Lying in bed I find it difficult to sleep. I am still quite shocked by Joyce's enthusiasm but accept that it is quite a turn on for me and fulfils my long held fantasies. So why am I so upset? Going over tonight's events again I find my penis hardening. Howard can control us both now and for some reason my cock finds this both exciting and stimulating.
When Joyce gets back into bed I feign sleep and again she makes no attempt to wake me. I notice she's lying on her stomach and wonder why. It's not the way she usually sleeps. I pretend to turn in my sleep "accidently" catching a hand on her rump and feel her jump a little. Her bottom is red hot. She's obviously had a sound spanking from Howard. I expect she's enjoyed that. Jude and Howard are off home tomorrow morning. He's given her his leaving present.
The next morning I'm awake early. Joyce is already out of bed and I can hear the sound of loud snoring from Howard coming out of the guest room. I'm curious to find out if Jude and Joyce are downstairs and what they might be saying to each other so I slip into my dressing gown go down to listen in. Sure enough I can hear their voices in the kitchen so I sit close to the hatch we use for passing food through into our dining room.
"I'm dreadfully sorry Jude. How much did you see?" Joyce is saying.
"It's okay Joyce. I'm fine with it. I always knew Howard was going to cheat on me from the day we met. His sex drive is so much stronger than mine. He's been on a mission to fuck you ever since that first day. Nothing's been said but I could tell Sunday morning he'd got what he wanted. To be frank I'm grateful for the rest. He never bothers me when he's got a new conquest. He's very inventive. He'll find a way of seeing you regularly now. Hey, don't cry, hears a tissue. Let me give you a hug."
"Sorry, it's such a relief that you know and are okay about it. You won't say anything to my Terry will you?"
"Course not, unless you want me to. We had a little chat while you were dancing. He admitted he likes watching you dance with other men and told me he'd like to see you go further. And then last night..." Jude breaks off, there's a pause in the conversation.
"When you saw us together? What happened? I need to know, please?" Joyce says, her voice louder.
"I think you should know. I almost tripped over him. He was sitting on the stairs in the dark watching you. I think he was masturbating." Jude says.
"What?" Joyce says sounding shocked. "I'll be having a word with him after you've gone. That's no way for a grown man to behave."
"My advice is to keep it quiet that you know. See if he brings it up. Don't you see? Unless I'm much mistaken he's a voyeur. Watching meets his sexual needs. It means you can still see Howard or other men without any repercussions. Have fun with him, he'll love it. I bet you could get him wearing panties without much difficulty. Men like him are submissive. They like to experience their femininity. It'll change your relationship, give you more control. Part of him wants to be treated like a little boy, or even a little girl."
"Do you really think so? I might just give that a try. Thank you, it's so good to have someone to talk to about it who doesn't judge me." Joyce says.
"Here's my email address. Let me know how you get on. I'd better get back upstairs and start packing. We all have our secrets. I've got one or two women friends I go and see when Howard's working away. They give me a different kind of loving to Howard. You won't say anything will you?" Jude says.
"Of course not. Let's share our secrets but not pass them on. I've got an email address Terry doesn't know about. I'll look forward to more revelations about your interesting sex life; and Howard's. Information is power isn't it?" Joyce says.
"Too right it is, but I'll never use what I know to do you down, you understand that don't you?" Jude says.
I move away from the hatch and head off to get my shower trying to process what's been said. Jude's pretty much hit the nail on the head though I'm not sure it's what I wanted to hear about myself. On the positive side she may have done me a favour with Joyce. Do I want her to control me? Maybe that's exactly what I want.
Later when they are all ready to go home the atmosphere is very relaxed. I notice that Jude and Joyce kiss each other warmly on the lips. Howard tries the same with Joyce but she turns her head slightly at the last minute. He dives in a second time from the other side and the same thing happens. Jude, who is tall and slender like a gazelle, bends her head and kisses my cheek. All of us are aware of my new status within the family but nothing is said.
"By the way my firm has a lot of business in this area. It should bring me down to Watford on a fairly regular and frequent basis. Perhaps I'll pop in when I'm working in the town." Howard announces. Jude and Joyce exchange glances and smile.
"You don't want to be stuck in a cheap hotel when we've got a spare room you could use Howard. Have you a date for your next visit?" Joyce says, showing no sign of embarrassment.
"Oh, er thanks. That'd be great. I think it's in two weeks time. I'll ring and let you know, okay?"
After they've set off Joyce and I settle down to our usual routines. I go out and buy a paper finding Joyce chatting on the phone to one of her friends on my return. We are both exhausted and I drop off to sleep reading the paper in the afternoon waking later on to find that Joyce has done the same. I sit and watch her chest rising and falling and think to myself that I love her more than ever now. We decide to send out for pizza instead of our usual Sunday evening meal and retire to bed early. I kiss her once we're under the bedclothes and she puts her hand on the top of my head and pushes down. I enjoy licking and sucking on her pussy thinking back to her weekend of sex. She orgasms loudly, thrashing about in the bed with abandon.
I remember the nasty conversation she had with Howard on Saturday night and decide not to try to fuck her. Surprised, she turns towards me.
"Are you okay sweetie?"
"Yeah, I'm fine. I like the taste of your cunt tonight. It seems a bit different." I'm sure most of his spunk will by now have been absorbed into her body but there is a definite taste and smell to show where Howard's cock has been.
"Yes dear, it must be that new feminine spray I've been using down there." She reaches for my erect cock and begins to stroke it slowly. "You like the taste do you?"
"Yes, darling"
"So you approve? Can I keep on squirting myself with it?"
"Yes, darling. Please keep squirting it up your lovely cunt." She's increasing the pace of her stroking and I'm loving it.
"Your cunt seems a bit different in other ways too."
"Do you like my bigger cunt?"
"Yes darling, I love it. It really suits you. Will it stay that size now do you think?"
"I hope so sweetie. You see, I like having a big cunt too." She begins to slow down the stroking.
"Terry, I'm going to ask you a question and I want you to tell me the absolute truth."
"Go on. I'll do my best."
"Have you ever tried on a pair of my panties?"
"Yes. I'm sorry. Truth be known I expect lots of husbands have done the same."
