Darren and Helen had been married for five years now and to say they were stuck in a rut would be an understatement. Their sex life that had once been an active if unadventurous one had now deteriorated to non-existent. After the birth of their daughter neither could say they'd kept the desire for one another a priority and slowly they'd dropped into a routine.
With the baby, Helen took maternity leave and after a long break only returned to work part-time leaving Darren as the main breadwinner. Originally he threw himself into his work to provide for his family but now it was an excuse to stay away. The late hours had at one time been truly worked and it had justified his promotion in the company. Now the late hours were spent drinking with his workmates deep into the evening.
When he returned home drunk stinking of booze it used to cause blazing rows between them but lately, she couldn't even raise her voice. She was glad he was passed out asleep on the couch so she could look after the baby. Even the obvious spell of perfume on his clothes didn't raise her anger anymore, they were welcome to him.
When they were younger they both kept in shape and had originally met at the gym, the physical attraction between them obvious from the start. The baby and his boozing lifestyle had ended either of their physicality and she felt undesirable and depressed.
Her brief days in the office did brighten things slightly, being back among the girls. For the first time in ages, she laughed out loud and her old self would peep through. But her demeanor worried her friends and as much as they inquired she always replied she was fine.
Catching her crying in the toilets was the last straw for her co-worker Lucy who pulled her into a private office and finally made her talk. The drudgery of her marriage, her depression after the baby, and the constant cheating of her husband spilled out. The tears fell as she explained how ugly and useless she now felt, forcing Lucy to hug her tightly.
Lucy plunged her hand deep into her handbag and produced a small card, "my friend got me in touch with this woman." She passed it across to Helen, "her methods might be strange but meeting her was the best thing that ever happened to me."
Helen peered at the card, 'Miss Danvers Marriage Counsellor'. "Oh, I don't think marriage guidance will help with us," She tried to raise a small smile, "bit too far gone for that."
"Oh she's so much more than that," Lucy gripped her hands. "I was in your position and she turned it all around, I've never felt happier and I really do owe it to her." She wiped a tear away from Helen's face, "please just visit her and give her a go, you won't regret it."
When she returned to her desk Helen popped the card into her purse and pondered over whether she should call. Later as she sat on the couch watching the soaps alone again, she vowed to see what this woman could rescue of her life.
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The house was not at all what she expected, an immaculate garden surrounded a quiet suburban house. More the home of an older aunt than a marriage expert, the large burly servant was also unexpected. She followed him and was seated outside a dark wooden door marked study, she felt like she was back in school awaiting the headmistress. Upon entering she stared at the woman before her, she had never seen a headmistress like this before.
She was striking, with long red hair cascading over her beautiful porcelain skin and red ruby lips, her piercing green eyes gave her goosebumps. When she rose to greet her she seemed even more magnificently tall, arousing but severe.
She reached a long delicate hand out to shake, "you must be Helen, I'm so glad you decided to come." Her devilish smile arose, "I'm Miss Danvers."
Helen felt her hand gripped tightly and was sure she trembled, "my friend Lucy recommended you highly."
Miss Danvers returned to her plush leather chair, "such a lovely girl Lucy, so glad she's doing well." "We never advertise, were very exclusive, our business only grows from positive word of mouth," her confidence oozed from within. She picked up a small handbell and shook it, the peal rebounding through the room. "Would you like tea?"
At the noise, the servant reappeared and after Helen's nod of appreciation, he was sent again from the room. When he returned the conversation was confined to small talk and they settled down to drink their tea.
Miss Danvers leaned forward, "now Helen, tell me everything about you." She stared unblinkingly into her eyes, "don't miss out on anything, I want to know how you got to this point today."
For how long she talked Helen could not say but the words flew from her. she felt safe and comfortable in her presence. Her bottled-up emotions exploded, the tears and anger she'd forced down emptied. Why she told a complete stranger all this she could not fathom but she felt elated that she had.
Miss Danvers picked her up in her arm and hugged her, so tightly she took her breath away. "You are so very special Helen and I will do everything in my power to make you understand that." She held her face tightly in her hands, "we need to rebuild your confidence in yourself that he has taken away."
"You see every marriage needs a leader, someone in control, and looking at your marriage neither of you takes the lead, You're passengers on a long boring journey which you feel you cannot jump off." She dangled her long smooth legs over the desk as she spoke, "In my opinion, the woman should always be in control, we are more naturally inclined that way. No matter what history has tried to distort."
With her last word she dropped her heels to the floor and stood looking down on Helen, "but first we need to improve your life thoroughly, that includes diet and fitness." She flashed her green eyes towards her, "when did you last go to the gym."
Helen stuttered her answer up to her, "before the baby, over a year maybe two."
Miss Danvers spun and flickered her long fingers through her Rolodex and produced another card, 'Miss Danvers Female Only Gym.' "Here, start tomorrow and ask for Cassie." The enticing smile had returned, "she's a lovely girl and she'll soon have you back in shape."
Helen was slightly shocked at the speed of the conversation, 'but I have work and the baby."
Leaning down Miss Danvers looked deep into her eyes, "I know exactly your working days and hours and I can give you the address of several reputable creches in the area who owe me a favor." She tapped her gently on the nose, "stop looking for excuses and become the woman you deserve to be."
At her touch, Helen's face brightened, "Yes I will but what about my husband."