MISSISSIPPI BURNING
By uciboy
PART I - WONG'S CONVENIENCE STORE
Charlotte Wong set down a heavy box on the counter next to the cash register. The callouses on the hands of this 41 year old Chinese American mother of two were an indication that she had lifted many boxes in her lifetime in this small convenience store, especially since her divorce ten years ago when she was left to run the business on her own. She opened up the box and began pulling out cartons of cigarettes, setting aside a pack of Virginia Slims 120's for herself. The first thing she did after unwrapping that beautiful white pack with its green stripes was to smell the contents. How she loved the aroma of a fresh pack of menthols.
She lit a cigarette freehanded and sucked hard while inhaling through her nose at the same time, a technique which brought the smoke directly into her lungs without delay. She then exhaled rivers of smoke through her nostrils while taking a second puff before pulling the cigarette out and placing it in a clean ashtray on the counter. She exhaled a long stream as she picked up the empty box and threw it on the floor.
She noticed how dusty the counter was and picked up a rag. Since the fire in the tobacco field from that meteor two weeks ago engulfed the town in a pall of smoke and dust, it had been impossible to keep the store clean. The government said that there was nothing to worry about, but like her Southern neighbors, she rarely trusted what the government ever said. Of course, if she was worried about the health effects of a burning tobacco field, she wouldn't be a pack a day smoker. She looked at the long, freshly lit cigarette in the ashtray, watching the smoke rise like a long string. Was there anything more beautiful than such a sight? Of course there was. A long, freshly lit cigarette between a woman's fingers. She picked up the cigarette from the ashtray and took a confident puff.
She looked around the store, exhaling a long stream of smoke into the empty space. Cigarettes were just about the only profitable item she sold in this small Mississippi town; and liquor, of course, to deaden the pain of living in Bedford. When her great grandfather had opened up this convenience store back in the late 19th century, it sold groceries of all kind, as well as vegetables and even fresh meat. It was a hub of activity for both black and white sharecroppers. Now, people bought their groceries at the Walmart in Tunica County.
She sat down on the chair behind the register and brought the Virginia Slims up to the corner of her lips and puffed, opened her mouth, and snapped back a thick ball of smoke. How she loved that feeling of a white cloud floating inside her body. After a few seconds, a smoky waterfall began descending from her nostrils.
She adored 120 cigarettes and the femininity and sexiness they conveyed. But Virginia Slims was not her first brand. She remembered as a kid the cigarette posters her family store had back in the 1980s when 120's became popular. "Say hello to Max!" read one with a beautiful black woman holding a long cigarette. That was the brand her mother, also raised in Bedford, smoked whenever she sat behind the register, even (her mother told her) when she was a teenager. Since the sight of a young, beautiful Chinese female smoker appeared to bring in male customers, while at the same time increasing cigarette sales to all ages, her parents never complained (and neither did the customers!) She was a sort of living, breathing smoking billboard to promote addiction - and the profit that flowed from it.
Charlotte loved Max cigarettes. She felt so sophisticated when she and her sister would sneak off behind the store to smoke them. She was 15 when she started. She shook her head slowly as she recalled that memory.
So young. Probably too young.
But did she regret it? Nope. She's loved every puff since.
She was heartbroken, though, when Max was discontinued in 2010, a year after her mother died and she herself inherited the store. So she started smoking Saratoga 120's. "Wait 'til I finish my Saratoga" read the store ads, directed to both men and women. The cork-tipped 120 was popular with her African American female customers, so she took on the role her mother once played, a real life advertisement for smoking. Saratoga was a wonderful cigarette, and the green Menthol pack had a sophisticated look that she was proud to show off in public. And then Saratoga was discontinued in 2018! Super Slims were not her style, preferring a thick, dense puff of smoke in her lungs. That left only two choices: Misty and Virginia Slims. She chose the latter for its rich, creamy texture.
But enough of this useless journey down memory lane,
she thought to herself. She had work to do. The shelves were not going to get stocked by themselves. Her 19 year old son, Curtis, worked as a mechanic at a garage down the road, having no interest in taking on the family store. That left only her 18 year old daughter, Caroline, who at the moment did not know what she was going to do with her life after graduation. One thing she knew for sure was that she was unwilling to act as a living, breathing smoking advertisement. In fact, unlike her brother, she didn't smoke at all.
So it was a total and complete shock for Charlotte when her daughter walked into the store after school that day with a freshly lit 120 between her fingers. "Hi Mom," she said dreamily before taking a puff which she did not exhale.
"Well, my heavens!" Charlotte said with a wide smile. "You've decided to come over to the dark side." She took a gentle puff and French inhaled the smoke that curled from her lips up into her nostrils.
"I don't know why I waited so long," she replied, taking another deep puff and holding the smoke inside of her lungs.
While happy that her daughter had finally decided to join Team Smoking, this mother sensed that something was not right as she watched her daughter take another puff and again held it deep in her lungs without exhaling more than a thin vapor of smoke from her nostrils. This was not the smoking behavior of a new smoker. Caroline's eyes were also watery and her face flush, as if she had a fever.
"You okay, hon?" she asked as she reached over the counter and felt her daughter's forehead with her palm. The girl was burning up.
"Oh, Mom," she replied in a haunting voice, "I feel so wonderful." Caroline then brought forward an orange tubular bloom on a long stem that she had been concealing behind her back. "Here," she said, handing the flower to her mother. "This is from Mr. Dawson, my science teacher at school. He said you should be among the first to have one."
Charlotte had seen these wild flowers growing in the charred tobacco field where the meteor crashed. "It's very beautiful," she replied with some confusion as to why she specifically should receive one.
"It smells like Jasmine," Caroline said, bringing the long 120 up to her lips.
As Charlotte moved her nose towards the bloom to take a sniff, immediately the bloom reared up and sprayed from its tube a fine, white mist into her face. Taken aback, she immediately looked up at her daughter who had a wicked smile while taking a long puff on the 120 cigarette.
Charlotte felt her body temperature spike and her lungs tingling wildly with a burning sensation. A slight throbbing pain emanated from both shoulder blades with the emergence of two bumps. As a creamy cone of smoke from her daughter's mouth engulfed her face, Charlotte had the uncontrollable urge to suck madly on her own Virginia Slims. When she inhaled the blast into her lungs, she felt an explosion of pleasure that was unlike any puff she had experienced in her 26 years of smoking. "Oh, God," she moaned as she brought the cigarette up to her lips for another long puff, looking at her daughter who just stared back at her with that evil smile. She noticed that the back of Caroline's shirt around her shoulders had some sort of movement.
And then Charlotte felt from her own back a stinging sensation from the bumps which had emerged on her shoulder blades. Something was growing out of them....
PART 2 - COMING HOME
Six Months Later
"My God, Mom, it's so hot down here," Justin said as he ran his hands through his short black hair, finding his fingers dripping with sweat despite the A/C being on full blast. "How do people live like this?"