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The conversation had grown halting, the pauses and the exchanged looks more frequent.
His mouth was dry, his heart racing. He could feel a gentle flush on his cheeks. Though she smiled feigning confidence, he could tell she was nervous, too, by the way she swallowed, the occasional break in her voice.
Dinner was winding down. And they understood a scenario set in motion earlier this Friday with coded words at the office was about to begin. Of course, only he knew the careful plan, the preparations made in the minutes between his return from the gym and her knock.
Theirs was a relationship layered in secrets. And this was another one. No one at the office knew they had been seeing each other for months. Oh, sure, they were often together, but that seemed merely a reflection of their similar, hard-charging personalities. He was in his late-20s, a little arrogant, but in his business it was a job requirement. She was three years older, more polished in her confidence. "Kick ass" was a term she used often. And it fitted her.
That afternoon when they casually passed in the hallway he offered to make dinner. "Well," she said smiling naughtily and pausing as if truly pondering whether to consent, "that sounds good."
Later, he stuck his head into her office on a break from pacing, an afternoon ritual. "You are so shaggy. It's time," he said, smiling thinly, his heart racing.
Almost involuntarily, she reached back with her right hand to the nape of the neck she knew he found so obsessive. "Oh, I'm not so sure of that. It's only been a few months. It doesn't seem so bad."
It was a game they played, an acting-out. This was another of their secrets. For months now they had been sharing haircuts. It was a passion for him, a turn-on. She was wary at first, but each time she enjoyed herself more and more, giving in to the touch, the sharing, the thrill and the fear.
The first time she watched him at a local mall, later confessing how thrilled she was when the stylist took a scissors and sheared the sheet of hair covering his ear.
Then he began teasing her about her long, straight blonde hair, flopping indifferently over her shoulders. She had shown a willingness, even a secret delight, in taking orders and this mixed with his fantasies like gas, air and a spark.
Soon, it was her turn to try the same salon, different stylist. As they approached he said stiffly, "Tell her this," and handed her a note then headed for a bench on the walkway nearby to survey the cut through the window that framed her sitting in the chair.
The note said simply: "Make sure it is off the shoulders when you get out of the chair." She gasped, then complied. And a pattern was set. He would order the haircut. She would obey. Enjoying it more and more.
Later, he became bold enough to walk in with her, giving her the clipping orders outside, then observing from a waiting chair nearby. These times, they exchanged silent signals. A nod required her to request more be cut. Once, the stylist was snipping ever so lightly at the neck. The stylist stopped, seemingly finished with the cut. His haircut slave looked over. He nodded. She knew what that meant: shorter. Again.
Attempting to be casual, she reached back and stroked her neck. "I think you could take a little more off back here," she said. The stylist complied. But he wasn't settling for this wimpy trim either. The nod, the hand to the neck and another request.
Better. But when the stylist started to set the scissors down, she reached back there again. "Maybe a little more," she said, almost begging.
The stylist protested that it was quite short. "No, more," she insisted. There had not been a nod.
From there, she started coming back from haircuts, looking in the mirror, running her hand through the increasingly short black hair and commenting that the stylist just hadn't gone far enough. He was happy to oblige, to fix the slight using both clippers and scissors. The encounters were charged, starting in the bathroom and finishing in the bedroom nearby. Suddenly, she found her exposed nape, her naked ears, were sensitive to just the hint of his tongue. The shivers, the hot flashes rolled down her body whenever he started working those areas. She never realized.
Then the haircuts stopped. "Anticipation," was his explanation. She smiled, knowing enough by now to trust his incredibly fertile imagination. He was planning something, something they would enjoy immensely.
A week earlier, she thought it was finally her turn to sit, bow her head and feel those clippers. They were walking downtown when suddenly he grasped her hand, turned the corner and walked up the stairs into a barbershop. A chair, lady barber waiting, was open and he sat right down. She fixed the cape and asked, part-wondering, "Short?"
"Yes," he said with conviction, looking straight ahead into the mirror. His hair, too, had grown and tumbled in thick, unruly waves past his ears and over his collar.