I'm determined to be good. I keep an eye on the time, and every three hours, I present you with a nipple, sometimes lying on my side, propped up on my elbow so I can watch you suckle. I watch the way you swallow, even though there's nothing yet to drink. I imagine you feeding from me, taking sustenance from my body, not needing anything more (for a little while, at least.) Your fingers are always at my pussy when you nurse now, sometimes playing, sometimes fucking me in a slow rhythm, your fingers curling inside me, sometimes just holding me, cupping your hand over my pussy and letting me soak your fingers. Once, I got my fingers good and wet with my pussy cream, and smeared it over a nipple to see if you liked the taste.
My favorite sessions are the night ones, when I wake up to find you latched. Sometimes, I find you curled up next to me, your hands playing with my hair while you suckle, winding the long curls around your fingers. It's such an innocent and sweet reflex, one that makes me hold you closer, one that reminds me how much power I hold, too - to make you feel safe, held, comforted. Sometimes, I'm so sleepy I forget, and try to pull away from your insistent mouth, especially when I'm sore. Part of the reason for such frequent sessions is to strengthen my nipples, make them able to take more. Then, you hold me fast, sometimes pinning my arms, suckling harder, reminding me of my place.