Space is never easy. Through generations and countless decades of effort, we've clawed out a place among the stars. From one planet to several dozen across the Settled Worlds, humanity has learned to survive the void and the chaos that comes with it. I grew up knowing that. Even as a kid on Terra, staring up through the satellite haze, I knew I didn't belong in the crowds and corridors of the heartworld. I wanted silence. Vastness. The kind of quiet that stretches for lightyears. But growing up on Terra meant a life of structure, routines, and recycled air. Everything was charted. Everything was owned. There was no frontier left on Terra, at least not one they let you touch.
As soon as I got my degree, I traded in my carefully curated civilian life for something real. I enlisted. Worked my way into the Terran Ranger program the hard way, grit, sweat, and a lot of blood I never let anyone see. The Rangers weren't soldiers, not really. We were scouts. Explorers. People they threw into the unknown to see what would bite.
Most of the cadets didn't make it past the second year. I did.
Four years later, I stood in the northern hangar of Atlas Base, dressed in a plain dark blue flight suit, staring at the ship they'd assigned me. My dark brown hair was pulled tightly into a high bun, and my face was clean and devoid of the extravagant makeup which Terran citizens have come to adore. At the moment, I was all business as I looked up at the small starship. My ship. Ardent Dawn. The name was etched in white paint beneath the cockpit, chipped and worn from previous missions, but to me it was perfect. It didn't matter that it was old, nor did it matter it's previous crew were reported missing. It was mine, and for that reason I viewed it in favor.
Embarassingly enough, I failed to pay attention to Commander Havel until he spoke. He cleared his throat, tapping a crystaline blue transparent data pad on his chest as if trying to draw the attention of an animal. Commander Havel was a rather large man, slightly overweight and balding. He spoke with a gruff conviction of a veteran ranger who has earned, or felt like he earned, the respect of his peers. "You got your wish, Captain," he said, holding out a datapad for me to take. "Your first solo run. One ship. One crew. You."
I nodded, gripping the pad a little too tightly. My knuckles turned pale as I took the pad and held onto it, trying to keep the slight tremor in my fingers from becoming noticeable. Nervous energy twisted in my stomach like a knot refusing to loosen, but I forced myself to appear composed. Not in front of Commander Havel. He didn't tolerate uncertainty, and I wouldn't give him a reason to doubt me. I reached up and wiped a bead of sweat that had started trailing down my temple, the chill of the hangar doing little to stop the heat rising through my chest. "Understood, Commander. I promise I won't let you down," I said, my voice steadier than I expected. I saluted, clean and precise, channeling the same unwavering earnestness I used to carry through every training mission and exam. Part of it was instinct, muscle memory, but the other part was pure performance. The confidence had to look effortless. Solo missions were coveted among rangers. Most of them consisted of relaxing in a starship for a couple months and streaming shows or movies. Sure once you got far enough away you'd have a delay, but that just meant no one could spoil things for you. Sure there were the few dangerous solo missions, but with how advanced modern tech has gotten accidents rarely happen.
Commander Havel's gaze didn't waver. He studied me, not with doubt or approval, but the heavy silence of a man who expected you to meet his standards without needing to say a word.
He studied me for a moment, as he always did, his eyes narrowed with thoughtful intensity. He wasn't trying to intimidate me. It was simply how he processed the world, measured, cold, deliberate. He was a man who thought far more than he spoke, and when he did speak, his words were surgical. His face remained an emotionless mask, revealing nothing beneath. But in our world, thoughts didn't have to be private anymore. Communication was turning into something deeper than words, something embedded into our very perception. Mind-to-mind messaging was quickly taking off now. Like many other Terran citizens on the forefront of this innovation, I had purchased a neural chip and had it implanted behind my left ear, a seamless bit of biotech that granted me access to a floating user interface only I could see. Through it, I could send and receive messages, browse the net, navigate systems, or even stream entertainment if I felt brave. The newer models came with built-in personal assistants, digital companions with real conversational depth. Of course, Rangers weren't supposed to use those features. They were considered distractions, undisciplined luxuries. But I had one anyway, tucked discreetly inside the firmware, invisible to inspections and low enough in functionality to stay off the grid. It wasn't a grand rebellion, but it gave me reminders, nudged me with alerts, and helped me hold my scattered thoughts together on the lonelier days.