Honestly, Brenda was pure fuckin' white trash.
It was closing time at the neighborhood dive, and I noticed a woman, a bit older, sitting at the corner of the bar by herself. I don't know if it was the booze or the lack of consistent pussy in my life at the time, but I decided to break the ice with her.
After the usual bullshit pleasantries, she told me that she was 42 and the mother of a son, 20. I told her that she looked very young for her age, but that was a lie. I looked her over: She was wearing a sleeveless shirt that exposed her arms and her tattooed back. She was tanned, a habit she had obviously been practicing for many years and that had taken something of a toll on what I imagined had once been supple, girlish skin. Her hair was cut in sort of an 80's style and streaked with fake blonde highlights.
I wanted her bad.
I flirted with her for a while and told her that older women were a real turn-on for me (I'm 33 but look younger) and how hot I thought she was until she reached the breaking point:
"My God, " she purred in her molasses drawl. "I'm really drunk. I think I'll just crash with you tonight if that's okay 'cause I live all the way across town and all."
I felt my face flush, as I knew what this meant. I was thinking with the little head again, but I didn't give a fuck.
She followed me home. I met her at her car where she was smoking an off-brand menthol cigarette. She took my hand, and we walked into my apartment.
Brenda was a pain in the ass at first. She made me turn out all my lights and lit my candles; then she said she wanted to hear some soft jazz. Then she said she wanted a beer,so we opened some beers and talked about who knows what for about an hour. I flipped through the channels every once in a while, stopping only at HBO as they were showing a "Real Sex" episode. I guess that's when it started.
Brenda went silent for the first time that night, watching as a bunch of naked girls had some sort of stripping contest or something.
"I need a cigarette," she sighed.
"Go ahead, " I answered, pushing my empty beer bottle over for an ashtray.
"Could you hand me my purse, honey?" she asked demurely.
I stood up to get her purse, knowing that my cock was raging hard and that she would see. And I wanted her to.
I walked back over to her on the couch, and she took out her smokes and lighter.
"Thank you," she responded, glancing down at my crotch.
"Oh my. You look like you need some help with something," she commented.