Jills Peeing Diary Pt 01

Contains: Casual Peeing and Wetting, Exhibitionism, Diapers (NOT Age Play), Masturbation

Good lord this was so much more fun than I expected it to be. I'm super proud of this story, you'll love it.

All characters are 18+, duh

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Friday

Entry 17

Dear Diary,

I did something really naughty today. I think it would be easiest to just start from some time this morning. After I'd woken up and showered and stuff, I realized that I needed to pee super badly. Like, I should've peed in the shower badly, but I didn't realize I needed to until I was brushing my teeth.

So like, I was in the middle of brushing my teeth when my bladder just had this SUPER big cramp. Like that feeling where you bend over clenching out of nowhere or else you're just gonna pee yourself? But I really didn't want to, like, PAUSE brushing my teeth. But I knew I was gonna piss myself instantly if I didn't.

Which is why I'm writing to you on a Friday instead of a Saturday. You know I'm usually super careful about planning this stuff out, not wanting friends or coworkers to find out, but I've been living on my own for almost two years now, and I want to be more spontaneous! Is that how you spell that? I think so. Take chances! Make mistakes! Just like how my old teacher used to say!

I was a little nervous doing it, since it wasn't planned, but I just kept brushing my teeth and spread my legs a little bit apart. And while I was focused on getting down by my gums and stuff, I just let my muscles relax.

It felt SO exciting! I was trying my best to focus on the task at hand in the mirror, but I kinda just listened to the sound of it hitting the tiles below me. It felt so good to let it go, and the relief just washed right over me. A sort of warmth spread around my abdomen, and I actually pushed a bit on the muscles to make it come out harder. For some reason I just love pushing it to come out as hard fast as I can.

And I REALLY had to pee! It went on for quite a bit, and I even put my free hand on top of where my bladder is to feel it slowly going down. It felt so naughty to pee right onto my bathroom floor, and I'd totally just stopped focusing on my teeth at this point. It kept going and going and going, like it was never gonna stop. At one point I stepped back from the mirror for a few seconds to see it coming out, and it kinda turned me on a little bit. My feet were wide apart, standing butt naked from the shower, and I could just watch as a stream of piss rocketed out of me onto the floor. There was totally a big puddle, but I loved it.

Eventually the stream started to wane off, and that's when I went back to finishing up my morning routine. I threw the towel I'd used to dry my body off over the puddle, but that's all the clean up I did lol! I just left it for when I got back from work.

Oh, speaking of work, I did something there too! After I got my uniform on for work, I decided to throw a diaper on underneath! You know I've worn them outside once or twice, but I've never gone to work with one! I was so scared, but I really wanted to do it. I kinda figured it would be fine because, y'know, I work as a secretary.

Like, pretty much my whole day is sitting bored at the hotel checking guests in occasionally. It's not exactly a popular hotel, pretty much the only people that come to the place are tourists stopping to sleep on the way to somewhere else. Sure, I sometimes have to do a bit of paper shuffling and dealing with bitchy tired guests, but you know I'm just playing Solitaire most of the time!

I'm totally off track, let me tell you what happened. It was some time after lunch, and I'd drunk a whole ton of water and coffee through the day. My bladder was just screaming when, for some reason, we got a whole bunch of guests coming in at once! Of course Jess had called out today, so I had to take care of everything myself, which only made the guests MORE snippy. As if it's MY fault I'm doing a two-man job!

Guests just kept coming and coming! Later I found out some big concert was happening nearby, but I was super confused at the time. I couldn't possibly leave the desk, and it seemed like no matter how many people I got checked in, the line just didn't shrink! I was desperately trying to think of what I could do, cause at this point my bladder was totally screaming at me. And of course the waistband of my skirt wasn't helping by squeezing my JUST over top my bladder.

Finally it got to a point that I had to just say fuck it and go for it. I had no idea of the peeing sound would be super loud, or if the lobby music would cover it up, or if it would be totally silent. But like at this point it was making me not be able to focus on what I was doing, so I knew I just had to go and hope for the best, cause otherwise people were gonna be able to tell.

Of course, right as I decided that, a guy walks up and he's booking the most expensive room we have! Not that it's much more fancy than the regular rooms, but it is on the top floor! He totally looked like it too, suit and tie and expensive watch! It would be awful if I embarrassed myself or my boss if THIS guy in particular noticed, but I just couldn't hold it anymore!

So as he was talking about the concert (he's the one that told me about it), and how excited was and stuff, I just started peeing right in front of him! The bladder relief was so nice, and peeing into the diaper meant I felt ALL the warmth. I knew the diaper was immediately soaked, and I just had to hope it wouldn't leak. The guy didn't seem to immediately notice, but I was super distracted trying to listen for it. I couldn't immediately hear it, but I did totally fumble checking him in.

Like, fumbled in a way that I zoned out and he had to say "Miss?" to startle me back to reality. I clenched down hard to stop the pee, but after that I checked him through super quickly, apologized, and then called for the next guest. As the next person walked up, I finally realized I'd clenched, and my bladder was burning trying to let the rest out. My heart was still racing from before, but I still knew it was a losing battle trying to hold it.

