[This story includes bodily functions as well as significant discipline. If any of this offends you, please read no further. You might enjoy this story more if you read my three-chapter story, "A Note to His Teacher," but you don't have to do that to like it. All characters are 18 or over.]
I sat in my room, trying to catch up on the voluminous reading I'd been assigned in my first weeks at Stanford. Even though I figured that I'd be getting a lot as an English major, I already felt snowed under, even though I liked the reading. I was also trying to assess my growing relationship with Terry, now that we had spent a weekend, and a night in bed together, in Santa Cruz.
I was unsure how I felt. After all, I'd been introduced to dominant women by my English teacher, Lauren Kaden, who was the one who encouraged me to aim high and apply to Stanford. Miss Kaden--it was still hard for me to know her as Lauren, which she had permitted me to call her--had also initiated me sexually and was the first to spank and cane me. I also had had the hots in high school for my physics teacher, Miss Benton--she had neither gone to bed with me nor even indicated any romantic interest in me--who had caned me in class.
Miss Benton was a short, compact, but highly attractive woman in her mid- to late 20s, dark-haired, and shapely in her own petite style. She was really smart, as was Miss Kaden, and I now realized how much I had learned academically from each of my teachers. They both were clearly dominant, but I didn't know if they were focused on girls rather than boys. I knew that Lauren Kaden had shown a lot of interest in having it off with me, so at the very least, she went both ways.
I started comparing them with Terry, which was probably unfair because they were several years out of college, while Terry, like me, was a freshman. Terry was smart, too; I had figured that out right away. She had not gone to bed with me on our first date, but she had gotten me between her legs licking her pussy. Right away, her dominant style emerged--in stages.
First, she wanted to spank me, but I had to admit that she had asked me about that after I had told her I had been spanked before, as well as caned. She had also had me under her skirt using my tongue on her lady bits before I had even made a move on her. Oh--that wasn't strictly correct, since I had kissed her, and she reminded me that I had done that without asking. And I added to that approach my reaching under her skirt to feel if her panties were wet. So, I couldn't say Terry was any more aggressive than I had been.
But there was what happened after we showered together, and showering together was at her suggestion, although she emphasized that I was not to do anything there but soap her up. She also soaped me. After that, however, this engaging girl had sat on the toilet--still naked after their shower--and proceeded to pee right in front of me.
I couldn't remember when I'd ever seen a girl or woman, for that matter, pee right in front of me. And the last two developments during their weekend: first, Terry had handed me a pair of panties to wear after their shower, and second, she had told me she would accompany me when I said I needed to go to the bathroom.
As I was getting used to anyone watching me take a shit, she told me that I would need her permission to defecate, only she didn't use that scientific word. She told me to ask her when I needed to "make a doody." I pondered this for a moment and decided this was definitely something that reeked of female domination, or femdom, as I had read about it. It frightened me--who wouldn't be when a woman told you she would decide when you could use the toilet and you had to ask using a childish word?--but it also turned me on bigtime.
I was already hard from just thinking about it. I now turned to my books and tried to concentrate on the assignments I had to complete to stay current with my coursework. I was an excellent student, although I only got into Stanford after Miss Kaden had gotten me to focus on my schoolwork. I kept recalling that incredible occasion when they had gone back to her apartment--it was ok because I had just graduated and was no longer her student, in school, that is.
She had seduced me, even if I hadn't needed a whole lot of seduction. It was an incredible experience for me. This gorgeous woman was the first I had done it with. She had been amazing. She was absolutely beautiful, too, with her blonde hair, perfect tits, and fabulous body.
This thought pattern led me to start imagining the possibility that I might get together with Lauren--I finally could think of her that way as well as call her by her first name--when I went home for the holidays. It would be my first trip back home.
Then my very current and already intense relationship with Terry jumped into my consciousness. She was my own age, obviously had a thing for me, and I enjoyed being with her--even when she dominated me.
Would Miss Kaden want to see me when I was home, anyway? Was she at all serious in suggesting that I look her up when I had graduated from college? Would I even graduate if I got too involved with Terry? Should I even worry about something that might happen four years from now? Hell, Lauren may well have married someone--girl or guy--by the time I satisfied what sounded like her condition for a future relationship together.
Life at Stanford did go on. I met more fellow students every day. People were outgoing and there were lots of occasions to meet without it seeming forced. I went to various meetings for people interested in all kinds of stuff--communications media, photography, all kinds of sports that you could enjoy without going out for a varsity team, political organizations, the opportunities seemed endless, and you couldn't even go to all of these intro meetings.
My courses were challenging but I already was impressed by several of my professors. Many were incredibly young, often just a few years older than I was, but already could be described as brilliant, and there were others, older, who were already famous in their fields.
I didn't feel like I had to do a lot to catch up with my fellow classmates; my high school had prepared me well and, in my case, it was due to teachers like Lauren and Miss Benton, as well as the school's strictness. My kind of high school was not very fashionable in American education today--and the disciplinary scheme only could work because it applied to those students who were 18 or over, n plus the whole program relied on express parental consent.
Terry texted me later in the week. It was nice to hear from her. She suggested that we get together on Saturday for the day. She said some friends were organizing a picnic and she hoped I would want to go to it with her. Her text sprung me from my routine. I had been studying hard and trying to sort out what I had heard at the intro meetings in terms of what I wanted to try out for or just join when that was possible.
I thought about Terry and how much I enjoyed being with her. Would this last? Why worry about it, I concluded. Might as well go with the flow and enjoy the picnic with her and meet some of her friends. I had made a few of my own in the living unit where I resided. It was mixed--guys and girls--and they seemed generally friendly. No one had asked me about the stuff Terry had zeroed in on, and I was grateful for that. Someone else might have regarded me as a freak.
I was turned on by Terry's body and I thought she was smart, too. I told myself I had to keep an open mind of whether I went for the femdom part. I admitted to myself that it had turned me on when I was with Lauren Kaden and I also confessed to myself that I had wanted to get it on with Miss Benton, too. Would she be interested in me since I now was no longer a student there?
How would she react if I approached her? How would I do it? Calling her cold when I was home seemed too likely to result in rejection. I did expect that my having been a top student in her class would help my cause. But maybe she already had a boyfriend, or that she liked girls.
I decided that I needn't fret about this or even go on sweating about it now. Time enough when I got home. Terry was enough for me to enjoy now. I still had qualms about her femdom, but I admitted that I liked her a lot anyway.
When I went with her to the picnic, which was in a park not far from the campus, there were a bunch of people, some couples, and others who came with friends of the same sex, or even on their own. TIse freshmen were still at the stage that they were interested in learning about where their classmates came from and what it was like there.