I may have created a monster! Maybe the prospect of going without breastmilk for months at a time made my cousin value and savor it even more than she already did. In any case, as soon as I revealed that I had induced myself to lactate so that she would still have access to her favorite snack food, she quickly started indulging in it perhaps even more often than she had back home. About two weeks into our first semester in college together, I had stopped wearing bras altogether. By then, I was breastfeeding Susan at least twice and often three times per day, though not always at predictable times, so it was just more convenient to be perpetually braless. In fact, I'd never known Aunt Liz or Danica to wear bras either, so it wasn't very surprising when abandoning them turned out to be the best option for me as well. I briefly considered nursing bras, but for me, they seemed only marginally more efficient than normal ones, and my naturally perky boobs didn't really need the support anyway. Plus, I'd heard that habitual bralessness in youth apparently makes a woman's mammaries less susceptible to sagging later in life.
Anyway, our very first feeding session took place on the afternoon of our first day in our freshman dorm, and we hadn't even slept our first night there before Susan partook in a second one. It was past midnight, and I had just dressed for bed in my usual pajamas (a spaghetti-strap top and boxer shorts). My similarly attired cousin approached me just as I was climbing into bed and said, "I'd really like to nurse again before you go to sleep, if that's alright."
"Sure!" I replied, genuinely welcoming another opportunity to revel in the newfound pleasures of providing my cousin with nourishment from my own body. The response was barely out of my mouth before she was laying in the twin bed next to me, laying one arm across my abdomen while I pulled the nearest breast free of my top. "Here you go," I said with a chuckle as she promptly seized my nipple in her mouth and began sucking expertly on it. I then sighed and leaned my head back with a smile, idly stroking my cousin's hair while she pressed out a steady flow of milk with her lips and jaws. "It's a good thing this bed is just big enough for the two of us."
A vaguely affirmative, "Mm," was all Susan could be bothered to reply while she was apparently too busy gorging herself on the clearly tasty snack secreted by my breast. Her jaw gently massaged its crest as her lips alternated between an airtight latch and an only slightly looser one. This was accompanied by regular and often audible gulps. Occasionally, a gulp would even give way to an immediate sigh of what sounded like satisfaction. I could only smile at her and bask in the warm sensation of breastfeeding my cousin. When I could tell that my first mammary reservoir was nearing total depletion, I quietly drew out the other one, and mere seconds later, Susan very briefly withdrew from one nipple only to let her mouth descend immediately onto the other. In a short while, she had practically emptied that breast as well. Then, she lifted her head and lazily rose, propping herself up on one arm and wiping her mouth with the other. "Thanks, seriously. I was not looking forward to giving that up!"
I giggled lightly at her while she climbed out of my bed and made her way to her own. "You're such a milk-a-holic!" I teased, pulling my blanket over my legs and torso as I spoke.
"And you're such an enabler!" she retorted before we both drifted to sleep minutes later.
Classes began just two days later, and much to her chagrin, Susan had one rather early class, which meant that, three days a week, she had to drag herself out of bed at about 8 AM while I could safely sleep in until about 11 AM throughout the week. On the first day, I was awoken by her alarm, which came in the form of her iPhone simultaneously ringing and vibrating against the dresser on which it lay. I barely moved or opened my eyes, but I couldn't resist grinning when I heard her grumble with envy about how easily she knew I would drift back into a deep slumber.
As it turns out, she avoided having to get up even earlier by delaying breakfast for after class, with the result that she returned home quite famished. I had just taken a shower and emerged from our bathroom in fresh underwear when my cousin burst into our bedroom. As her backpack slid off her shoulder and onto her bed, her eyes fell on my boobs, which were undoubtedly heavy with milk after a long night of uninterrupted production. I swear, the look of temptation on her face could not have been clearer if she'd literally licked her lips, which I've actually seen her do occasionally when gazing at her mom or sister's fleshy fountains. I rolled my eyes in amusement and intercepted the request that I knew was on the tip of her tongue. "Well, I guess I know what you want for breakfast," I smirked while unclasping and shedding the bra I had put on mere minutes before.
"You're the best, cous!" Susan said, visibly relieved as she swiftly stepped towards me, wrapped her arms around my abdomen, and captured my left nipple in her mouth. My let-down was instant, and within just a few seconds, the steady ministrations of her lips were drawing out mouthful after mouthful of sweet sustenance. In retrospect, I'm not sure if a milky meal was her plan all along or if it was more of an opportunistic shortcut, but either way, I wasn't about to complain. I would always welcome the unique feeling of closeness that came with nursing, so I sighed in pleasure and lightly stroked her upper arms while she continued her feast.
"Wow!" I giggled at her particularly insistent suckling. "You must've been starving!"
Without even the slightest lapse in her latch, she nodded and moaned against my breast, mashing her nose against my areola. I chuckled warmly and let her drink in peace. So for about ten minutes, I just stood there and breastfed my famished cousin, who left me with hardly any milk remaining when she finally detached herself from the nipple opposite the one she'd begun with.
"Damn, I was hungry!" she breathed after she'd released her hold on me.
"Believe me, I could tell." I retrieved my bra and put it back on. "You full now?"