I had recently graduated and started a new job at a company in Delhi. I had only just started and I was only trusted with menial tasks such as replacing faulty computer equipment for the employees.
My role was redundant and I often thought why I spent so long studying for such a menial role. A habit I developed was to spy on employees and their favourite internet searches. I found it strange that certain employees would always search porn when they were in work. They were the usual suspects. The most popular category was Indian Aunties. A category I also enjoyed.
I was called up to the CEO one morning. Her name was Shilpa Doodhwala and she was in her mid-forties. I only knew that she was married and she had children. Everyone seemed to fear her as she was stern. She was having trouble with her computer. I had never met her before and I was nervous. She was working on some papers and did not even look up at me and said matter of factly, "It is not working. You need to fix it. I have a lot of important information on there."
Most of the employees saved their information to the server but she had saved all her information on the computer. I tried a few simple tricks but it did not seem like a quick fix. I was scared to break the bad news, "I will need to take it down and figure out the problem. It seems to have contracted a virus. I have brought another computer to set up for you until yours is fixed."
She was dismissive and said, "I want daily updates on what is happening. Now leave."
She was arrogant and rude and it really made me angry. But I had only recently started and I could not afford to upset the boss.
I set her up and took the computer without a fuss. As I got down my manager, Ajay, greeted me and said, "Salman, this is a priority. I will have a look at it."
He took it off me to look at. I still felt resentment towards Shilpa but I tried to put it behind me and get back to work. It had been 3 days and I had not heard about Shilpa's computer and I thought no more about it.
It was the afternoon and Ajay called me into his office. He said, "I cannot figure this out and all I can think is to delete it and start again. But Shilpa will kill me and everyone in this department. Can you take it with you this weekend to figure it out? She has only given until Monday for it to be done."
Ajay was as inept as he was lazy but it was our jobs on the line, "I can take it with me tonight."
I was resigned to losing my weekend on this mission to fix the computer. Ajay had wasted 3 days and came up with nothing. Sometimes I wondered what he did all day.
I left it in my bedroom and tried not to think about it. I went to bed and I could not sleep thinking about the problem. Also having to fix the problem reminded me of Shilpa's rudeness which added to my anger at this imposition.
I ran some basic diagnostics on the computer and it showed multiple errors. I had to do a system wipe but Shilpa had given strict instructions not to do this. There was something about the errors that irked me. It reminded me of something but I couldn't put my finger on it.
It then hit me, I had the same virus a few years earlier from a porn website, MilkySluts.Com. I had to do a system clean on my computer but I was younger then and I had learned a lot more about getting rid of viruses since then. As I knew what the virus was, it did not take me long to find it and erase it. I had my weekend back but the way Shilpa talked to me really bothered me and I wondered what she had that was so important on her computer. I also wondered how she got the virus, could it be the same way that I did.
I was not going to sleep tonight. I was going through her files and there was a lot of work documents and they seemed important. I went through her internet history and that is where I made the real discovery.
She did get the virus from the same website. That took me by surprise. The website is for people with a lactation fetish. But as I went through her internet history I realised that website was not a one off. There were various other websites with the same fetish being explored. I just found it strange and wondered if someone had used the computer but I knew that was not possible as she was so protective over her privacy and no one would dare cross her. But as I looked further she regularly visited a dating website. The account was still logged in and I could not help myself.
She did not post a picture and it only used her first name. At the office everyone knew she was married and I found this really strange. I tried to think of innocent explanations but there was nothing innocent about these websites.
I went through her messages on the website that is where I learned a lot more. This was where I discovered that she was divorced. This was something that nobody at work knew about. She never seemed to reply to older men but she would engaged in chats with younger men. Some of the messages became explicit but they always seemed to end and she would move on to the next person.
I found it interesting, it seemed like she knew what she wanted. That resentment I had towards was turning into something else. I began to read her emails. This was gross violation of her privacy but an obsession was coming over me.
Her emails were fairly normal but then I found an email from her husband. It was dated 6 months earlier. I found it odd that her husband was sending an email in the age of text and calls and various other quicker forms of communication.
His email was odd. It started off in a normal tone but it soon spiralled. He was blaming her for choosing her work over her family but I found the ending lines strange, "We all know what you did with Summu. He was my nephew and only 20. Whore." It became clear that she had blocked him from other forms of communication and he was now blocked from her email.
I now knew her experience with younger men and I wondered if that is what triggered her fascination with younger men. I created a profile page on the dating website. I used an old college photo where I wore sunglasses and a hat. I used my normal details but made it clear I was into older women and used preferences I knew would appeal to her.
I could see the sun coming up and I could not believe that I had spent all night obsessed with Shilpa.
In the morning I was regretting creating that profile. I did not know what came over me. How could I be thinking of seducing my boss? I was inexperienced and I had never had a serious girlfriend. That weekend I prepared her computer to be returned on Monday. I installed the latest software so she would not have the same problem again.
On the Monday, I told Ajay that the computer was fixed. He was visibly relieved and said he would speak to Shilpa madam. He was obviously going to take credit for my hard work.
Ajay seemed impressed with my work and he was giving me more responsibility. I was pleased that my role was getting more challenging.
I had forgotten about the profile and by midweek I was more focused on work. But then I got an email saying someone wanted to connect with me on the dating website and it all came back to me.
The message read;
"Hi Salman. I found your profile appealing. I am hoping to connect and see if you appeal to me more. Love, Sexy Shilpa."
I could not believe it and I sank in my seat as I saw the message. I didn't accept it but then I didn't reject it. It was late and I was tossing and turning in bed. My brain was working overtime telling me to accept the request or it will look suspicious.
I convinced myself I had to accept the request. So I hit the acceptance button. I had to reply right away or that would be suspicious. But I thought I would go in hard to scare her off. I did not want this going any further. So I replied;
"Hello Sexy Shilpa. I am 21. I don't care about jobs or relationship status. If you cheat, that is your business. I don't play games so I am going to tell you my fantasy and you either get to the point of what you want or don't bother replying. I want an older woman. I find them incredibly sexy. I like curvy older women. I like them to have big tits. And if you want to know the truth, I want them to have milky tits that I can suck on them until they are dry."
She was online and I could see that she was typing a reply but then she stopped. She started again but then stopped. I read my message again and I thought to myself, if I am scaring her off then why am I basically describing her physically and then mentioning a fetish I know she has. It was fetish I have had for some time and I always found the idea of adult breastfeeding extremely erotic.
She then logged off without replying and I thought I had succeeded in scaring her off. But I had a tinge of disappointment at the thought.
It was almost midnight when my phone beeped to let me know I had a message on the dating app. I was half asleep but it soon had me fully awake;