Flashback:
I've always wondered where and how my cuckold fetish stemmed from; even though I've known I was a sexual submissive the cuckold fetish has been new desire. After some self-examination I believe I can pin point two distinct experiences where even though I didn't realize it at the time may have influenced me.
The first was during my time as a sophomore in college and I was dating a girl named Catherine. She was going to a University in Illinois and I went to visit her right before I started my fall semester of classes. Megan was a petite girl, maybe A cup tits, but with a very pretty face and fit body. I arrived at night sometime around 8 pm or so and tried to get into her house she was sharing with 3 roommates. All of sudden, I guy from Catherine's room start yelling out of her window for me to get the hell out of there and that he was fucking Catherine. Needless to say it was a big blow, and luckily I had a good friend of mine on campus to go visit to cool down. I remember being so angry that my friend Adam and I went out drinking that night and we both got laid. I did meet with Catherine later that weekend, and while she was very apologetic, we both agreed to end our relationship as the long distance thing wasn't working.
The second instance was with my current wife Ashley. I had just graduated and was working my wife job right out of college. Ashley was 1 year behind me and was still in school while I began my career. The long distance wasn't all that bad because I was able to visit a lot on weekends but still not the ideal situation. Ashley had 3 roommates and they decided that year for Spring Break they would all go to Florida together. I had no problem with this and even encouraged her to go because she was quickly approaching the "real" world. They went to Florida and were living it up, Ashley was drunk half the time and we had a few phone arguments especially since she told me she and the girls were partying with a group of guys they had met from some school down in the south. Of course this raised my jealousy level but I got over it and she returned when the vacation was done.
Flash forward several weeks to Ashley's graduation weekend, when 1 of Ashley's roommate's boyfriends asked me out for some beer and wings at 1 of our old haunts, we were sitting there discussing everything from sports, jobs, etc. when we got to talking about the girls Spring Break. He mentioned that I must have pissed that the girls went for 2-3 days to hang out with the guys they met. It turns out that Ashley and the girls had ditched their hotel rooms, drove 3 hours across the state to where the guys were staying and stayed for several days. This set me off, we got to back to the house and I immediately went off on Ashley. I was considering driving the 3-4 hours home that night but had too much to drink so slept it off. At first light I got in my car and left forgoing the graduation ceremony and breaking it off with Ashley. It was several tense weeks before we ended up getting back together but Ashley assured me she didn't do anything with anybody ( I think she fucked them) and only didn't tell me because of she was afraid I would be mad. I guess still to this day I assume that maybe she got some frat boy cock while on Spring Break.
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