For the first time since giving birth to their son Angus, Laurie was alone in the house without Steve or the baby. Steve was down the coast for the weekend to help his aunt and uncle move houses, while Laurie's mother had taken Angus so she could have some time to recharge, and Laurie definitely felt she needed it. Motherhood was amazing and Steve was a great dad, but she had genuinely not had a moment to herself since weeks before the baby was born. Last night she had the greatest sleep since her first trimester, and in an hour she was meeting her friend Stephanie for lunch.
Laurie was just putting on her shoes when she received a text message.
"Hey babes, really sorry but I can't make it today. Benny put his hair in the electric cake beater and we're taking him to the emergency room. Kids right? Sorry, we'll have to try again soon. Love you babes xoxo"
Laurie threw her phone to the table in frustration. '
Kids right?
Jesus, is that what I have to look forward to?',
she thought.
'Well, that's my plans for the day ruined, what now?'
After pacing around the house wondering what do with her time, Laurie decided to draw a bath and have a soak. Getting to relax without worrying if the baby was going to cry was better than lunch at a cafΓ© anyway.
She went upstairs to the main bathroom and straight over to her enamel claw legged bathtub. When Laurie was entering her third trimester, Steve went looking for the new home they would fill with their family. Laurie's one request was a bathroom with a tub that she could lie down in. Steve had delivered and it had been a godsend in the last few months of her pregnancy. Laurie turned on the water. As the tub filled, she walked down the hall to the spare room turned playroom for Angus, and brought their small TV back to the bathroom with her. Normally it was tuned to kids programming for Angus, Laurie figured she could find something a little more adult to watch while she soaked.
The tub was about half full when Laurie undressed and looked at herself in the mirror above the sink basin. She still recognised her face, her brown eyes and dark brown hair, her delicate nose and her full cheek bones, but everything else... Pregnancy had changed her, for the better in Steve's opinion, but Laurie still felt uncomfortable in her own skin. Her thighs, belly and bottom were all plumper than before, mostly stretch free thanks to her, and Steve's, intense cocoa butter regime. She was annoyed that she hadn't lost much of her baby weight yet. Steve kept telling her she was putting too much pressure on herself to get back to pre-baby weight this early after having Angus, but Laurie just couldn't shake feeling like she should look more like she used to by now. Any weight she had lost so far had left her body through her boobs, which were massive now, or at least felt like they were compared to before they were feeding another person. Her nipples were in her own mind 'sexy' before pregnancy, now roughly the same size as thimbles and very sensitive. Before having Angus Laurie was comfortably fitting into a 32D bra. Her pregnancy had added another cup size and a half or more to her breasts, and because they were now full of milk, it was more like a 34 EE, maybe an F. Laurie sighed. She wasn't angry at him, but she did blame Steve for her getting so big.
Prior to the baby being born, Laurie had set ground rules about when Steve was allowed to feed on her milk, and up to the first two months of their parenthood he had followed her lead. However, once they had started having sex again, Steve had also started latching on to her breasts and sucking until her protests turned into moans. It turned into him taking her milk every day or so, whether during sex or before going to sleep or while they were watching television, which in turn had caused her breasts to swell further. It seemed that no matter how much she made, Steve would simply drain her, though he did always leave enough for the baby. Laurie was worried about how much bigger her boobs would get if this kept going on, but still she found it hard to tell Steve no when, after her initial shock, she realised she loved Steve suckling on her breasts almost as much as he did. It was a close act between them, one that depending on mood could be insanely hot or lovingly nurturing. Initial uncertainty and difficulty seeing her breasts as both sexual and motherly, Laurie finally came to a point where she could separate the needs of her husband and her son, and enjoy her nursing times with both of them equally.
Turning the taps off, she silently wished one of them were with her now. Without their nursing mouths for the last few days, Laurie's breasts were becoming painfully engorged. So used to one or both of them draining her milk, it hadn't even crossed her mind to use her breast pump. She hoped that the hot bath would help ease the pain until she collected Angus later in the afternoon and nursed. Easing in, Laurie settled into the water and breathed out a relieved sigh as slowly, the knotty feeling in her chest loosened, and she began to relax. Turning the TV on, Laurie flicked through channels until she settled on a Sex and the City marathon. It was perfect for her to simply sit in the bath and watch. Silently she wished she had brought a glass of wine.
However, one particularly sex heavy episode later, Laurie realised as she watched Mr. Big plowing Carrie for the third time in twenty minutes that she was seriously turned on. Gingerly she touched her clitoris, checking to see if she really
was
aroused or if it was just a trick of the hot water. She sucked in a quick breath as the contact sent a sharp shot of pleasure through her abdomen. Biting her lip, Laurie looked down at her large breasts floating weightless in the water, and with her other hand began lightly rubbing her areolae. Wondering whether she should get out of the bath and do something about her heightening arousal or not, Laurie looked back to the TV and had a brainwave. They had bought this TV because it could connect to the Wi-Fi in order to watch shows on streaming services. Streaming meant internet connectivity. And internet...meant porn.
Laurie picked up the remote to guide the TV's internet browser to her favourite porn site, and searched for what she considered to be her longest held turn on, if not fetish. She found what she was looking for, sunk back into the tub and got into position with her right hand over her throbbing pussy. The video started playing and she watched as the couple undressed, held each other, and begin to kiss as their hands explored each other's bodies. The girl was similar to her as a tall white girl with brown hair. The guy reminded her of her husband in most ways bar one. Steve wasn't black.
While Steve had taken her heart and her love, there was something about black men that had made her horny ever since puberty. Steve knew about it, so far as knowing she had fantasies about having a 'caramel' baby, but still felt no reason to be concerned, and had never tried to make her feel bad for what aroused her or to prevent her from indulging in it.
She felt her nipples plump and harden as the man's penis came into view and lengthened as the girl ran her hand up and down his shaft. The gentle motion of the bath water pushing and pulling back and forth on them was slight, but enough for Laurie to feel warming pleasure flowing into her breasts. Her index and pointer fingers rounded her clitoris lightly as the girl in the video, on all fours, took the black guys massive shaft, nearly as long as her forearm inside of her vagina while the man stood at the foot of the bed, fucking her doggy style. Laurie's free hand squeezed at one breast, then the other, pinching her nipples lightly. Laurie closed her eyes as the girl in the video started to moan, her fingers entered her vagina, and slowly, she began to buck her hips back and forth in time with her digits movements. Her other hand moved to her stomach, a habit from pregnancy, while her feet braced against the bottom of the tub as she rubbed faster. Her breasts felt increasingly hotter as her body reacted to her masturbation. A moan escaped Laurie's mouth as the girl in the video began to cry out. She was ready for her own orgasm to strike.