Life As A Sub Ch 01 Pt 14

I signed the bottom of each paper. He stood, walked round the table to me, opened his fly and pulled out his soft but quite thick looking soft cock. He then also clumsily fished out his heavy balls and let them hang on his trousers, leaving his cock to nestle between them.

My heart was racing. His naked flaccid cock was right in front of my face. This was really happening, here, now, in the study room.

He stood in front of me, blocking my view of the door. His cock was so close to my face, I felt its heat. It was right under my nose and I smelt a faint odour of pee. It wasn't unpleasant, but it wasn't the fresh soap smell that Bob and John had at the party. I was really nervous now. I looked at his circumcised cock. He deliberately made it twitch as It hung down pointing at my knees. The skin was smooth looking, the faint outline of thick veins all the way down to his cock head. The egg shape of his balls was prominent in his loose shaved and slightly red ball bag. I couldn't help myself as I tilted my head down to see the crinkly lips of his pee hole.

I looked at his cock as it twitched. I knew what he wanted me to do, but I thought to myself, was I so desperate to be accepted again, that I would risk it all here in the study room?

"Well. Do you remember what Bob taught you?" Clive said looking down at me.

"Yes of course Sir. But here? Someone might see. What if we are caught?"

"Tell me what you see?"

"Your impressive cock and balls Sir." I replied still looking and breathing it in.

"Exactly. And you know what you have to do. It doesn't matter when or where. When you have a cock presented to you ..."

I got to the right angle to kiss the tip of his soft spongy cock head, directly on his pee hole. Then without touching it with my hands, my lips still on his pee hole, I straightened up as I slowly sucked his cock into my mouth. I kept sucking until my face touched his belt buckle. For the first time ever, I had a completely soft cock in my mouth and I was feeling it grow and expand and change from soft to gristly.

A circumcised cock. Another first for me. It felt different on my tongue and as I sucked, I could feel the soft crinkly ridges around his cock head slowly become smooth. I remember sucking Bobs naked cock head when he was hard, but Clive's was soft and rubbery, there was no foreskin to roll back, this was a naked cock and it was becoming hard fast.

As I drew back, the thickness of his cock was slowly becoming more prominent and smoother on my tongue. It was a different experience than trying to suck on an already hard cock. The actual deed of sucking a soft then hardening cock had it's effects on my mind. I was getting hard, fast.

I was experiencing and doing something that made me have strange feelings. My friends had talked about suck boys and men who knelt and sucked on men's cocks when told to, and I wondered if I was becoming one of them.

Clive just stood there, looking down at me. It was like he was used to getting this sort of attention. I wondered if he had tested other students.

"Don't rush it. Enjoy what you are doing. Let it become natural for you. Yes, that's it, steady and gently." He added, "The test papers will be with Bob this evening, so you could have an answer in a weeks time."

As I listened, I was very aware that I could only hold half of his cock in my mouth. I looked up at him for his approval.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door. I jumped out of surprise and tried to pull back from Clive's crotch but he quickly put his hands on my head and held me in place.

I was shocked when I heard the door open. I heard a man's voice ask Clive how much longer he was going to be. There was no shock or surprise in the conversation, so I didn't think he could see what was a very humiliating and embarrassing situation for both of us.

I was really worried I might be seen. Clive's cock was now hard and at its full thickness and length. His hands held me, pulling and releasing me to take him deeper.

It was getting difficult to breathe and I was short of breath as he touched the back of my throat. I couldn't help but gag, his cock was now blocking my airway, but I didn't want to make a noise, just in case.

I heard Clive tell the other person that he would be finished in about 5 minutes.

When I heard the door close, I frantically pushed on Clive's hips to get some air. I spluttered, and took a deep breath just as he made me take him in my mouth once again. It was then that I got a real shock.

Out of the corner of my eye, there was someone else stood beside Clive, watching me.

