She stood before me, eyeing me up and down shaking her head. "So this is what really turns you on, hey?" she said mockingly as she slowly ran her fingernails over my cock through the lacy panties she had told me to wear. "Look at you getting all excited but your dicky is so small it can't even escape from those panties!" She laughed as she turned on her heels and sat down at the computer. I stayed where i was, completely humiliated but so turned on. I looked down at the red stilettos i had brought online, up my stocking clad legs to the panties and garter belt. I was wearing nothing else.
It had only been a week since i confessed my crossdressing to Helen my wife of three years. She was upset at first then angry, she said i had been lying to her all these years, i thought divorce was next but then this morning she said that maybe we could work things out and encouraged me to dress up for a little chat.
On the computer screen Helen had pictures of big muscular black men. "Look at these hunks sissy, Real Men, now this is what turns me on! What i would give to put my lips around his huge Black cock, don't you think i deserve a Real Man little boy? Especially now I know your little secret." i was shocked at this but weakly admitted she did and added that noone would blame her because i was such a wimp. She turned and looked at me "yes, your right, why shouldn't I and in fact, I think I will, I need to be satisfied and we both know you can't manage that! There's a new fella Darl just started at work, tall, broad, handsome, Black and I bet he has a big cock. Would you like to see me being fucked long and hard by some hot Black stud? You'd love to hear me scream in ecstasy as my Black lover pumped his seed into me wouldn't you sissy?" i nodded as i came in my panties. "You pathetic loser, go clean yourself up and then we're going shopping."
She told me to shave every hair off my body and as i got out of the shower she threw some clean underwear at me.. More stockings, garter belt and panties all black. "I thought we we're going shopping?" i uttered weakly.
"We are" she replied "and you will wear those under your clothes, we're going to buy some new outfits for me to seduce Darl, get your credit card this is going to cost you but if your good and only speak when your spoken to i might treat you to a sissy treat!"