His phone beeped, and when he picked it up and read the text his heart sunk a little, like it always did.
"Heeey sweetie!"
"Just wondering if you had finished that homework... "
Mark had trouble remembering when he switched from helping her with the assignments of the classes they took in common to doing all her homework, but the feeling he got simply sending her homeworks clouded his mind to such a degree that he didn't really care.
"Yeah sure, I was just about to send it."
"Mark have I told you already that you are the best?"
"Yeah a couple of times but I still like hearing it."
Thank God for texting, Mark thought. It was the only way he could possibly play it cool with Helen without her seeing what a puddle he became when she talked to him.
"BTW are you still coming tonight to the club?" she texted him.
"Oh yeah sure!"
"Tim stood me up so I guess you are gonna be stuck with me all night..."
"My luck π!"
"Don't worry, I might introduce you to some of my friends so dress sharply. "
This is the power she had over him, he realized. Such an ability to utterly destroy him that even these seemingly so regular and normal words obsessed him to such a degree that he really had to consider stooping so low as to masturbate to a text message.
He opted to take a long cold shower instead, he had to get ready anyway.
And it really was a great choice, because the shower allowed him to clear his mind and rationalize the situation he was gonna be in.
He loved Helen. Not exactly breaking news, and how could he not love a person like Helen? Even excluding her beauty, where is he going to find someone else with her charm, the honey of her voice, her confidence and her sense of humor?
But he also realized that just as clear as the fact that he loves her is that she is aware that he loves her. Ignoring all the normal ways in which a person can tell that somebody else is in love with them, the fact that he just spent three hours doing her homework just like he has been for the past couple of months must have tipped her off, considering that she never even asked him why.
So, if the fact that she already had a boyfriend was not enough, this act of just asking him to come along and hang out with her without his boyfriend is the certainty that she very much does not love him. And that's OK, of course.
He just has to deal with it and move on. Maybe she actually will introduce him to some of her friends, even if Helen does not love him, she must at least like him and like to spend time with him.
So he arrived just outside the club with a clear and relaxed mind.
And then he entered and saw Her, standing at least a couple of inches higher than all her friends, but for all Mark knew she could have been literally levitating two inches above the ground considering how divine she looked.
The night of her hair made her large blue eyes stand out even more in her perfect face, her mouth curled in the most devious and yet angelic smile he had ever seen, the proportion of her breast on her body meant that she had clearly been sculpted by Michelangelo, because anything else was impossible. As for the legs that sustained her body, all the words of the English language were not enough and yet redundant to describe them.
Mark could have passed out right here and there as he was picturing Helen burning down the world while all the people of Earth kneel before her begging for mercy, but she was coming to him and he had to be strong.
"Heeeey," she welcomed him loudly as she leaned in for a hug, and just as she did that, Mark could smell the unmistakable odor of alcohol. She had been drinking, not that much, but enough.
Helen led Mark to her table and all her friends followed them sitting at the table.
"So, who is this cutie?" one of her friends asked, and Helen promptly replied: "Oh, you are gonna love him! He's my best friend, he helps me with my homework, always knows what movies to watch, is always ready to buy me coffee and you should try his foot rubs. He's basically my slave!"