When I moved out of my parents house into my own apartment at the age of 18 I finally started exploring my own sexuality. I quickly found various porn sites and bdsm quickly became one of my favorites. As I discovered other various fetishes as well it soon became clear to me that it wasn't just bdsm itself that drew me in, it was anything that was kinky. The kinkier the better.
It wasn't long before my favorite fantasy soon developed in my head. It started off as me dressed up in all kinds of kinky outfits and evolved from there. Me, on my knees, in various lingerie, bound, serving cocks, and having all types of debauchery performed on me.
The fantasy was soon all I could think of and I had to finally set it in motion at least once, to try it. The scenario was already played out in my head but required someone who had to get me two things. First, a recently abandoned farm with a pig pen, and over a dozen men. I began scouring and placing ads in bdsm/fetish sites and papers before someone finally contacted me and said he could make it happen. The deal was he'd get the barn and men, the payment being me allowing him to video tape the whole thing. He could then do whatever he wanted with the video as long as I got a copy
I spent the next several months getting ready for the event. I was very short as far as men go, only 5'4" and never had a very muscular frame, so at the young age of 20, it didn't take much to prepare for my transformation into a woman. I started to grow my hair long so on the day I could style it in a feminine way. I also did plenty of exercise to slim up as much as possible. And finally I made sure to use plenty of lotion every day as I wanted to be very feminine. Meanwhile the person who contacted me worked on gathering the needed amount of men and making sure the farm was ready.
Finally the day of the event came and I spent much of the day getting ready. I made sure I shaved every hair off my body. I than applied some slutty makeup straightened my shoulder length hair that I had already dyed jet black, which was a nice contrast to my pale soft white skin. I decided I would change into my slut outfit once at the site. When I arrived at the barn I could see a large gathering of men at the front. I entered through the back, took off all my cloths and finished my transformation.
First was a pair of white cuff lace ankle socks with a pair of 6" red closed toe stiletto heels. Once in the heels and ankle socks I slid up a pair of white crotchless panties in the shape of a butterfly. Than I pulled on a pair of white opera length gloves that almost went up to my shoulders. The "organizer" of the event had to finish my outfit. He cuffed my hands behind my back, placed a red ball gag in my mouth that had straps that went around the sides, under my chin, and over my face to the back of my head. When he was satisfied I was gagged and strapped tight he wrapped a silver metal collar around my neck, locking it in the back with a padlock and attached a leash to the ring in the front.