Lori Ch 05 A Nora Prequel

Nora started sharing her initial introduction to desperation at about 16, nearly 17. At the time, she'd said, she tried to shut those feelings down, worried it would make her weird. A little over a year later though, on her 18th birthday, things had changed, and that was when she considered herself truly awakened to her desire to be desperate for a bathroom, and the arousal she gained from the feeling. Lori and Erica listened, as attentive as either of them had ever been.

Nora, attractive by most standards, with a nearly perfectly proportioned body, had woken up that morning of her birthday, realizing she was now an adult. She also woke up with a slight need to pee, but that morning, she was feeling differently about it. Instead of trying to shut her feelings off, she felt herself inviting them, and decided to wait a little longer before she had her morning pee. She wasn't sure what had changed, she just felt like she should just be herself today now that she was legally an adult.

She rose from her bed, went to her bathroom to shower, and skipped the toilet to have her breakfast. The juice with her eggs wouldn't help, but she was not going to let that intrude on her enjoyment of living in the moment. She kept holding it all the way until it was time to leave for school. Even in her time, seniors could drive themselves, so she got in her car a few minutes later, still holding a semi-full bladder. It wasn't that full though, so she could likely hold it for a while longer.

As she started her classes for the day, her bladder wasn't necessarily that full, and it wasn't really arousing her, Nora was just enjoying the slight fullness that was very slowly building throughout the morning. Her first classes went smoothly, but by lunch her bladder was getting progressively more full. It was getting full enough that she started wondering when she'd end this game, but it was also starting to cause feelings of distinct arousal, and she could feel her lady parts tingling the more full she became. The answer was she'd hold it as long as it didn't become a real problem.

Nora ate her lunch, enjoying how full her bladder was getting, and drinking only enough to stay reasonably hydrated and awake through the rest of the day. When lunch finally ended, she found she was jiggling her legs a little bit as the need grew a little more intense. Her next classes went by a little more slowly, as she was focused a little more intently on her bladder and making sure she didn't piss herself.

As her last classes came and went, Nora was feeling a bit more uncomfortable, her bladder feeling quite full, the need to pee getting very urgent. She was within sight of the end of the school day though, so she forced herself to keep on holding, enjoying the added arousal she was getting the fuller her bladder became. It seemed that the more her bladder grew, the more it intensified the feelings in her lady parts, and she was having a hard time not touching herself in her last class.

Finally, the school day ended, and she drove home, not quite wanting the game to end, but realizing she needed to go pee soon before she wet herself. When she got home, her parents had immediately told her they were taking her to dinner for her birthday in about an hour, then having cake. It was then Nora realized she had a decision to make. Would she go now, wait and go before dinner, or try to hold it through dinner?

She thought about it, and realized she was truly enjoying the challenge, and couldn't see ending it too soon. She waited until they were about to leave, then walked to the car, still bursting and thinking, "I guess I'll just need to hold it for now!"

Dinner was difficult to endure with her bladder so desperately full, but she did her best to conceal her urgent need from her parents. No one seemed to notice she was bursting. The reality was that she was now so aroused, it was taking all her willpower not to grab her crotch to hold in her pee, because she knew if she did, she'd start masturbating subconsciously.

Nora somehow made it to the end of dinner, and got home thanking her lucky stars for the relative darkness of the backseat of her mom's car, because she had to grab her pussy and squeeze herself to keep from flooding her panties now, and just the act of squeezing there to prevent a flood was getting her wet.

When they made it home, Nora forced herself to remain composed despite her bladder's desperate cries for relief and only leaked a little in her panties as she blew out the candles on her cake. She made an excuse after a small sliver of cake that she needed to lay down in her room and assured her parents she was just fine. The reality was that Nora was likely minutes away from pissing herself uncontrollably if she didn't do something right away. She laid down on her bed, feeling her bladder with her hand bulging out from her normally flat abs, and instantly had a thought. Could she hold it if she masturbated like this?

