Recalling my 12 month relationship with Elaine is a great source of sexual fantasy to this day and something I still masturbate over all the time.
I have strong images of things we did together even though her taste and smell has faded after all these years.
I've never really had such an openly dirty relationship with anyone since though I went close with one girl I was seeing. It was different with Elaine though, mainly because she played to my dirty fantasies with her which means I guess she didn't judge me too harshly for it. Elaine knew what I liked and what I wanted to go for and allowed me to go there quite often.
For that reason, it's kind of a shame we're still not together but in reality we both needed to move on at the time. In the end, there had to be more than dirty sex, even as good as it was!
My best memories were of the regular dirty after work sex we often engaged in. Sex at different times can be the best but when we were both in the mood, it was hard to beat having Elaine sit on my face within the first 30 minutes of her getting home from work. It was also good having her sit on my face 2 or 3 hours after getting home from work!
For a start, Elaine had an incredible vagina. She had a set of large, thick, pink pussy flaps tucked away between her legs, covered in lush, brown, curly pubic hair.
Her odour was always magnificent, especially after work when she had a full day of accumulation inside her pretty, skimpy underwear.
The inner crotch panel of her panties was almost ALWAYS stained and smelly - her vagina discharging throughout the day and creating dark brown and yellow staining which was often sweaty and pungent in its quality. I loved it most when her vaginal discharge was nice and fishy after a long day at work.
And then there was the delicious brown opening of her anus - dirty, wrinkled and full of odour and nasty faecal germs after a busy day of activity.
It was not difficult for me to achieve a massive erection just thinking of all this, but to actually have the opportunity of Elaine spreading her hairy, unwashed genitalia and foul anus over my nose and mouth after work was always a guarantee of some passionate and dirty sexual encounters with her.
My fantasies about what went on between Elaine's legs were intense, venturing into intimate details of her vagina as it discharged at different times of her cycle, leaving deep stains on the inside of her underwear and producing strongly feminine odours.
Elaine's toilet activity was endlessly fascinating and I fantasised wildly about her private business as she removed her underpants before sitting on the toilet. I loved the idea of her conducting her private, feminine activity - stained white knickers pulled down around her knees with pubic hair triangle fully exposed and pee shooting out from between her legs before spreading open her pink vaginal lips and replacing a large white tampon at period time.
Most of all I loved imagining the graphic and disgusting details of Elaine's anus as she conducted her daily bowel movement, imagining her anus as it expanded and dispatched a long, smelly, glistening brown stool into the toilet bowl beneath.
These dirty thoughts would dominate my fantasies during masturbation and knowing that I then had the opportunity to experience Elaine's sexuality first hand was better than anything I could think of.
Of my favourite scenarios with Elaine was the first time she phoned me from work privately in the middle of the working day.
"Hi baby, how are you doing?" Elaine asked
"I'm good. What are you up to?" I responded
"I was just sitting on the ladies' work toilet about 5 minutes ago masturbating over you."
"Oh REALLY?!" I was ecstatic.
"I've just been thinking of you licking my perineum," Elaine quietly admitted.
"God, I wish I was, and just after you've been to the toilet too!!" was my honest reply.
"I'm actually thinking about putting my tongue right up inside your dirty brown anus baby!" I went one step further.
"Mmmmmm. I'd love that baby. I want you to taste inside my bum!" Elaine continued
"Would you like that baby? Do you want me to taste inside your anus?"
"Oh baby. I want you to get your tongue right up inside me and lick me clean baby!" she pleaded.
"I'll do it for you when you get home tonight baby. Just make sure you're nice and ready."
"You should see the colour of my pussy stains today baby," Elaine was really taunting now.
"What colour are they? Tell me!!" I replied for good measure.
"Nice and brown and yellow! And smelly too..!!" Elaine declared.
"God, I've got really strong discharge today baby. I really want you to taste it!!"
"I can't wait until you get home later. Make sure you save it for me!" I was almost begging.
"I will baby! My hairy bits will be nice and stinky for you. And these dirty little knickers will drive you wild baby!!
"Mmmmmmm. I CAN'T WAIT!!"
And I couldn't.
I had begun masturbating intensely as Elaine was conducting her dirty talk to me, dreaming vividly of her spread, hairy pussy and its incredible tangy, fishy odour, together with her white discharge-stained panties and her brown, smelly, soiled anus.
And sure enough, when Elaine arrived home around 7 pm, I was more than ready and waiting.
It didn't take long for us to get down to business.
We located ourselves in the bedroom and shared some brief stories from the days' happenings.
I relaxed on the bed whilst listening to Elaine talk and watched her gradually remove her clothes.
She had actually pared down to her underwear which consisted of a white lacy bra and matching pair of white cotton underpants that were thin and low but complemented her shape and skin well.
I was horny just looking at her in her undies but as she sat back down on the bed, it wasn't long before she decided to lie back and spread her legs in front of me, giving me a full view of the stained crotch panel of her panties and more than a hint of natural brown pubic hair underneath.
She held onto her knees as her legs stayed spread apart - I ran my hands gently along the inside of her thighs, gradually easing in towards her private area.
There was very little chance of Elaine's panties staying on - she wanted me to take them off so I could see her privates at close and intimate range.