Liz is getting very frustrated. She has been married to John for four years now and there are things in their marriage that are not quite right. They've bought a house with help from both their wealthy parents. John has good job and they could easily manage without Liz's wages. Liz wants to start a family but she knows that you cannot do that until she irons out the problem within the marriage. They'd not lived together before marriage unlike many couples these days and due to John's religious beliefs there was no fucking allowed before they got hitched. John was a virgin when he met Liz whereas Liz had lost her virginity to an older neighbour when she was eighteen and was active sexually with a number of boyfriends after that. John had never asked the question and is unaware of Liz's sexual history.
Liz had not expected that there would be any problems with their sex life after they wed as there was quite a lot of playing around in the early days of their relationship.
"John darling, would you like to see my panties?" Liz would say as they sat in John's car. They would often park in a favourite spot in a quiet lay-by on a country lane.
"Yes please." John would mutter in a low voice, embarrassed.
Liz would lift her bottom off the seat, pulling her short skirt around her waist giving him a full view of what she wore underneath. This would never fail to cause John's penis to rise.
"No... please... please don't."
Ignoring John's comments Liz would unzip his pants and take him out.
"Keep looking at my knickers sweetie, you know you like to look. I've worn my pink ones cos I know they're your favourites. When we're married I'll walk around the house naked or just wearing a nice pair of panties. You'll like that won't you dear?" Liz jerks his cock up and down as she speaks. He's a bit small but very aroused.
"Mmmm..." John is groaning and nodding at the same time. After a few minutes he spurts into a tissue Liz has put out for him.
John is a Roman Catholic and goes to mass every Sunday. He feels guilty about his sexual arousal and discusses his behaviour with the priest in the confessional. The priest asks him to say a number of 'Hail Marys' telling him he must try to avoid this kind of thing in the future. But whilst they are still single he still finds himself taking Liz to the secluded lay-by regularly.
He lived with his mum until he was married and frequently masturbated to pictures of women wearing skimpy underwear that he found in her catalogues. She always left a few around the house. If his mum caught him pulling on his penis she would spank his bare bottom telling him it was a filthy habit. Secretly she was excited by her son's wanking enjoying looking at his little cock. She kept all her old catalogues over the years from time to time providing him with different pictures for him to lust over. As an only child in a one parent family he is naturally still close to his mum. She still phones and visits frequently. John remembers fondly that in the days when they lived together she wasn't shy about showing him her body, sitting carelessly in chairs showing her panties or wandering around the house half dressed. She would deliberately wait to put her nylons on until she came downstairs and fastened them to her suspender belt in front of him. This gave them both pleasure.
On Sundays John told the priest everything even revealing how his spankings produced an erection. At the same time as granting him absolution the priest could never condone his lustful behaviour leaving John confused and guilty. Somewhere along the line he came to look upon full sexual intercourse with a woman as unnatural and unpleasant. He'd not thought much about it in the run up to their wedding day perhaps hoping it would be resolved easily.
Their wedding night sets the pattern for things to come. After a wonderful day paid for by Liz's parents they fall into bed slightly inebriated. They are in a hotel bedroom in the hotel where the reception has just taken place. They are both exhausted but get under the covers naked and begin kissing and cuddling.
"This is it, the moment we've been waiting for." Liz presses her breasts and hips against her husband's body. "Hey, come on big boy, I need my husband inside me." She's noticed that his penis is partly filled with blood but still dangling down. She strokes it gently wanking it as she has done many times before but with barely any change.
"I know I'll get my panties."
Liz climbs back into the bed and begins stroking his member with her knickers. The cock rises but shrivels again when she takes them away.
"Why don't you put them on darling?" she says desperately seeking out a solution. She notices his cock jerk a little at her comment and spots him blushing.
"What?" John looks at her pretending surprise as if he's never considered wearing a girl's underpants in his life. Truth is he's used it as a masturbation fantasy and worn panties several times.
"Come on darling. Try it for me. Can't you see? I want you to fuck me. Touch my cunt darling, I'm all wet for you."
"Okay, anything for you." He draws them up his legs and feels again the divine sensation of silky smoothness around his cock and balls.
"Wow! What a difference." Liz expresses her delight and lays back legs apart. John moves over her, fingering her secret place which is fully prepared for what is to come. He slips his erect cock out of a leg hole in the panties but as he tries to push forward his erection disappears.
"Oh, no, not again." Liz can't conceal her disappointment. She goes into the bathroom pretending she needs to pee. She sits on the toilet lid and cries a few tears. Her sexual desire has not gone away and remembering how her new hubby responded to wearing her panties she manages a brief orgasm with her fingers which helps to relieve some of her sexual frustration.
Back in the room she cuddles with John.
"It's okay darling. There'll be plenty of other occasions. You were bound to be tense on our wedding night. Now, you've fingered me to orgasm before haven't you dear? Why don't you help me out this time? It'll make us both feel better."
She notices that John is still wearing her panties. "Perhaps I can do better than that." He has a determined look on his face. He moves down the bed quickly and taking a knee in each hand gently pushes her legs apart burying his head between her legs. This is one variation of sexual play that the couple have never tried but what John lacks in experience he makes up in enthusiasm and it's not long before Liz is bucking and wriggling through another more intense and enjoyable orgasm.
But his inability to fulfil his husbandly duty does not go away. Liz misses the feel of a cock inside her, but worse than that she now desperately wants to be a mother. Marriage counselling does not solve the problem and whilst she loves John and has no problem with his panty fetish she is left wondering if they are going to end up a childless couple.
Their life carries on in a normal way until John has to inform one of the managing directors of his firm that he's done a terrible thing. He knocks on the man's door shaking in his shoes.
"Come in John, what is it?"
"I've just crashed into your car on the car park sir, my foot slipped off the brake onto the accelerator. I'm very sorry sir."
"You damn fool. You'd better show me how bad the damage is. The wife only bought it for me last week as a birthday present."