Without a further thought she started touching, then rubbing herself, her bladder throbbing, her womanhood on fire, her bladder and her pussy both screaming for their needs to be met. A couple agonizing minutes of stifling moans, whimpering and screaming, and she had a mind-numbing orgasm, somehow not pissing her panties and bed in the process. She instantly squeezed her pussy, groaning as her bladder now tried to force a release. She got to her feet, dancing a moment frantically at her bedroom door making sure the hallway was clear, then bolted to the bathroom, slammed the lock closed, and threw herself on the toilet as her pee started spraying through her panties before she was even seated. She peed for nearly two minutes, soaking the toilet seat on her way onto it, and had multiple orgasms as her throbbing bladder finally got its relief.

It made Nora incredibly aroused just retelling the story, which Lori and Erica could easily tell. "Holy hell mom, that was incredible! That's such a hot story! I love it! And dad never knew about that?"

"God no, he'd lose his damn mind if he realized his wife was such a freak." She chuckled, but Lori assured her she was anything but a freak. She did have one more question though.

"Mom, when did you realize it was the same story when you had to poo?"

Nora smiled and blushed, remembering how she'd experimented with holding her bowel movements, but said she never got so desperate as to risk an accident... at first.

It was a few months later when she realized that holding her poop could generate a similar effect. So, one day she planned a hold that would really put that to the test. She'd gone poo on Friday before school, then held it through the weekend with some difficulty. She woke up Monday morning with a pretty urgent need to poop. She'd showered, peed carefully, and eaten breakfast which was sure to bite her later.

She drove herself to school then, having skipped her home bathroom to release her bowels, and told herself she couldn't poop at school no matter what. She told herself a story that all the bathrooms were out of order, and she had no choice but to wait until she got back to her home toilet to empty her bowels.

Her first classes were a struggle, with her poop pressing hard against her tight asshole. The pressure was unreal, and a few times built up so much that she had to fart quietly to make herself more comfortable, which someone always blamed on one of the guys in class. No one knew Nora was holding in the most urgent shit of her whole young life.

Somehow, Nora made it to lunch without her poop escaping, but she could definitely feel her breakfast kicking her bowels into high gear now. How she'd make it to the end of school without visiting a bathroom or having an accident was beyond her imagination, but she reminded herself that all the bathrooms were out of order.

She started her afternoon classes absolutely dying to shit, prairie dogging badly every ten minutes or so. It was extremely challenging work holding her overdue load in her bowels, and especially so since she had to pretend to the rest of the school and her classmates that she wasn't literally on the verge of shitting her panties.

Nora struggled through her last few classes badly, and she was getting worried as she went to her last class that her need was becoming obvious. However, she knew she could go right home after she was done, and she'd have the house to herself. So, she clenched, squeezed her legs together, and pushed her ass against the seat to hold it in place. She had peed a couple of times, but she had to pee again before she left. When she finished her last class, she bolted out of the room, her asshole gaping and winking, and nearly ran to the bathroom to pee one last time. She had to push her log back into her rectum with a couple fingers which hurt, but she'd avoided an accident once more.

Nora finally waddled to her car, sitting down quickly to keep the massive load contained in her bowels for the short drive home. When she pulled in, she almost couldn't get out of the car to walk into the house. She finally got out of the car, hobbling to the front door, her hands shaking trying to get her keys out of her purse as she felt her asshole gaping and winking again around her log, and knew she had mere minutes before she wouldn't be able to hold it in anymore.

She was so incredibly turned on at this point, she knew she only had one choice, no matter the end result. She waddled to her bedroom, her asshole wrapped tightly around the head of her massive turd and laid down on her bed. She took a deep breath to steady herself, then started rubbing her pussy vigorously.

