My mind would drift back to that evening with Ram in the hotel room in the days after our meeting. The thoughts were more prevalent in the moments I was feeling particularly horny and especially when I was using the breast pump on my breasts. After the experience with Ram, the fantasy of breastfeeding him only became stronger and more kinky.
I could only ever picture him for this fantasy. The fact that he was this bald, ugly, older man just made it more illicit and dirty.
While my mind turned to this fantasy, my body reacted in a vulgar manner as my vulva bulged and wet with my juices and my clit would become engorged and pop out of the hood as I slowly circled it with my finger. My secretions from my vagina were so much stronger and my fantasy was developing into something much more perverted.
I would picture Ram on top of me. Pounding my pussy with that seductive cock and drinking my milk. Each time I would climax to this fantasy at the moment I imagined his creampie inside of me. I did not know where this thought came from but my body hungered for it.
Ram and I exchanged numbers before I left but he had not messaged me in 5 days. Was he interested in me or was this just business? Did he find drinking my milk arousing or was this an act of mercy? I wondered as my insecurities played up. Even if he did not enjoy I needed him to fulfill this fantasy of mine.
After the sixth day I grew tired of waiting and I messaged him. I did not know what to say. I did not even know how to start the message as my fingers trembled trying to write the message. My mind was so worked up and nervous about the smallest things as I contemplated whether I should use hi, hey or the more formal hello. I decided to go with hey to try and give a casual image. He made me so nervous.
"Hey Ram. This is Shweta. Just wanted to make sure you had my number."
I sent the message at midday but there was no immediate reply. I checked the message and it had been delivered and read. So he was ignoring me? Right? Or was he busy? Or did I have the wrong number?
As the day went on I would glance at my phone more than usual. I would check and double check if it had definitely been sent as I wondered why he didn't reply. Maybe it was because I needed to ask a question I convinced myself.
"When will the photo shoot take place?" I decided to ask.
This was delivered but not read and I wondered if he was deliberately ignoring me. It was late in the evening and I was unable sleep as I waited for his reply. My insecurities were playing up as I thought about this bald, ugly, old man.
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Ram
I had seen Shweta's messages during the day but I waited before replying. I wanted her to be thinking about me as she waited until the late evening. Conversations are different in the night between men and women and I wanted to explore that.
I decided to call her instead of messaging at 11.30pm.
"Hello, Ram?" Shweta answered nervously.
"Sorry. Did I wake you?" I asked. My voice was whispery and husky to create a certain mood.
"No. I was just getting into bed. Why did you call?" She asked. Her voice was low as she whispered.
"I saw your messages today but I was too busy to reply and a man my age prefers to talk than text. I decided to call you to say that I am still trying to fix a free day for the photo shoot," I said. I wanted to see her as soon as possible as I wanted to take things further with her. Maybe I could test some boundaries now on the phone.
"I am sorry if I disturbed you in the day. I know you are a busy man. Do you want to sleep?" She asks.
"No. I can talk for a while. Do you have any questions or do you want to sleep?" I ask.
"No, I don't want to sleep. What will I need to wear for the photo shoot?" She asks.
"I will have a few different items for you to wear. It will be similar to what most women usually wear to bed. What are you wearing to bed tonight?" I ask testing those limits once more.
I can hear her swallow on the phone as she thinks about her answer. I just wait patiently as I know she will not refuse me.
"What I usually wear to bed?" She asks nervously.
"No. What you are wearing right now?" I ask more directly.
She pauses once more and swallows again. I can imagine her thoughts and apprehension.
"I am wearing a t-shirt," she says and my ears perk up.
"Is that all? No panties or bra tonight?" I ask pushing at those limits.
"No. Sorry. I meant just a t-shirt and my panties," she replies quickly.
I have a little smirk at her nervous state. My dick goes hard at the idea of her not wearing a bra under that t-shirt. I miss drinking from those fat udders.
"Hmm. No panties would have made an interesting photo shoot. I will have different types of panties. A popular line is thongs. Is that something you are comfortable with," I ask. I can sense she is becoming aroused by talking about her underwear as she sighs and swallows.
"Oh. Uhm. Sometimes I wear them with certain dresses when I don't want a panty line showing," she replies.
"I understand with some dresses, women must forego panties altogether to avoid panty lines. Have you ever been in that position?" I ask trying to keep the tone sexual and risquΓ©.
She paused and swallowed as she thought about her response.
"Uhm. Uh. I have never had a dress when I needed to go without panties but I have gone without a bra a few times for a shoulder less dress but that was before my pregnancy," she replies and it sends a rush of blood to my cock.
"Hmm. Interesting. Did you buy the new size bra I recommended?" I asked.
"Yes. Thank you so much. That has made a big difference to my comfort. I have bought two new bras," she replies.
"I will bring some from our new lines for you to take with you. Will you be comfortable posing in front of a camera?" I ask.
"To be honest I am nervous. But you make me feel like I can do anything," she replies and I am beginning to feel a sense of power over her.
"The items may not be what you are used to. They are seductive items and meant to entice men. From what I remember last time you do not usually wear these items," I suggested trying to push her buttons.
"I do own such items. It was just I did not expect such a physical vetting process," she replied.
"Would your intention have been to dress more enticing?" I asked teasing her.
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Shweta
His questions were getting personal and the late hour was turning my thoughts to horny things.
"I don't think a man can be enticed in my current condition but I may have worn my sexier items if I knew," I reply. My leaking breasts are a source of my insecurity and I feel I cannot be enticing in this condition.
"Hmm. Describe your sexier underwear," he replies and I wonder if he is challenging me.