OMG. I had been caught. The embarrassment of being watched as I sucked this man's cock flooded over me.

Clive allowed me to push away from his crotch, his cock now standing proud and erect covered with my saliva. I took more deep breaths and coughed a couple of times, then looked over at the other man. His face didn't show any emotion, he just looked down at me as if this was something that he had seen every day.

Clive spoke first, "Don't stop. Complete your test. Think about what you are doing and how you might pass. Oh, and this is Dale by the way. He is my colleague so don't be scared, your secret is safe with us."

Dale nodded with a two fingered salute to confirm what Clive said.

Clive then wiped his cock all over my face. I felt it leave a trail of saliva over my cheeks, eyes and nose. The embarrassment I was feeling was overwhelming. After he finished, I was compelled to wipe off my face with the back of my hand. I felt so degraded and humiliated.

That feeling was back. I was again in an awkward and demeaning position, and my stomach churned. I looked up at Clive, then to Dale.

"So, this is your new swinger?" Dale asked.

Clive nodded and said, "Yeah, he's getting a second chance."

He pushed his swollen shiny purple cock head to my lips again.

I opened my mouth and sucked on him again. I really didn't have a choice. I was being embarrassed and humiliated beyond anything I had done before.

A total stranger, a man, was watching me sucking a cock, and he didn't even look fazed by it.

I wondered that if this was part of the test and I fail this, then that was the end of the party invites. I was torn between humiliation and focussing on passing the test.

I resigned myself to the situation I was in. I wanted so much to go to another swinger party. I wanted to be part of the special group. I had to do this.

I tried to use my tongue under it when it was as far in my mouth as possible, licking along the thick length as he pulled back.

Then I was able to flick and push my tongue in his pee hole. He liked that because he reached down and pinched his cock head, making his pee hole open even further. His open hole allowed me to lick inside and nurse on it.

Then I don't know what made me do it, but I glanced at Dale's crotch. I just had to do it, I wanted to know if watching me had any effect on him. I didn't want to be caught, but I noticed that he thrust his hips out, so he must have seen me looking. OMG. This just compounded my shame and humiliation.

"It's James isn't it?" Dale asked Clive.

"Yes, he's one of Docherty's lot, a Computer Engineer, got just under a year left in the college."

"So how far have you got with his induction?"

It was as if I wasn't in the room. They just chatted about me being shy and nervous, and that I was working on being a trusted member of the group. I liked what I was hearing so I started licking along the length of Clive's cock up to his balls. He obliged me by lifting a ball for me to suck on.

"As you can see, he is inexperienced and his cock sucking skills need to be honed. Yes, he is keen to learn. But most of all, he is slowly understanding his place."

He withdrew his cock from my mouth and smacked my eyes with it.

"We got through his shyness quite quickly at Bob's, and now we need him to understand and realize his true potential."

I listened and thought this was all part of what they did at the parties. I didn't know at all, that they were speaking about training me to be a sub. At the time, I was happy to get the compliments and know that I was doing well.

Clive pushed my head away from his balls, looked at me and said, "Right, that's it. Time to clean up."

He produced a packet of tissues from his briefcase, which I thought, he could have used earlier instead of wiping it all over my face.

He gave the packet to me and I wiped my face and mouth, but he just stood there, waiting with his hard cock pointing at my face.

"Well?" He said looking at me and then his cock.

I wiped off his hard cock and balls with the same tissue until I was satisfied that he was dry and clean. I then wiped my face and mouth one last time as he unbuckled his belt and opened his trousers to put his cock away.

I looked up at the two men smiling at me. The feeling of humiliation was off the scale.

Well who wouldn't feel like that. I had just been caught and watched as I sucked a cock. What would happen if people I knew found out? I would have my college life destroyed, and what would Ruth say? I had to trust these two instructors and hope that they kept their word.

I looked up at Dale. He winked at me and pointed at my trousers.

