My name is Jake and I had been dating Beth for about six months. Beth and I are both avid hikers in fact that is how we met. Luckily for me a chance encounter on a trail at a nearby park led to drinks, leading to a date and us being in a relationship in a matter of weeks. It had been going so well that we were even talking about getting a place together. Beth was the kind of girl who would light up a room and everyone in it. Positive, bubbly, kind and smart. We had shared interests, the same sense of humor and we could talk for hours without running out of things to talk about. And wow was she cute! Long dirty blonde hair, blue eyes, and one of those bodies that you couldn't help but check out when she'd walk by.
I wasn't the only one that recognized Beth was a catch. Seemed like she was getting checked out by guys all the time when we'd be out. Even my friends took a few too many liberties with their flirtations. Her coworkers got to me the most though. She worked as the office administrator at business that sold athletic supplies. The sales guys there were all twenty-somethings who liked to hit the gym a bit too much. She would get texts from them outside of work hours all the time. When there would be get togethers outside of work they would blatantly flirt with her in front of me, try to buy her drinks or have their arms around her. She always told me it was innocent fun and they were just friends, but I know she enjoyed the attention at the same time.
At least I knew Beth was my girlfriend at the end of the day. Guys might flirt with her all day, but only I got to have sex with her. When it came to sex Beth had more experience. She never gave me a number, but it was certainly more than the two girls I had been with before her. I loved our sex life and she seemed to like it too, but I could sense it wasn't as exciting as she had experienced in the past. She loved to talk about her past lovers and experiences, especially when she was horny. Her reminiscing practically became part of our foreplay. It wasn't uncommon for her to mention their dick size which honestly made me uncomfortable. I know my four inches isn't very large and when she told me these stories it would make me worry I wasn't enough. At the same time it pains me to admit that it turned me on and I would fantasize about Beth and her ex lovers. It confused me that I could be jealous and feel embarrassed, but completely turned on at the same time.
"Mmmmm," Beth moaned as I massaged her clit with my tongue. What I lacked in penis size I thankfully made up for in oral skills. "Yeah Jake... that feels so good. Don't stop.." Beth began to move her hips up and down rhythmically. I gradually increased the speed of my tongue. Her body began to tense as she orgasmed. She quickly recovered as she shifted her body to give me a passionate kiss before gently pushing me down onto my back. She straddled me and lowered herself onto my cock. She began to grind her hips back and forth. She was never as physically into sex as she was oral. She never seemed to orgasm from it, but she at least I could always get her off first orally. A few minutes later I exploded into her as I orgasmed.
I was still catching my breath as she rolled off of me. She turned to me and with a cute little smile asked "I think the little guy enjoyed himself" as she motioned downward.
Little guy? Maybe she was just trying to be cute?
"Yeah, that was incredible Beth. I take it you enjoyed yourself too?" I inquired hoping for a little reassurance.
Without missing a beat she replied "of course hunny, you give like the best oral!"
"Just oral? What about the other stuff?" I asked.
Beth paused for a moment collecting her thoughts before replying "actually Jake that's something I wanted to talk about with you.. we can talk about anything right?"
Uh oh, that didn't sound promising but still I told her "of course Beth you can talk to me about anything."
"It's just... your penis is a little well... little,"
My head began to spin as her words hit me. I knew I was not big, but hearing Beth actually say I was too small just felt like a gut punch!
Beth continued "Look hunny, you are a great boyfriend and I would never want to leave you." That's a relief at least. "We are perfect for each other except for... your small penis."
"You know I'm an incredibly sexual person and I'm having trouble adjusting. The other guys I've been with have all been at least a couple inches longer and thicker. And that's just like the average guys. I honestly prefer larger than average. Not only for the physical sensation it's also that big ones are really sexy. I've been nervous to tell you, but my kink is that I am really turned on by big cocks."
I wanted to interject, but Beth began to speak more quickly without stopping so it was hard to get a chance to speak up. "You are good with your tongue, but sometimes it's just like sex feels incomplete without an actual good fucking. You know... just some good dick that can make me feel filled! With yours I'm sorry, but it's not much better than feeling like I'm getting fingered. I want to be with you, but I really need to feel fulfilled sexually."
