It was cards night at the Tibbets house, or so I thought. Cindy and I were on our way when she dropped a bombshell on me. "Tonight will be different, johnnie. Instead of bridge, tonight will be a movie night. Now before you get yourself all worked up, I know how much you like to play cards. This won't be so bad. I may be in a few of those home movies."
"How did you wind up in their home movies?"
"You'll see," she giggled nervously.
"Am I on any of their recordings?"
"I have no idea. You'll have to wait and see, johnnie."
I swallowed. There was a sick feeling in my stomach and my throat went suddenly dry.
Bruce Tibbets and I, well, it's complicated. A tall, broad chested man 10 years my senior and I had played a round of golf a several months ago. It was when we went to shower that my life began taking a strange turn.
It happened like this. I was seated on the bench by my locker when here comes Bruce. He sauntered up to me, his cock swinging and swaying as he walked.
To be sure, it was a thing of beauty; something to behold. But me, being married and straight, I only admired it for what it was; 9" of thick magnificense. I did not have any desire to service it. Not at first, anyway.
Bruce caught me looking and stopped close to me. "See something you like, johnnie?"
I looked up at him in all his naked glory. "Um, no, not really. I mean it's nice and all but I'm not like that."
"You're not like what?"
"Gay. Bruce. You know I'm not. You know I'm married."
He moved his hips, maybe by accident, maybe not. In any event, his cock brushed against my shoulder which caused me to shiver.
"Yeah, johnnie. I know you're married but a man can have hobbies."
"Hobbies?"
"That's right, son. Hobbies. Like painting, fishing, golf, even sucking a cock now and then."
I wanted to debate whether sucking cocks is a hobby or a fetish, but Bruce left me to go to his locker.
Nothing more was said about his cock or sucking it as a hobby as he and I enjoyed a post-round drink at the club's bar. "Cindy is spending time with Clara, they're getting ready for my son's 18th birthday. My wife wants to give him a special present."
"I know Clara and Cindy will come up with just the right gift, Bruce. Cindy is creative like that."
Bruce chuckled as he took a sip of his vodka martini. "Don't I know it," he said as if remembering something enjoyable.
When I got home, the house was empty. I remembered that my wife was helping Clara put together something special for Bruce's son and figured she'd be late.
I tried watching TV but the sight of Bruce's magnificent cock kept running through my thoughts. My lions stirred when I remembered how I shivered when it touched me.
Now this was a first for me and I tried to understand it. With no other means to explore my irrational feelings, I resorted to the internet.
When I googled "straight guys sucking cocks" it brought up pornhub, zhamster, and a host of others including videos.
I hesitated but failed to resist the temptation of clicking on one of the many videos offered.
One showed a guy like me, maybe 5'6" tall with a round bottom and narrow waist. He was naked as he approached a big man, much like Bruce, his dick hard and a glistening drop of pre-cum shown in the light as he knelt and opened the larger man's trousers.
When the big man's cock appeared, I was shocked. It was huge. "That's it, boi, feel a real man's cock. Get to know it, every inch cock sucker."
I exited that video quickly, my heart beating rapidly. The stirring in my loins only increased.
Maybe if I could read something that might help explain why I have this feeling," I thought as I typed into the search engine "straight men sucking big cocks stories".
Well! The websites google brought up were Literotica, Lushstories, bisexualplayground and many more.
Being naive about these things, I clicked on Literotica and found a story by silkstockinglover. That story explained how lesser equipped males like me are sometimes drawn to men with large cocks. "The latent desire to serve the Alpha male is a common trait among those not so well endowed."
I read many stories and am not ashamed to say I pulled my pants down and was rubbing my dick as I did so. silkstockinglover is an excellent author and her stories touched my core.
Most all those guys in her stories, like me, were married to women and yet felt better about themselves when giving their mouths and anuses to real men.
At first, I was enlightened. I identified with her characters. I was not unlike those who put others first. So many of those who I could empathize with, ignored their own needs and desires to give pleasure to a real man. They weren't cheating on their wives. They were not interested in a quid pro quo. All they wanted and needed was to give of themselves. It was like silkstockinglover had read my mind, understood my inner turmoil, and laid it all out in print for me.
But, as I read more and more, I became more and more aroused.
What really blew my mind was a story about a straight guy sucking the cock of a man who was going to fuck his wife, with his wife watching. She was actually watching, directing, urging him to suck her lover hard for her.
My orgasm was so intense that it actually weakened me momentarily. I sat with my dick pulsing, my arms shaking, my breathing labored.
When I finally regained my composure, I quickly cleaned up my ejaculate and poured myself a stiff whiskey.
I looked at the clock and wondered what was keeping Cindy so late. I couldn't imagine what kind of present would have Clara and her preparing past midnight.
I washed up and went to bed. I wasn't worried or concerned about Cin. She always was there when others needed her help and this wasn't the first time she'd come home late and worn out by her tireless efforts helping those in need.
When I woke the next morning, Cindy was snoring quietly beside me. I crept out of the room, not wanting to wake her.
Sunday and another round of golf. Maybe I'd see Bruce Tibbets there again.
As I pulled up in my Audi, Bruce was taking his clubs from the trunk of his Mercedes. "johnnie, my man. Join me for another round?"
Rather than play with a complete stranger who the grounds keeper might assign me, I told Bruce I'd be glad to join him.
We were at the first tee when he sort of grinned. "Talk to Cindy about her evening?"
"Not yet. She was still sleeping when I left."
"Yeah. No doubt. She earned a long nap."
I looked at him and asked exactly what did she and Clara do.