I looked down and noticed that I had a couple of wet spots on one leg, but as I stood up, they both saw that I had a hard on in my trousers.

They chuckled and made small talk between themselves as we left the study room.

So throughout that week, I secretly tried to find out if my escapades were public knowledge. My mates didn't react to me any differently, so I gradually relaxed. That was until I got another note from Clive in the mail.

I didn't open the envelope till the end of the day when I was back in my room. I ripped it open to find a piece of paper with two lines written on it. Reading it, I was excited, but very relieved. The first line said I had passed the test. The second line had a date and time.

I guessed that it was the date of the next party. There was no address so I guessed that it would be back at Bob and Claire's house again.

The date to meet was on Thursday, two days away, but the first thing I did after reading the note was to go and see Ruth. After our cinema date that evening, back in the flat, we eagerly moved on to having sex.

We were on the bed, Ruth straddling me. As she sank down on my cock, and slowly fucked me, she asked if my meeting with Clive went well.

I told her all about the appointment in the classroom. I talked about the test and Dale and what Clive had me do.

My recollection excited her. She pushed down on me, spreading her legs to get me as deep as she could. She loved to hear about how I played with cock and especially what feelings I had as I was watched by another man. I had to describe in detail what went through my mind as she bucked and twisted herself on me.

Ruth worked herself up to an orgasm, and I thought of something in the test that I ought to try. We played a little more and then we both came. I pulled out of her, and while she was still shaking, I asked her if she would like to try something.

She tried to look at me through glazed eyes but she said ok. She was slowly relaxing from a big orgasm, as I kissed and licked my way down her body to her pussy. She loved it and opened her legs a little.

I could smell my cum and saw it dribbling out of her freshlyl fucked vagina, but I had to try something.

I gently opened her legs a little more and there was my cum, oozing out between her pussy lips and down to her bum. Looking at her face, she nodded and reached out with her hands to hold my head.

I was going to do this. She wanted me to do it. I lowered my head and covered her pussy with my mouth. She grabbed my head as I inserted my tongue into her soaking vagina. She squeezed her muscles and I felt something ooze into my mouth.

I knew some girls liked to suck a cock after they had fucked, so I thought what would be the difference if a man would suck a pussy after fucking.

She moaned as I lapped and flicked her pussy, playing with the goo coming out of her.

Now, as I have written before, I had tasted my cum in the past, out of curiosity, but always in tiny amounts. I had even incorporated it in my masturbation fantasies. So, now, I had no problem with tasting it. But, eating this combined amount from the both of us was a first for me.

Sucking her pussy like I did, I took quite a blob of my cum mixed with hers and I swallowed it. OMG what did I just do. I swallowed. It wasn't something that I really wanted to do, I just did it. OMG. I had swallowed.

I pulled back to look at her hot pussy. As I did, I felt the cool air on my wet face and I wondered how I must have looked. I watched her squeeze a tiny bit more of cum out of her vagina, as I flicked my tongue over her clit. She was still very sensitive and she quickly tried to move my head away, but I just put my mouth over her pussy once again and sucked and sucked.

I didn't realise the full enormity of what I had done until I moved up the bed to kiss Ruth.

Afterwards she just looked at me. My breath was obviously smelling of our cum, but she just tongued my mouth and our kissing turned wild.

She asked if I was ok with what I did. Well I wanted to sound like I was a modern man and a tough guy, so I said that I was not a fan, but I did it for her.

Without another word, she twisted around, laid on top of me in a 69 position and devoured my cock, licking sucking and stroking it. I was once again presented with her soaking pussy so I did what I thought she wanted, covered as much of her vagina as possible with my mouth and licked and sucked her again.

We finished as normal and drifted off to sleep, and as I did, I wondered what was going through Ruth's mind and what she was thinking.

End of Chapter 1.

Chapter 2 tells of my next meeting with the group and how they admit their plans to draw out my true calling as a sub.