It's a week later. I'm on the fence about going today.
I think about it all day; I'm almost obsessing over it. I loved and hated what happened. I didn't know I could feel a need that strong. I'm worried I will never feel a need that strong again unless I go back. I'm also scared I can't take it and am worried about what could happen if I get pushed much further.
I have to go back. I will never have another chance like this.
The time rolls around and I head over. When I get there, I head straight upstairs and ask for Peggy. She comes out in a few minutes and greets me with a huge smile.
"I'm so glad you came back. I was a little worried you might not. To be honest, I almost knocked on your door a few days ago to check on you but I chickened out. I was too worried." She looks at me and adds, "Worried for nothing it seems." She smiles again and leads me to the back.
"I'm ok" I reply. "Though it did take me a good part of the next day to feel normal again. It would have been nice if you stopped over; it would have made my decision today easier. Because, honestly, I wasn't sure I was coming until just a little while ago. I'm worried I will never feel anything this intense again. But I'm scared that I'll get pushed too far and I don't know what that would mean."
She stops us in the middle of the hall. She looks right at me. "I will never hurt you or put you in danger. That would devastate me if I did that. Also, if I hurt anyone, my study will be canceled and I'd lose my job or worse."
I look at her but don't reply.
"Are you ok?" she asks me looking concerned. "Please, don't be worried. I don't want to scare you and I don't want you scared. I want you to enjoy what happens. And, I need to push the limits on sexual desire. Jeff, really, are you okay to do this? Would you like to skip today so you can think about it some more?"
"I'm okay though I'm a bit pensive." I smile and add, "Though not pensive enough to leave".
She smiles back. "It's okay. I get it. These feelings are intense and are probably more than you've ever felt before. And you aren't eh first person to feel this way."
She must see the surprise on my face because she immediately follows that up with "The study has been going on for about 8 weeks. There've been a few others here going through the same thing as you. Most of them have felt the same way after the first session."
"Did they all come back?" I ask.
"Some did, some didn't. Though most came a few times" she says, chuckling at her bad pun. We walk into a different room from last time when she asks "ready to start?"
"Yeah, I'm ready." I notice Karen getting things ready and say hi.
"Well then, go ahead and get ready. You can use the closet over there for your things."
I blush a little at being told to get naked in such an informal way. But that doesn't stop me from undressing. I put my stuff into the closet and walk naked to the bed. My dick knows what is coming and gets hard.
I lay down. Karen walks over and starts strapping me to the bed. I lift my legs so that Peggy can insert the sensor. They strap my legs to the bed..
Karen gets the box and puts it on the bed. Peggy says, "Seems like you are ready" as she puts the device on my very hard dick. Almost immediately it comes to life. They switch positions so that Peggy is near the box and Karen is watching me. Just like last time.
Really quickly, I'm ready to cum. I hear Karen say "2".
"What happened to 1?" I manage to say as the sensations from the device weaken.
"We can skip that today" Karen tells me as she continues to watch. It's not long before the device is ramping up the intensity and I moan, again, ready to cum. I hear "3" and everything stops, just like last time.