"Just try it", she whispered. "I know you'll love it".
These words word the start of a journey in to a lifestyle I barely knew existed before I met her.
I'd seen gonzo documentaries and the usual clip from sensationalist chat shows but to experience it first-hand explains it all. The primal urge that rests within so many of us was unlocked in me that night.
Five weeks prior, I had been working on a trading desk at one of the largest hedge funds in the country - Mars Capital. I was wealthy enough to quit and live a normal life, but the greed that had set in following my first bonus meant the world was not enough. From the desk to the club four nights a week, my routine was that of banker stereotype. Poor boy done good, picked from a market and made in to a trader. I had looks, a nice apartment, a country home and enough cash passing through my account to live a life of excess. But it wasn't enough.
I'd never been overly interested in the girls that I came across. Sure, I'd had girlfriends, but each relationship was best described as vanilla. Until her.
Her: Kate, She was very different. I'd noticed her in the office. How could I not. She worked for one of our larger clients, and mirroring the client's portfolio size, she was large. Considerably larger than anyone I'd seen of her age. At least in London.
Her physique was alien to me. Alluring from the offset, voluptuous, exaggerated. Her face as thin as a size 6 girl rested on top of 280lbs of well-dressed perfection. I caught her gaze as I passed her in the lobby. I was hooked. Never before had I felt a stirring like this. She was beautiful. No, she was Beauty.
I couldn't approach her, through fear, stigma and legal obligations. So when she left the office to go to lunch with our manager, I assumed that I'd have to wait till the next time she visited to glimpse her beauty again.
The weekend came and it was time to let off some steam. After a few warm up drinks with my team I broke off and headed to one of my regular clubs. I was on my second cocktail when I spotted her.
She was seated at a table with two other guys and some of the usual champagne whores mulling around their bottle. Her hair was down, her makeup on, highlighting her almond eyes and sumptuous lips. Her body draped in a tight black dress, her heavy arms were adorned with bronze and gold bracelets and a Patek. She looked confident but bored.
Emboldened by the liquor I began my advance toward her table. I had no idea what I expected to do or say. I just had to be closer to her. Less than ten feet away from her table our eyes locked. A smile crept across her face and I raised my glass to acknowledge her. Instead of standing up she gestured for me to come over by tapping the space next to her. I sped to the table and stood in front of her. Up close she was more entrancing than ever.
"Hi", I called, exaggerating the mouthing to try and communicate over the filtered drone of the music.
"Hey there." she responded, her eyes sultry. With an air of dominance she repeated her earlier gesture for me to sit at her side.
I began to introduce myself, "I'm...",
"The guy from Mars?", She interrupted. Her pun amused her and broke the ice enough for me to feel comfortable.
"You recognised me?" I must've turned somewhat goofy or forward enough to attract the attention of her companions at the table.
"Are you going to introduce us?" The shorter of the two interrupted, seeming relieved to have an excuse to turn his back on the three girls helping themselves to his liquor.
"I'm Richard, from Mars Capital" I stuck out my hand toward him.
"Ah cool, so this is who Kate was with earlier? Good to meet someone who we've entrusted to gamble our money with!" He seemed jovial but stern.
Kate interjected, "Richard isn't one of the smilers; he's one of the thinkers"
"Traders. Well, head of the equities desk" I continued.
The conversation went on, they motioned for Kate and I to keep talking and went back to their business.
She glowed when she spoke. I found out she had just started working for their equity firm having finished studying chemistry and falling into the financial industry trap. I detected an American or Canadian accent. She was 26, "Loved London" was enjoying the night life.
Three drinks later we found ourselves in the back of the same black cab on the way to my place. Buzzed and a little excited I lead her up the stairs and in to the apartment where I offered her another drink. She accepted and asked where the bathroom was. The two glasses of wine I poured were never left the living room but we found ourselves in bed.
I'd never seen a woman like this. So feminine. Her full figure oozed sex. I worked my way down from her mouth kissing her slim neck then progressing to the warm billowing flesh of her breasts. They sat on a globular belly that hid her lips. I dived in like a teenager feeling her belly rest on top of my head, it cushioning her writhing and I explored her moist sex.
When I mounted her, her flesh rippled and sloshed with every thrust. Never had I felt so in tune with a woman's body. Her femininity was exaggerated by her fat. And I wanted more.
Her breasts, belly and thighs, like an ocean, moved with our rhythm. Never had I understood what erotica was until I was looking down on her fat moving. She was a goddess. She climaxed with a guttural moan that sent me in to a frenzy. I grabbed her massive behind and pulled myself in for my finish. I could feel her pussy tighten around me as I thrusted harder and harder at her soft mound.
Finally it was all too much and we erupted together, sweating and panting. I lay on top of her feeling our hearts beating. The salty smell of sex engulfed our space.
When I pulled out I rolled on to my back and helped her in to a seated position on the bed.