As desperate to shit as Nora was, it was a few minutes before her body transitioned to allow her womanly needs to be met. Her body was simply trying to do too much at once, and she was in agony continuing to try to hold in her desperate shit. Nora had a thought just then. In order to get her sexual needs met, she'd likely need to stop trying to keep her desperately overloaded bowels from releasing. She attempted to subconsciously take her focus off clenching her asshole shut and kept rubbing as she felt her shit edging out of her tortured rectum. As she rubbed, every lump and contour of her shit slowly forcing its way out of her stretched hole increased her arousal, and less than a minute later it had the intended effect. With inch by inch of her shit pushing into her panties, the tingle in her womanhood filled her entire pussy, her ass, expanded to her legs, then worked its way to her belly. As she started getting caught up in the moment, and the gradually increasing sensation of pure orgasmic bliss, she was vaguely aware of her panties completely filling with more than three days of desperately pent-up shit. As the last of her logs spread across her ass in the seat of her panties, Nora reached the most earth-shattering climax she'd ever experienced, screaming in primal pleasure as her body finally started to relax again. It took her several long minutes laying on her bed in her filled panties to recover before she was able to wobble to the bathroom to clean up, completely spent.

"Oh my God, mom," Lori said, "that's the hottest thing I've ever heard!"

Erica said, "I agree, I can't believe you just shared that! Thank you, Nora!"

"You're welcome, girls," Nora said with a blush, "you're the only two who know those stories. Of course there are more."

"Really," Lori said, "like what?"

Nora said almost casually now that the cat was fully out of the bag, "Well, I got really desperate at my high school graduation, although unlike yours, mine was intentional."

"WHAT???"

"Oh yes," Nora said with a devilish smile, "I wanted to be desperate that day, and boy was I."

Erica said, "Any others come to mind right off the bat?"

"Well," Nora said with a grin, "I was prairie dogging pretty much the entire ceremony and reception when I got married to your dad."

"Holy shit, seriously mom??? And he never found out???"

"Yeah," Nora said, "it's true, and no, your dad doesn't know to this day, nor does anyone else. If we can get him out of the house tomorrow, I'll tell you both those stories, so he remains clueless."

"Deal," Lori said, "looking forward to it!"

The next day arrived, and Nora had convinced her husband to go out with some local friends he'd been trying to escape with. It left her free to finally share some more stories with Lori and Erica over breakfast. They all needed to pee, as all three had somehow gotten the memo subconsciously that it would be more fun sharing and listening to desperation stories while actually desperate.

As they started their breakfast, Lori said, "So... graduation... what was the story there?"

Nora took a sip of her juice, making her bladder protest immediately, then said, "Well, clearly by then the interest was fully developed."

As graduation approached, Nora had worked out the timing. She could go three full days before her shit would absolutely need to come out as long as she ate normally. She had done multiple holds in school to test it out, so she knew her limit, and could have it down nearly to the hour. She had also done it while holding a full bladder and could still get the timing right. It was going to be fun.

Graduation day arrived, and Nora woke up with her bowels packed with an enormous three-day load of poop that was dying to come out, but she clenched and held it in. Her bladder was full, but not urgently so, and she wouldn't be drinking much today, just so she could wait to empty her bladder. She got her hair up, her makeup on, had a very light breakfast, and left for rehearsal an hour later, feeling pretty urgent needs from both her bladder and bowels, but holding everything in with the composure she had developed as she kept enjoying this special habit of hers. No one would know she was bursting to pee and poop unless she revealed it to them, and she wouldn't.

The rehearsal went painfully slowly, Nora feeling every urge getting progressively worse as she swayed her legs slightly and pressed them together just enough to control her needs but not let on that she was getting desperate, and surely, she was getting quite desperate now.

The rehearsal finally ended as Nora felt her bowels trying hard to push out her load, and her bladder bulging under her dress. She had to clench hard to keep her massive turtlehead contained and the ocean of pee in her bladder. There was a short break before the ceremony, and Nora briefly thought about ending the game like a mature young woman, emptying her desperately full bladder and bowels, and graduating normally like everyone else, but she wasn't normal, and that was okay with her now. She'd continue to hold everything through the ceremony, and likely to the party her parents had planned after.

The ceremony started, and Nora was prairie dogging badly nearly the entire time, her bowels way past full, her bladder bulging badly and sending her urgent signals that it wasn't going to hold on much longer. But Nora had no choice but to wait, as she wasn't going to have an accident at her high school graduation.

