleasure was more important than her!
She called her mom and told her she couldn't bring her clothes over. My husband is wearing them! And I jacking off! That's cheating on me. He had a hard-on mom, and was masturbating! Wearing your clothes. And not making love to me. He cheated me out of my hard cock! That's cheating on me. He humiliated me! He cheated on me. She hung up the phone.
She grabbed her purse and left. It was about 5:30 pm. Her mom called about 9 pm I told her she wasn't back yet. She said excellent, tell her I called. She hung up very quickly. She came home around midnight. Smelling of alcohol, her hair was messed up. Her clothes were all wrinkled!