I ran into an old girlfriend, Meg.
As we chatted, she smirked, "Have you found a Mistress?"
I was a bit caught off guard, but this was why we split. I'd told her my of fantasies, and she wasn't receptive, "I appreciate your honesty, admire your courage, you're a great guy, but it's just not my thing."
And that was it; I didn't see her for years.
I answered, "Not really; dabbled, but nothing that had long term potential."
Meg was a beauty. Attracting men wasn't the issue, but hadn't found a keeper...
She smiled, "Something we have in common, neither of us will settle for just anyone."
We began having lunches and dinners. Knowing there'd be no sex/romance, was freeing. We found, besides sex, we had much in common, and became valued friends and confidants. We hung out all the time.
We (mostly me) shared our sexual desires openly.
I told her I sought a Femdom relationship, where Mistress "forced" me into new experiences, especially feminization. Meg revealed she was pretty vanilla, but she appreciated my fantasy wish list. Perhaps not her cup of tea, but she allowed me my sexuality without judgement, which I really appreciated. Just being able to talk with a female about this stuff...it was huge for me.
"When fantasizing," she asked, "Do you think of submission exclusively?"
I replied, "Yes. I am exclusively bound to my fetishes. I never think of sex in any other context."
She continued, "You can only exist as a slave?"
I nodded, "I crave to exist as a slave. I'd need to have orgasms, in some manner, or it wouldn't work for me, but I am a "slave" to my sexuality. I cannot enjoy sex unless I am in "slave-mode," especially "sissy-slave-mode."
She smiled, "Boys certainly do need to cum....even a sissy boy."
She said, "I've been thinking about our relationship. You're already submissive with me; and I've realized I like it. I've come to like being Dominant....at least with you."
She continued, "When we're at home, watching TV, and you massage my feet...I can tell you want to kiss them. Sometimes I feel you getting hard."
Just hearing that got me hard! I asked, "How about you get your apartment cleaned by a "sissy-slave". I'll do it in femmy garb. I'll "relieve" myself prior, so I can "serve" you, and not be hard the whole time."
She smiled, "You'll clean while in drag?"
I nodded, salivating. I'd be femmy in front of Meg!
She added, "I want to take photos."
Surprised, I asked why?
She replied. "I've been thinking about this for a while. I like everything about you as my slave, except sex. I'm just not turned on by a feminized man.....but I think I'm ready to let you be my slave. If it doesn't work for me, we'll just go back to how it is now. In any event, photos give me additional power....of blackmail...."
I would gladly surrender to blackmail, or whatever else she wanted; I was thrilled!
"So you are taking me as your slave?"
She nodded, "Here's a key. You start tomorrow, Saturday. 8:00am, let yourself in and start cleaning. Bring me coffee when I text you."
I smiled, "Yes Mistress!"
As she walked away, she smiled back, "Be dressed...in your best!"
I was so excited! I washed my "intimates" that night.
Saturday morning, I showered and femmy-styled my (long-ish) hair, which I'd done in private many times. It was the only reason I had long hair; to be more femmy when I was cross-dressed.
I dressed at home. All black, my fav panties, a sheer bra with balloon boobies, camisole, and high heels. I kneeled in front of a full-length mirror, and jacked off, saying, "Yes, Mistress Meg," over and over. I came in seconds.
I wore a raincoat to walk thru her parking lot, and let myself in Megs apartment...a self-tease, in that I was wearing heels. (From a distance, I could easily pass as a woman).
I put on coffee and started cleaning in the kitchen. Because Meg was sleeping, I had to be quiet. I minced around slowly, so my heels wouldn't click. I wiped and dried her countertops, her range, and her cabinets. I found myself kneeling on her kitchen floor, a wet rag, and a dry towel, making it shine, saying to myself, "I can't believe this is happening! Cleaning Meg's floor...on my knees!"
My phone dinged, "I'll have my coffee, light cream and sugar...NOW!"
Seconds later I tapped on her door, and entered, and dropped to my knees, and crawled, placing her coffee on her nightstand, I sat back on my haunches, "Your coffee, Mistress."
She sat up, against the headboard, her thin sheets covering her breasts, she sipped her coffee, "Good morning slave. Stand up. Let's see your outfit."
I stood and she assessed me, "Are those water-balloons?"
I nodded.