"Which leads me to a proposal..." Beth finally stopped for a breath. I could tell she was thinking about what to say next. What could it be?? Toys? A strap on? God that would be humiliating...
She took a deep breathe and asked "what are your thoughts on asking someone for help with our little problem?" Little problem? Did she need to say it like that?
As I'm finally able to get a word in I ask "what do you mean ask someone for help?" I genuinely was unsure.
"I mean I'd like to ask another guy to have sex with me. Explain our situation and tell him it's just sex nothing more. No feelings, I'm still your girlfriend. It would be like we'd be just using him for his big cock!" She chuckled a little.
Beth quickly continued "It sounds crazy I know, but I also think you could enjoy it too! I've noticed how you get turned on when I tell you stories about sex with my exes. Look now! You are rock hard! You never get hard again this quickly right after cumming!" She wrapped her hand around my hard dick.
She was right, I hadn't even realized but I was more turned on than ever. I was still shocked, embarrassed, jealous, angry, sad, but for whatever reason excited too. In fact I was just about ready to cum in her hand right there!
I tried to speak up "Beth..." but I couldn't continue. I was concentrating too much on trying not to cum.
Emboldened by my obvious erection Beth asked "So Jake what do you think? Should I fuck another guy with a big cock?" That was all it took... I erupted in her grasp. "I guess that's my answer! Love you!" She gave me a quick peck and got up to the bathroom to clean up before bed. I was left lying there staring at the ceiling speechless. Maybe it was all one of her silly jokes. Maybe I could just pretend this never happened and she'd forget about it.
Beth had spent the night at my place. When morning came without another mention of it I thought I was in the clear. It was Sunday and we were discussing our plans for the day during breakfast.
"Do you want to drive out to the state park and go for a hike? The weather is supposed to be nice today." I inquired as Beth was getting herself a cup of coffee and a bagel for breakfast.
"I was actually hoping to get some shopping done today. Like you said the weather has been fantastic and I would like to get some new dresses. I know you hate shopping so how about we do our own thing and you come over to my apartment tonight?" Said Beth as she sat down at the table with her coffee and bagel. I readily agreed.
Beth took a sip "Ouch! Still a bit too hot!" She set her coffee down and looked to me "so I was thinking about men that could help us with our little problem." So much for her forgetting about it. "You remember Kevin from my work right?"
I've never been a fan of Kevin he was one of the sales guy that worked with Beth. I really could understand her interest he was tall, athletic and quite good looking. He was also a cocky bastard. He always flirted with Beth and talked down to me like he was some kind of big shot. A few times we had been out with her colleagues he would get a little too touchy-feely for my liking. Of course Beth would always so it wasn't a big deal.
"I don't know about him Beth. He's so cocky and comes off kind of full of himself. Besides we have no idea if he even has a bigger... you know than I do." I quipped.
"His penis? Oh it's definitely bigger than yours! And he isn't that bad he's just confident which just makes him hotter. He's one of my best friends from work and really a nice guy!"
"Wait, how do you know he has a bigger dick?!" I asked in confusion.
She responded with a dismissive laugh "Oh sorry it's not how it sounds! We are just really good friends. We text each other all the time and send funny memes and pictures and stuff." I've noticed and it had always annoyed me how much he's texting my girlfriend. "And there is this one innocent pic. Just give me a second to find it."
She began scrolling in her conversation with Kevin. They sent each other a lot of pictures. Plenty of selfies and pictures of Kevin at the gym. Thought I saw a picture of Beth wrapped in a towel after and shower and one in a bra and panties, but it was so quick it was hard to get a good look. She opened a selfie from Kevin. It was post work out, he was only wearing tight fitting boxers made with a thin material. He was also quite sweaty making the outline of his penis easily visible. It was clearly done on purpose to show off. She pointed it and said excitedly "see you can tell he's totally got a bigger penis than you do!" My own penis had gotten hard. I still didn't understand how, I was so humiliated and pissed at that jerk Kevin. So why was I turned on?
