On my drive to work that morning I'm thinking over what Howard said to me just before he left. It's so frustrating that I'm in that position again, a bystander similar to that Saturday night, wanting to stop something happening to Joyce but unable to do so. I want to protect Joyce from being an unwilling participant in a gangbang but frustratingly feel I can't, due to my fear that Howard will carry out his threats to expose me to Joyce and to my workmates.
I remember how understanding Jude was when she was here but don't know her email address. Perhaps she might have some helpful advice for me. Joyce mentioned she has an email address that I don't know about. If I can work out how to get into those emails I could write to Jude. Of course Joyce is now the hot wife I always wanted her to be so she might be delighted to take on a whole group of other men at once. If so, fine, but Howard is such a bastard he won't give her the choice will he?
That same night Joyce is out playing bridge so I have a quick look at her laptop. Sure enough I find a different free email service to the one she normally uses.
That's all very well but I still need her email address and password if I am hoping to read her emails. I try for over an hour using possible addresses she might use. I have to fill the dishwasher and clean the toilet and bathroom before Joyce gets home so I'm about to break off when I remember that sometimes if you put in the first letter of an email address the computer remembers the rest for you. Working my way through the alphabet an address comes up when I reach the letter "I"; Now all I have to do is find a password that Joyce might use. But I turn her laptop off and start my chores. Further investigation will have to wait.
The flowery apron I put on reminds me of the submissive, more feminised person I am becoming and I feel a familiar stiffening between my legs. I ponder on what Joyce would do if she finds I'm spying on her. A painful spanking would be a certainty. It's strange that I get a stronger hard on at the thought. I don't try to look too deeply into why it turns me on but realise that there's something quite comforting about having a wife who takes control. I think I've craved this for a long time. My mum was quite strict with me and used to spank my bare bottom. Thinking back I remember how she coloured up when I was over her knee. It wouldn't surprise me if disciplining me aroused her. I worshipped my mum and accepted the spankings as a normal part of childhood.
I'm watching TV when Joyce gets home from her card playing night. She's a bit later than usual and there's a faint smell of alcohol on her breath.
"Strip off all your clothes sweetie. I've been looking online and want to try something called CFNM. It's where a wife keeps her clothes on and her hubby is in the altogether. You don't mind do you dear?"
"No Mummy." I take off the apron and the rest of my clothes. Joyce inspects the crotch of the panties.
"You've not been masturbating whilst I was out have you?"
"No Mummy."
"There's a new bridge player joined our group. He partnered me and we won all our games."
"I thought you only played with women."
"I usually do but he asked to join and the club agreed he could. He's called David. A couple of the women have moved away and we needed new members. Anyway the reason I'm late is he asked me if I'd have a drink with him to celebrate and I said I would. I don't want you to tell Howard. You won't will you sweetie?"
"No, of course not Mummy. Was he flirting with you like those men at the hotel you dance with?"
"Yes he was sweetie. I told him all about you. I said you don't mind me kissing other men." Joyce looked down at my penis. By now it was hard. She took it in her hand.
"Did he kiss you?"
"Not there in the pub in front of everybody. We went to his car and got into the back seat." She began to stroke my cock very slowly. "We kissed and cuddled like a couple of teenagers. It was dark so nobody could see when I let him finger me. He wants to fuck me next time he takes me out."
"Does he have a big cock like Howard?"
"Well I've not had a proper look but it seems quite large."
"Will you see him again?"
"Oh yes, sweetie. Your little cock tells me how much you want me to. David's got me excited and I need you to give me an orgasm." I move onto my knees and remove her panties. They are wet at the crotch. She opens her legs wide and pulls my head into her.
"Can you see what Howard has done to my cunt?"
"Yes, Mummy. I like your bigger cunt."
It's not long before Joyce starts making the little grunts and moans that signal her approaching orgasm. She's soon moving her hips, pulling my face in closer and moaning loudly when I feel her juices squirt all over my face.
"Move back a bit, Don't wipe the juices off your face. I want you to jerk off for me whilst you look at my big cunt. Imagine I've brought home another man's spunk for your supper. You'll soon get to enjoy the taste won't you sweetie?"
"Yes, Mummy."
She watches fascinated whilst I stroke myself to a satisfying orgasm as she explains how much she's going to enjoy opening her legs for other men. She's ready with a tissue to avoid any mess on the carpet. I think ruefully that she'll probably want me jerking off in front of her regularly now instead of a hand job which I would prefer.
A few days later when Joyce is out shopping I spend hours trying to find her password for her other email address. I know from experience that I'll be locked out if I try a wrong one too many times so my best hope is see if she has put the password somewhere in her computer files. I have no luck and, frustrated, decide to give up and try to think of another way of contacting Jude.
I try phoning Howard's house from my mobile but the first time I try Howard answers causing me to ring off quickly without saying anything. This scares me a bit but I persevere and Jude answers the next time.
"Jude, it's Terry, is Howard there? I need a private word with you."
"What? No, I don't want to complete your survey. Goodbye." Jude says, so I take it that Howard is there with her. I'm hoping she'll ring me back. Half an hour later the phone rings.