The first part of this story was posted in the 'Loving wives' category, but as the tale evolved I thought it was better suited to 'Fetish'. There are aspects of mild femdom and male chastity, but I emphasize 'mild.'
If you haven't already I suggest you read the first part to understand the characters and what's going on. Otherwise enjoy.
I welcome feedback and comments, good or bad, but please try to be constructive.
Phallophobia is a real and recognized condition.
June 1st.
So it was that John sat on the toilet late at night, with his wilting cock in his hand, while his wife slept in the next room, and he considered fucking another woman.
At first he felt angry; angry at Louise for rejecting him, angry at himself for blaming her, and then angry at Josie for tempting him. But that soon turned to remorse, because he knew that he only had himself to blame, Louise couldn't help the way she was, and all Josie had done was talk. He was the weak one; he was the one who couldn't control his urges. But then came self pity; Louise's problem was the reason he was here, it wasn't his fault but he was the one being denied time and time again, and Josie didn't really help, she may have just been speaking what was on her mind, but she had made it clear she was available, causing him to have all these doubts and complications. God damn it! He was getting by perfectly okay before she threw that spanner into the works!
With his arousal dampened, but confused beyond words, and not knowing what he should do, John returned to bed. Louise breathed softly and mumbled something in her sleep, he looked at her face, she was so beautiful, and he loved her so much. He kissed her forehead then lay down to sleep, but the image in his mind of his wife blended with Josie's smiling face.
......
As the old saying goes: things will look better in the morning! And so they did: John realized it was just his self pity brought on by the evening's alcohol that caused the turmoil he had felt. Now, in the warm sunlight of a summer's day everything seemed much clearer. He laughed at something Louise said, and for the hundredth time that morning he wondered why he would ever want to be with anybody but her.
His contentment lasted just three days.
.........
John had avoided the subject of what happened in the cupboard with Josie, but the tension in the air was undeniable, and it was only a matter of time until one of them said something, and that something changed everything.
"How are things with Louise?" Josie asked. She was pouring coffee from a pot they kept on a shelf in the corner of the office.
John looked up from the document he was reading "what...em, Louise? Yeah she's good. Why do you ask?"
"I didn't ask how she was; I asked how things were between you now? But if you'd rather not say that's okay. "
John knew what things Josie meant, and though it was a private matter he felt he owed her an answer "No I don't mind. Actually things are much the same, we're, you know..." And he spread his hands in a 'what can you do' gesture.
Josie placed a cup of coffee in front of John, and then went back to her seat "so, still no sex?" She said bluntly.
John spluttered on his drink and then half coughing and half laughing he said "no, no sex."
"God! You must be really frustrated. Do you, you know?" and she made a small fist and pumped it suggestively. John grinned and shook his head, and Josie laughed "I'm sorry, I'm only teasing," she said.
"It's alright, I don't mind. But yes, I do get very frustrated...any suggestions?" He said and mentally bit his tongue "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that."
"Don't keep apologizing, I'm not a child and yes I do have a suggestion," she said. Then when it was clear that he wasn't going to take the bait she told him "I think we both know what we want. There'll be no strings attached, just two curious people. It's your decision."
John didn't know quite what to say. This moment had been constantly on his mind for the last two weeks, but he'd also tried to avoid it, and so he wasn't prepared. Josie had taken him by surprise. He looked at the woman standing before him, she really was gorgeous. But so was Louise, and did he really want to cheat on his wife? But if he did, would it really be so bad...just once...just to relieve the frustration? After all: hadn't he organized the date night with this in mind, a final test for himself and Louise? Surely, with the way she was, it would only help them, ease the tension which had been growing between them, at least on his side. So, almost convincing himself that he was doing the right thing, that he was actually helping his marriage, he coughed to clear his throat.
"So what do we do? Err...should we rent a...you know, a room or something...a hotel?"
Josie smiled and her body seemed to relax. It had been difficult asking the question. But she had thought of nothing else since that day in the cupboard. Why John had this effect on her she didn't know, she didn't love him nor did she want an affair with him, it was just some kind of magnetism, and would it really hurt...just once? So not realizing how her thoughts echoed his she said "Why don't we take an early day, I only live twenty minutes away," and although she was younger and John was effectively her boss, they both knew she was the one in control.
Taking his hand she led him unresisting from the room, down to her car and on the twenty minute journey to her apartment.
.....
"You can do what you want," Josie said "anything."