I had been masturbating vigorously for many weeks following my encounter at Melinda's place.
The thoughts of what I experienced that evening were a wonderful source for some very dirty and beautiful fantasies about her for some time afterwards.
What I had experienced was direct contact with several pairs of her soiled, smelly panties.
Those deep, brown discharge stains inside her underwear and her pungent, fishy vaginal odour were still very fresh in my mind and forefront in my imagination.
But it was what I DIDN'T experience at Melinda's that was the perfect fodder for my delicious and dirty fantasies about Melinda and her secret, private femininity.
I had many vivid fantasies about Melinda's vulva and vagina - what it possibly looked like - it's size, colour and shape of her flaps and opening. What sort of clitoris did she have -was it large, small or medium??
I imagined her pubic hair - its colour, shape, length and amount.
Her anus was foremost in my thoughts - Melinda's darkest, smelliest most secret and private bodily opening - and where she poos from every day.
I imagined her anus in all sorts of different colours and shapes -delicious, wrinkled poo-stained brown; freshly wiped, unsoiled baby-pink; purple, swollen and ready to defecate, dull and black.
I constantly imagined Melinda sitting on the toilet and her expelling waste from her body - both pee and poo leaving her body and ending up in the toilet bowl below and Melinda then wiping herself clean, soiling the white toilet paper as it came directly into contact with her dirty orifices.
The image that really stuck with me though was one which I saw one day at work when I noticed that Melinda had her fingernails freshly manicured.
Normally, I would have thought nothing of a girls' freshly manicured fingernails however it was not something I had expected to see on Melinda.
She was not a glamorous girl even though she had her ample feminine shapes in generally the right places - many I imagined would have otherwise thought her quite dowdy and conservative, so seeing her fingernails looking so feminine and fresh was quite a surprise and provided me with some quite erotic thoughts.
I went home that night and started searching through some of my porn photos, specifically some photos of girls with full triangles of dark pubic hair between their legs. I wanted to find some nice photos of those girls with their legs spread wide apart and their manicured and painted fingernails on display as they reached down in amongst their pubic hair and peeled their pink fanny lips apart for the camera.
In some of these porn shoots, it was obvious the girls had their fingernails painted to be the same colour as their pretty vaginas -in others, not.
The thought of Melinda placing her own fingers down in amongst her pubic hair and pulling apart her (maybe) thick labia minora was something I masturbated over several times - just the thought of what Melinda's vagina might actually look like in the first place combined with the thought of her feminine manicured fingernails reaching down between her legs and interacting with her fanny.
These erotic thoughts persisted and the next few times I worked with Melinda provided some nice opportunities to observe her and create some more imaginings about her.
The next posture I observed was simply of Melinda standing with her right hand on her right hip/buttock. It was an innocent enough image however and I did not have any problem at all imagining Melinda from this bent over, holding her buttocks apart as I entered her doggy style from behind.
Despite her straight-laced projection, I flirted quite regularly with Melinda as I worked with her and somewhat to my surprise, she always responded very positively, chatting away regularly and laughing along heartily to my silly jokes and general banter.
I suspected that not many men would have succeeded on this front as she never really seemed the type and more to the point, may not have had too many men flirting with her in the first place.
All this of course, I saw completely to my advantage.
The fact that Melinda, in all likelihood had never had a boyfriend and that I was the one that was giving her attention gave me the feel that there was probably a deal of pent up, secret sexual energy in Melinda that she would have been happy to release given the right situation.
I couldn't be sure on ANY of this but they were certainly things that crossed my mind as I conjured my masturbatory ideal of Melinda in my head.
My final image of Melinda before what was to happen next, was of her squatting one day at work as she emptied a box on the floor.
I masturbated deeply at home later on that night as I imagined Melinda's pink, hairy womanhood opening naturally inside her underpants which I hoped had a white cotton crotch panel. Her vagina lips would split apart as she squatted, providing direct contact between her bright pink vaginal opening and the inside of her white cotton underpants, dirtying them naturally with some smears of her dirty vaginal discharge and fishy odour.
What was to happen next was well beyond what I could have hoped for.
Having been checking every so often with Melinda as to how her computer was going, I was always hoping of course that the damn thing would break and she would need me straight around there to fix the problem, once again.
So it was somewhat beyond my wildest dreams when I arrived at work one morning to find an email from Melinda in my inbox that was worded as follows:
Hi there.
Just a quick email to let you know my computer completely died last night. I'm pretty upset as all my college assignments are on there as well as other stuff as you can imagine.
I don't want to bother you but thought you'd want to know. I'm not sure what's best to do right now.
Melinda.
My heart started racing every bit as hard as it had done the evening I had discovered Melinda's dirty knickers in her bathroom hamper.
This was the opening I had been hoping for and I had great anticipation that it would lead me back into Melinda's bathroom at the very least.
I responded in kind to Melinda's email as follows:
Hi Melinda,
Sorry to hear about your computer. Probably best not to panic at this stage, as all may not be lost.
I'd be happy to come by again and have a look if you'd like. Can't promise anything but I might as well try.
Beyond that, someone may have to charge you to format the hard drive so I guess it's gonna help if you've backed everything up.
James
I was quite happy at how sincerely my response came across, although to be fair I had actually managed to fix her computer the last time and I was semi-confident of being able to support my previous efforts.