First of all, I believe that I am not a freak. My name is Heather, and I have needs and wants that are not totally outlandish. I love sex (not unusual), but I also love to piss during, around, or after sex. It's as if those fire boats with all those water hoses going off at once in a display. I use it when sex is well done.
I am a professional person in my mid twenties, working in the medical field. Therefore, I am very careful whom I take to bed with me. I don't need many people talking about my sex life or other none of their own business. I also don't need any diseases or unwanted pregnancies. I bought a two bedroom house with a nice backyard with loads of privacy.
This sort of fetish, or any sort, is hard to break in a conversation with close friends. The last boyfriend I had, a few months ago didn't take to well. I had prepared him what would be going to happen that night. When the crucial moment came, I went off as expected, and my boy friend turns green and throws up. Not a very romantic moment to say the lease. He didn't call back, o-well, his lost.
I see any problem with what I do. I don't drink it or expect any one else to drink it or use it adversely. I get an orgasm, he gets an orgasm, and I piss while we are together, and then we get up and take a shower together, and wash together. It is hard to find other people of like interests. You may not see announcements for "St Iris Golden Showers Circle" or the like.
My home is my retreat from the outside world. I am a different person here; I dress a whole lot less. I would love to do my house work in the nude, but I leave the curtains open because I like light in my house. I sometimes wear different costumes. One is this "come get me" outfit, it is a subdue yellow in color. The short skirt is inch or so below my rear. My top is a short cut-off T-shirt that hangs about half inch below my nice breasts. Depending on my mood and who I am expecting that day whether or not I wear a bra and panties. I prefer without because I love that coolness of air against my skin, and I love to tease. I don't leave the house with that outfit on; I might be pick-up as a hooker. The other is sort of a "Sheena" thing, good for private garden parties. I usually stay at home, listen to nice quiet music, meditate, and play with my special "toys."