Note: The following story was written a couple years ago, when I was exploring the idea of becoming a Domina. I sent this particular story to a potential sub I had met on the internet. I wanted to find out if I could imagine how a scene would play out utilizing his previously mentioned fantasies. I am submitting this newly edited story for Literotica now in this context. However, an altered version of this short story will most likely be added to the novel I am currently writing. I love feedback, whether good or bad, and would love to hear your reactions! Enjoy!
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...you were so very naughty and masturbated this morning, making Mistress very angry; you know you are never to cum without her explicit permission. She has just become aware of your selfishly thoughtless transgression.
Mistress became aware of your crime when she discovered the evidence left upon a towel that was placed on top of the hamper. You realize that you probably did that on purpose, without any prior deliberation.
You find yourself worrying about the tide of ramifications coming so soon, and wonder if you are testing Mistress in some way and why that would be.
After a short period of making your ass tender with various implements, along with a thoroughly berating speech about your uselessness and failure as a sub; you have been ordered to stand in the corner completely still, without moving, like a little three year-old for exactly fifteen minutes.
You feel stupid standing there, remembering all the times Mrs. Lee forced you to do this very procedure in the second grade. You feel the clear evidence of shame and humiliation replaying itself through your body. Your cheeks grow warm and pink with blood; now, just as they did then... so many years ago.
During this silent meditative period you stand very still and find yourself afraid. You have no idea what Mistress will do to you next. You have never been so naughty, nor made her so angry, as you have certainly done so today. Your mind reels with all the upcoming possibilities.
Will she choose to ignore you for the next three days? Only speaking to you on a rare occasion to assign you chores? You know if that happens, you will not be allowed to look her in the eyes or speak to her at all, during a no-doubt lengthy amount of prescribed time.
Additionally her body will be off-limits to you in every way, not even available for worship, and you will not be able to touch her at all nor for any reason.
This would be the worst type of punishment she could enforce upon you; this period of withdrawing from you almost completely. During your "time-out" you will receive hardly any attention from her at all... neither positive nor negative; and your inner being balks at the very idea.
Surely you know this punishment would be more than effective, and may possibly be warranted... but you pray for something else other than mimed rejection.
Will she punish you through her actions or her words? You cannot even begin to fathom what her wrath might bring. Will it be something she has done before? Something she has only before threatened? Or something you don't even know that she has only yet thought of? Will the corner-standing be enough to appease her for your terrible misbehavior?
You realize that the odds of your current punishment being the end of all this, is not a very good one indeed. But that doesn't stop you from conjuring up some desperate hope for a clean slate.
You know her better than that, and you know that the reason she had you stand in this corner in the first place was to give her the needed time to decide exactly what to do with you. The notion that she has given you this specified time, on purpose, to allow you to ponder the anticipation of further brutality is not lost on you. This is the perfect example of the way she likes to do things, and why she can be so totally and deliciously cruel.
You realize that Mistress relishes these times when she needs to punish. She often talks about what can and will happen if you fail her in anyway. You try to be good and please her, but after her email this morning you couldn't help yourself.
She had sent you a message from work today, about her plans for you upon her return this eve. You knew you weren't allowed to touch yourself after reading it, but you got so hard thinking about tonight that you couldn't bear to wait for sweet release.
You love her blow jobs and she was feeling particularly oral in the email. She also expressed how much she loves to see and feel, as well as taste your cum; demanding that you save it up for her over the next few days.
Knowing how much Mistress wanted your cum... well, made you have to cum, and so you disobeyed... Now you will have to pay the price.
You jump a little when the egg timer goes off. You can hear the jingle of your collar and sound of your feet stumbling a little on the floor. You are glad that your fifteen minutes are up, but are hoping and praying Mistress didn't see you jump from the alarm. You know that you are to wait until she says you can move, remaining completely still until she releases you. The timer is for her benefit only, a gentle reminder, not an announcement to you that you are free.
"Slave, I am pleased that you were able to obey such a ridiculously simple command as being immobile, but let's see if you can obey when I ask for a little more from you."
You quickly attempt to analyze what she has just said. Normally she calls you "Pet" when she is happy with you, noticing that you tend to get "Slave" when she is not. She had said she was pleased, but the threat of what's to come doesn't sound very good.
"Go to the toy box and get my strap-on bag."
Oh good...
you think, you enjoy when she pegs you with her cute little purple dildo.
Maybe my punishment won't be so bad after all!
you think to
yourself.
You turn away from the corner in order to walk to the bedroom. As you are attempting your first step, you immediately hear Mistress say, "Nuh uh little boy... you have pissed me off something fierce. For this journey you are to get on your hands and knees and crawl."