Somehow, she made it through the ceremony, then to pictures still holding tightly to keep the piss and shit in her tortured young body. They went back home shortly thereafter, and Nora decided to stay busy helping set up the party instead of focusing on her now desperate needs. It helped, and as the first guests showed up, she was forced to wait for her badly needed relief even longer. By this time, Nora was so turned on, she realized she might need to get some relief soon just so she could complete her circle of arousal. She continued to hold it for a while longer, long past when anyone would have expected her to visit a bathroom, and she started to worry that her needs would become too obvious soon, despite her excellent control and composure. As the guests started mingling with each other, Nora finally found a quiet moment to sneak away to the bathroom.

At first, Nora didn't sit on the toilet, dancing in front of the mirror quietly exclaiming to the walls how badly she had to go to the bathroom, how desperately full she was, and whimpering that she couldn't hold it much longer. In truth, she could probably last at least another hour this way before she'd reach the point of no return, but she needed her womanly needs met now, and there was one sure way to do that.

Nora finally pulled off her dress, ran the sink so no one could hear her, and sat on the toilet with panties at her ankles still desperately holding everything in. She took a breath and started touching herself, slowly rubbing, relaxing both her bladder and bowels. Whatever happened would happen, and it would aid her arousal now.

As she kept rubbing, her arousal rising with every passing second, she felt her massive shit exiting her asshole, stimulating the nerve endings and making her quietly moan with pleasure as it filled the bowl outside her control, then her bladder started powerfully releasing, and with the combined release of both, Nora went into orbit with the intensity of multiple back-to-back orgasms. She stifled a scream as her needs were satisfied, afraid someone would hear her, but no one was there to hear anything she did. She'd gotten away with a desperate hold throughout graduation, and an orgasmic release in her bathroom with a bunch of guests at her house for her party. She finally recovered her composure, empty and sexually satisfied, wiped the sweat from her brow and other places, adjusted her dress, and went back to the party like nothing ever happened.

"Mom," Lori said, squirming a bit with her full bladder, "that was unreal! I can't believe you got away with that!"

Nora said as she squeezed her crotch to contain her growing need, "Remember, I was fully into it by then, I'd learned how to not give myself away."

Erica was fidgeting from her own desperately full bladder as she asked, "What about your wedding? That sounds like a hell of a story."

Nora fidgeted and crossed her legs with a mild grunt and said, "Yes dear, it surely was, although I mildly miscalculated on that one."

"Really," Lori asked, "how's that?"

Nora smiled remembering how it had all gone down and started walking the girls through the hours leading up to the wedding.

Nora said she had been so happy to find someone like her husband Tom, the wedding hardly made her nervous. So, when the day came, she knew she'd be holding in a poop, she just had to plan the timing right. She started holding two days before, planning on day three being her wedding day. The wedding was in the early afternoon right after a light lunch where she'd eat just a few small things just to keep her energy up without getting too full. Unbeknownst to her bridal party, she was already going to be quite full.

As the morning events dragged on, including breakfast, hair, makeup and lunch, Nora kept holding her now urgent load in her bowels. It was mildly arousing, but she was also trying to conceal those feelings from everyone around her and doing a fine job of it. None of her bridesmaids or vendors ever seemed to notice that she was holding back a massive bowel movement, and she'd keep it that way as long as she could.

Finally, the prep events were done, some pictures were taken along the way, and there was about a half hour break until she had to walk down the aisle. Emotionally, Nora was relaxed. She was ready to marry Tom, and what few nervous flutters she had about it had long since been subdued. Physically, however, it was another story. Hidden beneath her absolutely stunning wedding gown, her sheer pantyhose and seam free sexy panties, her ass was flexing trying to keep her massive shit in her bowels. Her asshole kept winking, opening without anything coming out as she'd briefly clench to keep it closed, and smiling despite what was now becoming a very urgent need to empty her bowels. She went to a bathroom and peed one last time, carefully clenching her asshole to prevent anything from coming out. Then, finally, it was time. There was no way to back out now, she was going to be urgently needing to poop as she was marrying Tom, and she'd just need to pretend she was a happy soon-to-be bride. To be fair, Nora was a happy bride-to-be, but she also desperately needed to shit, and that was weighing on her mind heavily, and was turning her on significantly. She'd conceal it from everyone.