Chapter 09 - Silent Witness
The hours Mark spent alone that evening became agonising, his earlier sense of calm evaporating. The quiet of the house amplified his thoughts, so he turned on the TV as a distraction. He stared blankly at the screen as a quiz show ran through the usual mix of sport and general knowledge questions, the contestants staring out at Mark with toothy grins and shouting idiotic answers. The last straw came when the transcendent opening bars of Vaughan Williams'
Lark Ascending
were played. Mark felt his spirit soar as he listened to the haunting melody, hearing -- no,
seeing
-- the bird float above a shingle beach in his mind's eye. He had always loved this piece -- it was a truly magical evocation of nature and frailty.
The music came to an abrupt halt, and the host swaggered across the screen to nonchalantly rest his elbow on the podium.
"Which
Vaughan-derful
composer," the presenter asked smugly, with a sideways grin to the studio audience, "composed that
uplifting
piece of music, and what was it called?"
The contestants conferred.
"Is it Andrew Lloyd-Webber and
Cats
?" suggested one young lady hopefully.
Mark almost popped. He felt a vein throbbing in his temple as he stabbed the off button on the remote repeatedly.
"How can
anyone
not know that
Lark Ascending
was written by Vaughan Williams?" he thought furiously. ""And fucking
Cats
?!"
He stood up and wandered the house, first angrily, then aimlessly, unable to settle. He wandered into the bedroom, running his fingers over anything that stood in his way. His watch. Emily's hairbrush. Her latest book. He picked it up and looked at the spine.
"WICKED! By Jilly Cooper," he read.
"What the hell is this shit?" he said aloud, turning the book over to read the excitable reviews on the back cover.
"The perfect summer read... with Cooper's trademark puns, a massive cast, and lots of sex -- it's a winner.
Daily Express
"
It was a quite change from Jane Austen, and Mark shook his head in confusion before tossing the book back on her bedside table.
He resumed his pacing, and picked up Emily's engagement ring from the table where he had left it. He held it up to the lamp and watched in sparkle in the light. He remembered the day he had chosen it from the jewellers, and how his stomach had been in knots when he'd finally opened the box and asked her to marry him.
With no messages from Emily, Mark was left to his imagination. Jealousy gnawed at him as he thought about her enjoying her date, and what she might be doing at this moment. Were they laughing over a drink? Holding an intense
tΓͺte Γ tΓͺte
? Kissing?
Worse
?
He wondered what Emily's game plan would be -- her preparations suggested she was going all out to impress her date, but perhaps it was all just to tease him... Or maybe she thought she had Mark's blessing to go home with him? She was behaving so out of character that Mark found predicting her next move almost impossible. Concern for her well-being intermingled with his suspicions, the protective part of him hoping she was safe and treated respectfully, while 'doubting Mark' grew distrustful. Anger flared up intermittently -- anger at himself for agreeing to this, at Emily for going through with it, and at 'Hot Max' for being involved at all. Yet, alongside these emotions, there was an undeniable undercurrent of arousal, his body straining within the cage as he imagined her naked body in the arms of another man.
Eventually, Mark gave up wandering the house and slumped back in the sofa, the TV blank and silent as he stared towards it. At half past nine, his trance was broken by the sound of keys in the lock. Emily was home -- and earlier than expected! Mark began to stand, anxious to hear what had happened, when the sound of conversation echoed down the corridor -- Emily's voice, and a deeper voice with her. His heart leapt into his mouth and he suddenly felt faint, so sat down again quickly.
Mark turned as he heard footsteps come closer, and he saw Emily's face appear at the door. She looked nervous, and while one hand gripped the door frame, she held the other behind the wall, obviously holding back her companion and stopping him from entering. Her cheeks were flushed, and she seemed almost shy when she spoke.
"Evening," she said, a tiny flicker of a smile at the corner of her mouth. "You're still up then?"
"You asked me to wait up for you, Em." Mark replied in an expressionless voice. Cutting straight to the chase, his anxious questions were direct. "How was your night? Is that him behind you?"
Looming up behind Emily, Max appeared, one arm resting on her shoulder before he came through into the room. "G'day mate, Max." he said by way of introduction. "I thought Emily was pulling my leg, but fair dinkum to her, here you are!" His obtrusive Australian accent sliced through the atmosphere, his words almost a parody of the archetypal Aussie man. Mark ignored Max's outstretched hand, and Max let it drop quietly to his side.