Lulu and I.
I had been chatting online with with Lulu on and off for a while now on our shared love for all things filthy and messy. We both described ourselves as being in "vanilla" relationships, and simply wanted more. A lot more! Lulu at around 50 years of age described herself as gaining her love of filth since starting purposely panty pooping as a teenager, and had gotten into it a lot more upon her marriage becoming more and more fractured, with Lulu describing how she now loves nothing more than to indulge in her dirty habits of panty messing in the privacy of her own house.
I personally recall enjoying outdoor pooping since as long as I can remember and not wiping and then getting more and more curious with time by the mess and smell. In my case I was confused by why this was starting to arouse me more and more, to the point where I used to purposely soil myself even before I understood what orgasms and ejaculation was.
Over the safety of anonymity over the internet Lulu and I both got very descriptive of how we would enjoy our respective habits: Lulu, who lived alone in a big house described how she would hold onto to her bowel movements for a few days in preparation, eating protein rich food and how she preferred to poop in high wasted white panties with elastic legs and a pair of tights. She explained how this "contained" the mess and allowed her to fill her panties and retain the mess against her ass and still do a days work around the house and yard, all the while letting her poop work around her entire ass and up front around her constantly aroused pussy. She explained that she hadn't shaved in years and loved the look and feel of her shit matting her anal hair, of which she said there was aplenty as well as her thick heavy vaginal hair.
She described how she would work out in the garden, and loved the squelching feeling she got when squatting down to pick something up or the squishing feeling she got when she sat down on one of her many garden benches. She described how she loved to gently slide her hand under the waste band of her panties until she encountered her mess, and that upon withdrawing her hand and inspecting the brown smeared mess, she loved to rub it under her nose or on her sweaty breasts or sometimes even licking her hand clean. All in the privacy of her beautiful cool, wooded garden. Lulu described how through the day, she would slide her hand down her front and rub her greasy messy clit until she had an intense orgasm after intense orgasm, stating a love for pulling her hand out and licking the mess and cum off her hand, before getting on with the garden jobs.
I explained to her how I would solo pleasure myself by pooping a pair of panties in the privacy of my own garden, which I have previously described in detail in my earlier written work titled "Pooping fun, solo style", which I won't repeat here.