He was married as a virgin and never had any adult intimacy with anyone other than his wife beginning with his wedding night. Although he was molested as a child and slight experimental kissing with his sibling brother, he had never done anything with a man or another woman his entire life. The thought of anal sex with a man reminded him of the torment of his childhood victimization. The mere thought of tasting another man's seed as a willing adult would probably kill him. He doesn't want to taste cock. He doesn't want to have gay sex. As a red blooded male he has a hard enough time keeping his mind right when it comes to other women. He loves his wife and is committed to her.
He started having a very strong kink that he cannot find fulfillment in. He wanted his massive bitch tits sucked. He is a very meaty body size and as a result he has an enormous chest. He attempted to measure his chest size for a man bra but found it futile as he was bigger than 60 inches around the under band.
One day the man was traveling out of state and stopped to use the men's room at a convenience store. Because he was traveling and wanted to be comfortable he wore a pair of jeans and a white t-shirt. He passed a man in the aisle who did an about face and followed the large man into the restroom and said "I wanna suck your tits." Flustered and feeling uneasy he hurried into the stall and locked the door behind him waiting until his pursuant was gone.
Feelings of fear and anger swept over him. It had been many years since someone so openly made a pass at him. He was filled with mixed emotions and straying thoughts. Why would a man find another man's useless boobs attractive?
A few weeks later the man was in a local store picking up household items for his wife. A man walked up behind him and said "I want to cum on your tits and fuck em!" Again the feelings of bewilderment and embarrassment swept over him and he hurried to the cashier to finish his shopping and drive home. Later that day he was alone in the house and he decided to research ways to help hide massive man boobs. Instead he found a website that praised men for their body mass. He became curious as to what others had said and what was so appealing to big girl parts on men. Soon, he realized that he actually had something very special. Something that he felt confident about. Something good about his massive body size. He had bitch tits! He decided that he wanted to touch his nipples as he would his wife's. He gently began to finger and pinch the nipples. They began to respond. A new sensation swept over him as he caressed his large mounds and squeezing them together. "They aren't that bad to feel and look at after all" he thought to himself.
He began massaging his side boobs and pretended that he was wearing a push up bra. "What am I doing!" Guys don't wear bras! Straight men do not at least." The. He began to wonder how do men keep their breasts from bouncing around? He went to the internet. Men DO wear bras! He started looking for big size bras. The websites began asking for band sizes and cup sizes. "What the what?" So he investigated how to measure. He found a cloth measuring tape among his wife's sewing stash. The band didn't fit! It was too short. He did some estimating and found his band to be about 3" short. "Ok add an inch so I'm not so constricted. I don't want to have them plumping up front in public!" He thought. Then, it asked for cup size. So he again picked up the tape measure and attempted to measure. Wayyy too short! Again he estimated. Roughly 10-12 inches short. So according to measurements he was about 74DDD or 74F. He began shopping for that size. Nobody carried that size! They all asked if he was measuring centimetres or inches. Nobody would believe that a man had that big of a chest.
He took pictures of himself and decided to ask some "professionals" on the website that had provided acclaim for man boobs. It was there that a man responded in private messages that his tits were amazing and sexy. Of course anyone wanting to get into someone else's pants or exploit them would say that. He said he began masturbating to his photos of his tits and had climaxed three times with high volumes of cum. He said his body was shaking and couldn't stop ejaculating. Someone was getting off looking at his tits?! Someone was that turned on?! Then another person messaged him and another. Soon he felt like he was turning into a prostitute so he closed all the windows of chat and deactivated the account. He felt guilty and ashamed that he was now probably saved on someone's porn stash. He was so gullible! A few days later he was fueling his vehicle when someone called him over to their car. He was an older man and thought he needed assistance. "Want daddy to pump his cum all over your tits?" What the?!
He courteously told the man he didn't swing that way and walked back to his vehicle and drove away.
That night he confided in his faithful wife about the interactions that he had and she told him that men are generally perverse and that even he was at times a pervert. He reminded her that it was her idea to do half of the kinky stuff in the bedroom. She rolled over and muttered "I am not a pervert."
A few days later after she had calmed down from the "personal attack" against her character she cuddled next to him and while he scratched her back she nestled between his massive tits. Then she began to caress his chest and nibbled on his nipples. "Wh... what are you doing?"
"You seemed turned on to men wanting to suck on them so I am feeding your fantasy."
"It's not a fantasy. I was telling you what people had done and how I felt about it. I have no interest in men. I love women. I love you. I don't want sex with men."
She said "then why can't you let it go? why are you dwelling on men looking at you?"
