I couldn't believe it had gotten to this point. My wimp of a husband was constantly nagging me, questioning my whereabouts, my intentions and it was starting to annoy me. It almost felt like he was trying to control me, although I knew he wasn't. I knew deep down he was a submissive and although it had been a while since we had talked about it, I remembered him telling me about some of his fantasies of submission. He had wanted me to cuckold him, force him to submit. At the time it seemed too kinky to me, but the more I thought about it the more interested in it I became.
Specifically, the benefits for me! He had encouraged me to find another man that would satisfy me. I didn't see the point, as he was doing a pretty good job. Ha, Ha...that was until I actually tried it! I never knew I could experience such a sexual release. Perhaps it was because the sex was that good or maybe it was because of the extreme kinkiness of the whole idea and its effect on my mind. But whatever the reason, the results were still the same. Mind blowing sex, multiple orgasms (yeah, real ones) and no strings attached. Just crazy sex with guys that I thought were hot and of course larger/more capable than my husband.
Which brings us to the here and now. It seems he is getting the impression that I am really enjoying this and now he wants to control the situation a little. Always questioning where I am at and what I am doing..... who is he kidding? He wanted this and our relationship has been improving. So, I decided real quickly that maybe he just needed a refresher as to who was actually in charge here. A real refresher, like he has never experienced. It was going to be extremely hard for me to do this to someone that I truly loved so much. But I knew it was what he wanted and what we needed. Our relationship was going to remain a female led relationship. Mainly because it worked better for us and he truly enjoyed his role much more than he did before. I had always forced him to be the man, to make all the decisions. But he didn't want to be in that position, it wasn't natural for him to lead a lady, and it was affecting my self confidence. The change has been great for us and I intend to keep it that way.
I had done a little research and knew from past experiences that until I truly put him in his place, nothing would change. You see, my husband is no wimp and is pretty fit, and very masculine outside of our home. And I definitely didn't want to change that. But inside our home, I ran the show and I needed to set the record straight. It had been a long day and he had been at it again. You know, questioning, annoying, etc. So I decided today was the day. I had already made some preliminary plans. You see we had done some role playing before, so I had all the gear at home (the handcuffs, restraints, strap-on, etc). In thinking about all this a few days prior, I had already rounded up all of my toys and had staged them already, so that I would have easy access to them. I was on the way home from work and I knew the kids were asleep. So I knew, I could have my way with him. He had no clue, which made it that much better. Boy was he going to be surprised when I dropped that knee on him.
I arrived home and greeted him as usual. We went through our daily updates and wandered up to the bedroom. He was wearing some baggy shorts, so I knew that the timing was right. I sat next to the bed and called him over; indicating that I thought something was on his face. As he walked over, I stood up and began to inspect his cheek. As I was doing that, I started to kiss around his neck and looked down to gauge my positioning. Perfect! I quickly brought my knee up into his crotch, as if he was a strange man about to rape me. I really didn't know if I would have the courage to take the chance, that I may inflict that much pain on him.
You see I am not a mean person and don't enjoy seeing him in pain, but I knew that this was what he wanted and needed. Otherwise, it would not have the truly desired effect on him, mentally. We would continue to waver on who was actually in control unless I drove my point home and let him see that I was capable of it.
The immediate reaction was as planned, he curled over holding his crotch & now aching balls. I grabbed my handcuffs from under the mattress and jumped at the opportunity, forcing him to the floor, forcing him over so he was face down on the floor, pulling his hands behind his back and putting my full body weight on him as I sat on his back. I grabbed his wrists and placed the cuffs on one hand, then the other. Now his hands were secured behind his back. I kept my body weight on him, holding him down while I removed his shorts with my hands and feet.
Oh yeah, between the moaning, he was complaining and asking questions but I didn't say a word, yet. Next I grabbed the mask from my bag of toys and put it over his eyes. I guess anything will work, as long as he can't see what's happening. Pulling on his wrists I told him to get on his knees. Once there, I went around and kneeled in front of him. I gently leaned into his neck and said, "how do you like me now?" He smirked a little, but I didn't need an answer as his little penis was answering for him. He was already supporting a semi-hard penis. It was obvious that he was enjoying it, even in pain.
So I proceeded to start fondling his balls. He jumped when I first touched them, afraid I was about to hurt him again. I wanted this to be somewhat of a sensual domination, so I leaned in and started whispering in his ear. I let him know that I remembered the conversations that we had about his submissiveness and that I was starting to become annoyed with his behavior. I reminded him that from now on, he was really going to be my bitch. No more pretending! From now on, I was absolutely in charge and that if/when he ever crossed me or disrespected me, he better be prepared for similar consequences.