Somehow I still managed to check the guy in just fine, but the whole time I was focused on my peeing. It was so warm, it didn't really make any noise, but it was still so scary and exciting! I was done by the time he left, and within a half hour the lobby was pretty much empty again. More stragglers kept coming through the end of my shift, but it was only about another hour and a half before I got off work.

This entry is getting long, but I still have a couple more things! Like, I didn't get up at all after peeing at work until I was done with my shift, cause I was so nervous to find out if it would show. Thankfully it was probably totally unnoticeable unless you were specifically looking for it, but I just left quickly anyways.

The diaper made walking a bit weird, but no more weird than walking in a pencil skirt anyways lol

But when I got into my car I totally felt it just squish! It was really weird, but kinda hot? I think I'm gonna have to do more stuff in the car. Definitely gonna have to pee while driving out to, like, another town or something. Like the supermarket in the next town over, then I can pee while on the highway!

I parked in the parking garage attached to my apartment building, and focused on the feeling of the diaper as I walked back home. It was only like 5 at this point, so it wasn't particularly dark or anything. It felt super weird having a heavy weight down between my legs. And when I got into my apartment, I went straight to the bathroom to see how it looked.

I stripped off my skirt to see the damages, and it wasn't as bad as I thought! It was little darker on the outside, definitely more bulky than when I put it on, but not really yellowed or anything. I was surprised with all the coffee I'd drunk today lol

I know I really should've, like, taken it off? But I kinda liked the bulkiness of it, and it was practically dry at this point. I knew I had one more plan for later tonight, but I figured I would lounge around a little bit with it on. I swapped my work clothing for... well, nothing. I just stripped down to my bra and diaper, cause it's really nice to just be able to be pretty much naked sometimes.

After going to the kitchen for a bottle of water, I just laid on my couch and scrolled on my phone with the TV on in the background. Each time I noticed my water was gone I went to grab another bottle, and I think I went through like three bottles in a single hour.

After the hour my bladder was starting to nag me again, of course, but I wanted to push it again. So I turned off the TV and went over to my PC. I loaded up Life Simsulator 4, and figured I'd fuck around designing a character and new house while my bladder filled more.

At first it was fine, I played around with the clothes for my character, and my bladder mostly left me alone. After only about 10 minutes though, I was still trying to figure out how I wanted my character's face and hair to be. It was definitely getting harder to focus though, and that totally slowed things down. At 20 minutes in, I finally clicked the button to start my game and create my house, but I really wasn't paying much attention. I'd started scrolling on my phone to try and distract myself more, and my other hand was pretty much fixed on clamping down my bladder.

I was squirming and rocking my chair side to side. My legs were bouncing, my feet were tapping, and I could barely even focus on my phone! I think I only made it to about 25 or 26 minutes. The thing I really didn't expect was fighting the urge to just... wet my diaper. Like, obviously I wanted to pee, but I also now had an EXCUSE to pee right there. It would be totally fine to do it, but I wanted to hold it! I knew it was coming pretty quickly one way or another, so I finally got up from my chair.

I rapidly unlatched and tossed my bra, then wiggled out of my diaper and just let it drop to the floor. I was totally hunched over trying not to piss now, and my legs were literally crossed in the cartoony holding shape.

But I finally get to tell you what the naughtiest thing I did today. It was terrible! Okay, so I hobbled over super slowly to my window that, get this, lead out onto the fire escape! I was shaking while opening the window, as much from nerves as holding my bladder. I scooted my but up onto the sill, then VERY slowly moved one leg at a time over to the outside. I'm on, like, the fourth floor of my apartment, and by now it really WAS dark enough that it became super chilly and windy.

Trying to move each leg out without peeing myself was almost impossible, and I did actually have a tiny spurt come out while doing it. I figured I'd just clean it up later, or not, and focus on right then. The metal bars were freezing on my bare feet, and my nipples were absolutely rock hard! I was shivering, and even though I was only on the fourth floor, I was totally also shaking from being up on the escape. I kept looking around nervously as if someone was going to see me, which was ridiculous, but I couldn't help but feeling like everyone was watching.

Being scared had made me forget about my bladder for a second, but it cramped hard enough to both remind me that it was much more important, and to force another squirt out of me. I shakily reached out the the escape rail in front of me, and then used both hands to grip on tightly. I moved my legs forwards a bit, then spread them into the save width I had this morning.

I was breathing hard at this point, and chose to look up at the sky while clenching muscle in my body. I closed my eyes while taking a deep breath, let it out, then both unclenched and pushed on my bladder.

It certainly did not need the encouragement, and my piss rocketed out of me fast. I could immediately hear the sound of some of it hitting the bars, but a lot of it was going right through. The hot piss steamed a bit in the cold air, and it both warmed my legs when it first hit, then rapidly cooled them down as it sat for more than a second.

