Thanks to all you commenting. And to you many Anons, you proved my point.
It is my belief and experience that the act of submission can be in and of itself sexually arousing. Without performing acts which some of you readers consider disgusting or gay, surrendering one's power to another may spark a fire within which can't be extinguished. Those burning flames of submission can engulf one's psyche. Serving a superior being then becomes spiritually uplifting to the truly submissive. He or she will find gratification in pleasing their Dominant.
It needs to be understood that a male submissive sucking his Dom's cock doesn't make him gay any more than you driving your car to work makes you a NASCAR professional. Lighting a cigar or joint doesn't make you an arsonist even though you both preform the same act of starting a fire. The true submissive knows that.
Before continuing Part 2, let me share with a few thoughts of submission for you to ponder.
Self-Sacrifice: The strength of self-sacrifice belongs to the defining essence of a person, and is not merely the result of actions one has willed oneself to do. ... A person who gives sacrificially must subjugate one's own needs on behalf of another
"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends", often invoked in the context of self-sacrifice."
"I pledge my head to clearer thinking,. my heart to greater loyalty,. my hands to larger service" 4H motto.
"There is no shame in giving one's self in service to a purpose or person. The pleasure a submissive provides to their Dominant is their reward." Eviltwin52
"I wasn't sucking his cock honey, honest. I was just holding it in my mouth and posing for dirty pictures." johnnie.
And now, Part 2
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Cindy and I pondered our positions on being subs for Tom. In one sense, it was new and exciting for us to think about. On the other hand, my wife now takes great joy in calling me cock sucker. She doesn't understand that by that act alone, I subjugated myself to Warren for that period of time. I found my pleasure doing what I was instructed to do, although his cock wasn't bad either.
"Just because I sucked a dick doesn't make me gay. It was done, er, I did it because I was submitting to Warren. The arousal came not from his cock but the act itself. Do you understand that?"
"Uh huh. Yeah. Sure."
"Remember what I told you Warren said about that, I reminded my wife as we lay in bed."
"Tell me cock sucker, what did he say again?"
"He said that I'd be tasked to suck Tom's cock and you'll eat pussy. He'll have us both do things we wouldn't normally do."
I felt the movement of the sheet and turned to see Cindy stroking herself. "So you like the thought of eating pussy," I said smugly. "Think that will make you a lesbian?"
"No cock sucker. It won't. But I liked seeing you with Warren's cock in your mouth. It makes me hot to see how easily you shaved for Tom and I know you can't wait to take his cock in your cock sucking mouth again."
"Can you stop with the cock sucker please? I get it. You got me but it's getting old fast."
"Don't you have something to do johnnie?"
"What's that?"
"Didn't Tom tell you to clean my pussy?"
I didn't answer right off. I lay there wondering if I should further degrade myself, should I capitulate to Tom. How would my wife see me then? She already sees me as less than the man I was before she caught me with Warren. "Fuck it. I already know what his sperm tastes like," it dawned on me.
I moved under the sheets and between my wife's legs. Most of his seed had already seep out into her panties. There was not much for me to do. I licked and lapped until she had her orgasm then we both fell asleep.
I called the office in the morning and told my secretary that I'd be working from home for the next few days and to forward all calls to me at my home number.
I made coffee and while it was brewing I brushed my teeth and took a quick shower. Looking at my hairless body, I was beginning to get the feeling of buyer's remorse. How easily I'd succumbed to Warren's instructions and his cock. Looking down at my own pink dick, I watched it fill with blood at the thought of what I'd done.