Friday night, and I am waiting for my husband to arrive home from work. He is late again tonight, as he has been every night this week, some big new project at the office.
This week-end we plan to spend every minute together, and we have a lot of catching up to do. It has been four long days and four even longer nights since we have given in to our carnal desires, and five long days and nights since my last spanking.
I am sitting, comfortably for a change, on the couch with our paddle in my lap, anticipating the moment he will order me over his knee, raise my skirt over my hips and lower my panties to my knees, and spank my pale white backside to the sexy shade of fire engine red I so crave!
Being spanked is one of my favorite things, and also one of my biggest sexual turn-ons, a close second to performing fellatio on my husband and swallowing huge loads of semen as he pats and strokes my head.
I reach my hand inside of the waist-band of my panties and begin fingering my moist vagina as I imagine the week-end my husband and I will share, and my libidinous daydream takes me back to my first year in college, before we met, when I submitted to my first adult spanking as part of the initiation ritual for the sorority I joined.
I was one of only six girls remaining from the dozen or so that had pledged this particularly elusive sorority. Although quite sheepish at the time, I thought being accepted into this sorority would give me the confidence I lacked.
The previous seven days, pledge-week, had been difficult enough to endure, even at an all-female college. First, we were ordered to shave off all of our pubic hair, and submit to random inspections by any member of the sorority at any time during regular classroom hours. We were also forbidden from wearing panties, slips, or any other article of clothing under our uniform skirts. This made the inspections simple enough: raise your skirt to show your compliance. Failure resulted in a five-point penalty. I shaved myself slick every day and lifted my skirt whenever I saw a member of the sorority, even without being asked. This may not have earned me any extra points, but it did garner some interesting looks from faculty members and fellow students alike!
Then there were daily competitions. My favorite was the fellatio challenge, using a life-like dildo. Because of my expertise in this activity, I easily won the contest, for which ten points were awarded. I earned another ten points for consuming the most "semen-shots," which, by the way, tasted nothing like any real semen I have ever swallowed, and I have swallowed a lot of semen!
At the end of pledge-week, the six finalists for acceptance into the sorority were announced and invited to the sorority house for our final test.
After a brief explanation of our challenge, we were ordered to take off our clothes and form a line in the hallway outside of the sorority president's bedroom, facing the naked backside of the girl ahead. Then the master-at-arms, who served as the moderator of the event, cuffed our wrists with those novelty furry handcuffs one can buy at sex shops or on-line.
The irony was not lost on me when the master-at-arms shouted, "Silence!" loudly enough to be heard outside of the sorority house. But I guess she had to display her authority.
Already self-conscious about my lean, gymnast body, I felt totally humiliated standing in the hallway of the sorority house, completely naked except for the fuzzy handcuffs binding my wrists in front of me, among the other pledges in line whose breasts were larger and bodies more voluptuous than my own scrawny frame. With my pubic hair shorn, I looked like a child among women, and of this I was reminded often by the sorority members-at-large. If their intention was to hurt my feelings or make me feel inadequate, they succeeded. I tried to pretend it did not bother me, or compensate with smart-aleck remarks and wise-cracks, but that strategy only goes so far.
For as long as I could remember, and despite blossoming into womanhood at a slower pace, I always received more male-attention than any of the other girls my age. Presumably this was because I sucked and swallowed on the first and every subsequent date, in fact, fellatio had been my favorite activity ever since junior-high when I first discovered what mouth-watering delights the boys had in their pants. But in an all-female college, with hardly an opportunity to demonstrate my fellatio prowess, I felt like an ugly duckling. Getting into this sorority was very important to my eighteen-year-old self-esteem, and I was willing to submit to all manner of humiliation and torture to achieve that status.
An impromptu curtain hung from the doorframe of the president's bedroom, blocking our view of what was to be the final step of acceptance into the sorority, but we could hear everything clearly.
The six of us were given two choices for our final test: we could either bury our face between the legs of the sorority president and nuzzle her for thirty-seconds, while the rest of the girls in the sorority watched, made cat-calls and other lewd remarks, and used their cell-phones to record videos of the debauchery, or bend over her knee for thirty spanks with what appeared to be a ping-pong paddle, with the same enthusiastic audience.
So far, the two pledges in front of me had chosen the former. Those of us to follow could hear the slurping sounds as they explored the yawning vagina of their soon-to-be sorority sister with their lips and tongues, amid her exaggerated moans of pleasure, and the shouts of encouragement and insult provided by the girls in the peanut gallery. After passing their "test," each of the girls was released from her handcuffs, handed a robe embroidered with the name of our sorority, and invited to stay and watch the rest of the proceedings, their faces glistening with saliva and vaginal secretions.
"Next pledge," the master-at-arms said when the girl ahead of me had finished slurping her way into the sorority.
I stepped through the curtained-doorway and caught my first glimpse of the final hurdle to acceptance into the sorority. The sorority president was sitting on a towel on a wooden chair, completely naked with her legs spread, nodding her head and fingering herself invitingly as she assessed her next prey. She was surrounded by the rest of her sorority sisters, many of whom already had their cell-phones out and ready to record my performance.
At this point in my life, I had no lesbian aspirations, and, although performing oral sex on members of the opposite gender had been a favorite activity of mine for several years, I could not imagine being that intimate with a member of my own gender, even as part of an initiation. So I was the first to select the latter choice, despite the lack of padding on my backside, or really anywhere on my lean body.
"On your knees or over mine," the president commanded, licking the finger with which she had been preparing her wares for their next oral exploration. She smirked broadly when I announced my choice, then received the paddle from her master-at-arms and motioned for me to bend over her naked lap.
"It looks like a taco," I muttered under my breath to the sorority president, just loud enough to be heard by the girls on the other side of the curtain still waiting their turn, before assuming my position across her naked lap. In retrospect, making a disparaging remark to the person holding the paddle that is about to deliver a severe spanking on the unprotected flesh of one's bare backside might not be an advisable strategy, but I was understandably nervous and could not control my smart mouth. I fully deserved the fury I received from el presidente and her paddle.
There was a momentary hush as she patted my backside gently with her other hand, apparently in search of the perfect place to begin, and then the first loud sting of the paddle opened the floodgates of those in attendance for all manner of chatter and merriment.
"Ow!" I shrieked, as the painful blow sent needles and jolts of electricity into every part of my slim body.
WHACK!
Again I hollered in pain, involuntarily raising my legs and kicking my feet as though swimming.
WHACK! WHACK!