I don't quite know how to start this story off, it makes my stomach fill with knots of anxiety every time I think about this moment, never mind writing it out.
Me and my ex Jenny had started dating in a shared household, it was her and 7 other guys living in the house originally. One of the guys had moved out so I took his place as they needed someone to fill it asap.
When I originally moved in I didn't know I stood a chance with Jen, we'd known each other previously in our teens but she had been dating someone back then. I'd always found her cute but we ended up in total different circles.
About a week or two after I had moved in to the shared house I noticed that two of the guys in the house clearly had a thing for Jen, one was Luke and the other was Mark, I thought maybe Mark and Jen had something going on as they'd always get together to watch a tv series they both liked on a Friday night and now and then when I'd end up in the room or needing to get something I'd left behind they'd be under the sheets, clothed but I still thought it could be something. About a month in me and Jen were getting on well, we'd chill and watch stuff together and was giving me subtle hints and would be eagerly waiting for me to come home from work which was such a nice feeling, imagine walking in to a blonde 5ft4 package of soft olive skin, small but perky tits, a outlandishly phat ass shaped like a pear with thicc thighs. She wasn't the hot type of girl but more of a beautiful cute type of girl, it was like hitting the jackpot for me.
After getting together we found immense comfortability within each other which quickly turned towards us opening up about things we wanted to try but had never really found a person to try them with or be comfortable with in expressing them.
Our kinks together came out slowly at the very beginning but then they flowed out of us and it amazed me that this cute girl I had gotten to begin to know slowly but surely started to show me she was pretty much a degenerate freak.....which I loved. She was into a lot of the same stuff as me ( I don't want to give to much away yet ) and beyond, so so far beyond. This girl would push me down paths I had only ever fantasised about. We started off pretty tame with a little role play, don't get me wrong the role play wasn't your average secretary bullshit but more incestuous and extreme/degenerate.
She had a massive love for animals which slowly but surely would always work it's way into the fantasies she would make. I'm ashamed to say with how hot and lustful sex was I'd always get to caught up in it all and I'd want nothing more than to please her ( I think this is when I started to lose control in the bedroom and the tide changed to her gaining/wanting dominance ). After some of the early tame stuff we would always have extreme role plays, humiliation, femdom, she would always intensely turn up the situations and she now seemed to really get off in being dominant and controlling in the bedroom.