I opened the passenger door and got into my mother's car. She was smiling expectantly but seemed nervous and didn't immediately say anything save for a short greeting. I was trying to keep it together, but my subdued demeanour seemed to give the game away quickly that things hadn't gone very well. I'd just been to see the doctor, apparently to assuage my worries about the glaringly infantile size of my private parts. In reality I'd suffered an unfortunate realisation in the hands of the gorgeous Dr Cassidy, who had diagnosed me with a micropenis, before affectionately yet mockingly jerking my tiny thing to climax.
For the first couple of minutes of the journey neither of us spoke until the pregnant silence got the better of her.
"So, what did Dr Richards have to say?" She asked, her poor attempt at nonchalance adding to my growing discomfort.
"Um, I didn't see Dr Richards. It was a lady Doctor called Dr Cassidy." I replied, my voice quiet and quivering."
My Mother paused, waiting to see if I'd elaborate further. My heart was beating frantically as I stared straight ahead unsure of how to explain that I'd just been diagnosed as having an adult micropenis.
"Sweetie whatever happened in there I hope you know that you can share with me. We should be able to talk about anything, even the embarrassing things."
I tried to steady my breathing. Even after cumming twice in Dr Cassidy's office the little acorn between my legs was beginning to stir and throb in instant response to this new humiliation. A part of me found the whole situation unbearable and I yearned for the car ride to be over so that I could have some privacy to collect my thoughts. But there was another part of me that found the whole situation intoxicating. I clasped my hands together to steel myself and took a deep breath.
"It's really small Mum." I said pathetically.
She didn't say anything, just kept her eyes on the road. I looked over to her, seeing clearly that she was at a loss for words, so I continued.
"She measured it. Apparently it hasn't gone through puberty like the rest of me and isn't ever going to. She's referred me to a urologist to see if they confirm the diagnosis."
"What do you mean the diagnosis?" She asked hurriedly.
"Well, she told me I have what's called a micropenis." My heart skipped a beat as I said this, and I could feel my little willy stiffen in my pants. I told her exactly what Dr Cassidy had told me, that given my penis hadn't received the necessary growth hormones during puberty I was now stuck with a little boy cock on an adult's body.
I wasn't all that surprised when she didn't know how to respond. She simply sat driving, mouth agape, looking like she wanted to speak but unsure of what to say in this unprecedentedly uncomfortable situation.
"So looks like no grandkids for you." I said, trying to ease the tension with a bad attempt at humour. She didn't seem to find it particularly amusing, pursing her lips and barely reacting.
The rest of the journey passed in silence and when we arrived home I muttered some nonsense about needing to get things done and went straight upstairs to shut myself in my room.
I spent the next couple of hours researching micropenises, looking at pictures and noticing to my horror that even most of these seemed to be bigger than mine. Most were around 3 inches, but many, while short in length, seemed at least to be as thick as normal cocks. Mine on the other hand was less impressive. I fetched the tape measure I knew was squared away in my bedside table and wrapped it around my hard micro cock finding that it's girth was just about 3.1 inches. I couldn't explain it, but since being confronted with the truth about my tiny little member it had barely ceased to be as hard as humanely possible. My mind kept returning to the moment I'd first uncovered it for Dr Cassidy, swimming in beautiful ecstasy as I relived the feeling of intense humiliation. The cognitive dissonance was overwhelming and I couldn't make sense of the conflict I was experiencing. The thought that I'd have to go through life with a babydick on the one hand absolutely devastated me. I thought of how I'd never be able to have a serious relationship, how surely any girl who saw it would mock me and refuse to let me even try to put it inside her. I was seriously considering what now seemed like the very realistic possibility that I'd die a virgin. But at the same time I couldn't deny that I found the whole thing incredibly exciting. The feelings of terror that washed over me at the thought of being exposed were tinged with a profound feeling of desire for the humiliation that would follow.
After a couple of hours I heard the doorbell ring and, assuming it was none of my concern, barely paused what I was doing. I could here a muffled conversation downstairs but my mind and body where elsewhere as I furiously rubbed my tiny dicklet, trying to remember the sensations I'd felt when Dr Cassidy had pulled back my tight little foreskin a few hours earlier. It wasn't until I heard 2 pairs of footsteps ascending the staircase and making their way across the landing to my room that I was shaken from my frenzy. I quickly pulled up my boxers and closed my laptop, just in time to prepare myself for a knock on my bedroom door.
"Yeah, come in Mum." I said, trying to sound calm and natural.
The door was pushed open and my heart turned over as I saw my Mother standing with Claire, her best friend's daughter who I'd encountered earlier at the doctors.
"Jakey you must've dropped your wallet at the Doctors, Claire was sweet enough to bring it over for you."
"Oh, hey Claire, great thanks so much." I muttered shyly.
Claire stepped past my Mum and into my room, she handed me my wallet, smiling with a mischievous look in her eye.
"Don't even mention it babe. It was so nice to see you earlier but you seemed in such a rush to leave so I thought it'd be a great chance to catch up and hang out for a bit, as long as you don't mind Susan?" She said, turning to my Mum.