I was absolutely shaking from the cold and nerves, but my body was on fire. Besides the incredible relief that washed through me after becoming as desperate as I possibly could from holding it, I was turned on to no end. My GOD I was horny. The knowledge that I was out on my fire escape peeing into the cold night wind, where ANYONE could see me! And that's not even mentioning that I was stark naked! My whole body was exposed to the world, and I was both perfectly safe from anyone seeing me at all, and completely at the mercy of anyone in another apartment who wanted to watch!

I totally let go of the rail and leaned back against the wall behind me. Now that my feet were more in front of me and I was leaning backwards, my piss stream angled to shoot out more in front of me. It didn't take more than a second for one hand to shoot to my clit and the other to a nipple. One set of fingers rolled the little rock of a nipple around, and the opposing fingers instantly became wet and warm from the piss stream.

I've never rubbed my clit so hard and fast in my life. I crushed it against myself and around in circles, but my hand just looked like a blur. As soon as I'd started masturbating the piss just went everywhere. It changed from mostly a stream with a little bit of mist to mostly mist with a little bit of stream. Pee got onto my feet, calves, thighs, and all over my hand and forearm. I couldn't care less about the mess, hell it turned me on even more. I was so badly overstimulated from all of the sensations that it took MAYBE a minute to cum. extremely. hard.

My eyes were closed, my hand was a blur, the other was practically pulling my nipple off, I was covered in piss, I was still a little nervous, I was freezing, I was completely naked, I was exposed, I was more alive than I've ever felt, and I was cumming my goddamn brains out. My toes curled, my legs buckled, my back arched, my head bowed, my arms tensed, and I was seeing stars. It felt like I could feel every single nerve in my body, yet my brain was totally mush.

Like my brain went on autopilot, my hands just moved on the own. I think I ended up on my knees, but I didn't stop through the entire orgasm. My breathing was ragged, my mouth was dry, I was so tense, and even though I was still coming down from the first orgasm I could tell I was building again. I think at this point the piss had stopped, but I was so wet that you couldn't really tell. There were juices everywhere, and my head rolled back as my eyes did the same.

My abs were tensed hard, my legs were squeezing so hard, my toes were rapidly curling and uncurling, and I just kept my eyes on the sky as I rolled into my second orgasm. I don't even remember moaning now, but my voice is still hoarse while writing this, so I figure I made some pretty loud noises. Again, it was like my entire body was short circuiting, my brain was fried, and I couldn't tell the difference between the stars in the sky and the ones in my eyes.

But this time I slowly stopped rubbing. I let myself come down from the high, partly because I thought I would die if I kept going. I vaguely remember just leaning against the wall while on my knees, as my senses slowly came back to me. I felt so sluggish and drained, in the best possible way, but I knew I'd need a minute before I could move.

A minute definitely passed, but I think it was more like ten. I weakly got up, now super sore everywhere, and dragged myself back inside. I closed the window behind me and I think I did lock it, and then I stumbled my way into bed. I'm actually writing this at around midnight now, because I totally passed out for a few hours.

I woke up around a half hour ago, and decided to write this out. Both because it's still fresh in memory, and because it's helping me get back to sleep. This probably sounds crazy, but I think I'm gonna do ANOTHER wetting day tomorrow. I'm not decided on anything yet, but I know there's like a botanical garden that opened up recently? I figured I'm also probably heading to the gym tomorrow, so maybe there too? There's also the library, the mall... I know I wanna do more car peeing stuff like I said earlier, and I could maybe do a bus thing? Train or subway thing? I just wanna pee everywhere without people knowing lol

I think I'm almost done with this diary entry, cause we're at a TON of pages now, but I've actually been sipping on this bottle of water while writing this, and I just got a twinge...

This is different, I've never thought about wetting and writing at the same time. I think I'm too tired to hold, but I can definitely pee in real time here. Let me get comfy really quickly.

Okay I'm laying back a bit more now. I know I don't have a whole lot, so this'll be short. I guess I just kind of let it go, right?

Soooo warm. I'm totally cuddled under a big blanket right now, and my whole midsection is getting even hotter now. Unlike the other times the heat is totally trapped in here, and it's super warm. I love the feeling of the wetness so much. I feel a little relief, but it's mostly just super relaxing. Not having to get up is amazing.

There's a little more than I thought, the blanket is completely drenched. I'm totally sleeping in this, this is awesome. It's so quiet in here I can hear it just a little bit. The tiniest hiss from below my blankets. There's definitely a whole pool of piss by now.

Like I can feel it all around my thighs and waist. This is so dirty, I love it. God it's warm. My own personal sauna hot tub thing. I'm kinda pushing now to try and get a bit more out, but I think I'm done.

I'm beyond tired now, and super duper comfy under my hot wet blankets. I even have the thermos up a bit since I was outside freezing my tits off earlier lol

I guess good night for now diary. I'll tell you about how tomorrow goes.

There'll be plenty to write to you about

With love

-Jill